hello there, the angel from my nightmare..

can't deny that i want you, but i'll lie if have to

2012-01-18T20:30:00.009+08:00

i find that i am a happy person generally, as i do not have many problems. fyi for most people, problems are caused by only 3: boyfriend(s?), money and family. but even if i do have problems, who will know? *hahaha*

for the past year, i realized some bad or lost friends are replaced by better friends. im really glad, at least i know these friends are really worth having. i enjoyed the last year very much as i felt that i can really be myself (chatty and a little crazy) with my colleagues. maybe about 3 years is a good duration for me to warm up and get to know everybody and for everybody to know me, or maybe got to do with the opportunities to interact with many people. i dont know if they hated me, but im sure some people probably liked me more as we became closer. it is quite sad that i had to leave after having such a fun time with them. well, the job and field of job (technical) really did not suit me, while everything else (colleagues, environment, family-feel) is really awesome. my motivation had been in the pits for many years; going to sleep every night and waking up every morning had been torturing. i just hope that my lovely ex-colleagues can still be kept as my friends, that is why i wrote a "no good-bye" email to the whole company. ;D i even visited the office after and have had lunch/dinner plans with some.

ok yes so i am officially a young retiree since 1 january 2012. i have been slacking, resting much, have been shopping much, have been spending time at home much too. it is pretty enjoyable and sometimes boring, but somehow seems not enough, in the sense of spending time with my family, especially with my sister. maybe i cannot really do much about that. i can only hope that we will have a great time during chinese new year, as we surely will be spending time together.

thus an advance HAPPY NEW DRAGON YEAR to everybody! and below will be my wishlist, since most people will have one..

new year 2012 resolutions & expectations:
♐ all my money that she owes get returned, and put an end? -so many years already, think can give up and treat the money was for charity to a poor ugly girl.
♐ grow more and more $$ in my savings.
♐ spend much time with my little sister.
♐ hope for more gatherings/outings to meet my friends.
♐ lose some more weight.
♐ more swimming and tanning sessions.
♐ own to wear many pretty dresses.
♐ visit new places..HOLIDAYS yeah!
♐ learn to ride bike for fun (but still no hurry).
♐ on a great date this year, he might impress and move me.
♐ have an awesome new job, and have new friends.
♐ real excitement.
♐ good health and happiness to myself plus everybody else in the world! :)

through the clouds i see love shine, it keeps me warm as life grows colder

2011-01-02T17:00:00.008+08:00

new year 2011 resolutions (at least for the moment):
♐ stop the never ending phlegm; get well from the flu and cough that had been with me for about 2 weeks already.
♐ get back all my money that she owes me, and put an end.
♐ my savings hit the first targeted benchmark (and maybe the next?).
♐ go ahead with my final decision after so much emotional confusion; breather and a new path.
♐ with a new path, i hope i still can keep the friends from old path.
♐ bond and spend time with my little sister.
♐ visit new places..HOLIDAYS!
♐ meet and spend time with my friends, hope for more gatherings/outings.
♐ if he is for real, and if he succeed, then hopefully on a great date next year, we will be..❤
♐ lose some weight (forever no action lol). also, someone said every year try be a different kind of girl..this year i shall be thai girl. ;)
♐ not important but i still have not own a lovely forever friends bear after so long!
♐ get bike license (but no hurry).

as mentioned in previous blog post, this year concluded that i have found that not all friends are worth having. who knows, more friends may even get filtered. whatever it is, i just hope at least there are still a few definitely worth having.

happy new year to all with good health and wealth.

found myself respected by the others who got rained on too and made it through

2010-12-25T01:40:00.006+08:00

my parents and sister had flew to bangkok this afternoon.
so it will be just my brother and i "home alone" for 5 days.
right now, it is just me.
i wished i were holidaying at bangkok too. or even partying lol.
so bored and also feeling rather unappreciated anyway.

merry christmas & happy new year to all!

this year concluded that i have found that not all friends are worth having.. i have also made up my mind after so much indecisiveness and confusion, come next year. :)

doc, there's a hole where something was

2010-03-14T01:56:00.001+08:00

my throat twisted as tears started to accumilate. i tried to distract myself by singing to the songs on my mp3 player in my head, i managed to relax for that moment, but a couple drops of tear still escaped when thoughts of him flashed by. then, i saw a familiar figure, it must be him. and to no surprise, i cried with shivering mouth..in the train.

i know i will be okay, though my skies are turning gray

2009-10-27T18:22:00.008+08:00

been feeling down and unhappy for weeks or even months..tired i supposed. then i keep feeling irritated by him, oops. anyway my pet buta has gone to Wallaby last week until november then back. i still have watermelon and friends. :) since yesterday having stomach cramps (can be very painful), menses is also late and yet to come. weird to experience this for the first time. seriously ive been craving for cheese ee fu mee at east coast hong kong cafe. die die i must go kittylab on november! and lastly, definitely looking forward to HONG KONG trip at december. really must have a great time there, especially at DISNEYLAND. excited already, HEHEHE. :D lots of photos to spam, i know.

handphone uploads, yucks:

starfruit plant.

balloon rabbit ears.

home-made pineapple tarts.

popular honeydew prawn, strawberry chicken, bai gok wang.

me love ben10!

guitar hero and raving rabbits.

first time playing, fun! took turns to play guitar, drums and vocal.

gloomy bear speakers.

cinnamoroll.

camera uploads, yeah:

probably the best ma po dou fu, at ang mo kio.

juicy mushrooms and yummy sauce! but damm filling.

me love cornflakes.

the days that my room didnt have light.

didnt know my papa bought me a new keyboard until my sister pointed it out.

caught this at iluma for 1 try as its neck got stuck in the claw. x)

caught the rabbit at the cathay, he almost stopped my 3rd (and last) try!

made this big lantern for my charity bazaar booth.

we caught it, but it was meant for her. :)

ginger paste with century egg mooncake.

woke up at 5am in the morning.

we love black sesame ice cream.

i finally managed to catch these at amk hub, thanks to darryl's motivation.

wedding (beer, red wine) + butterfactory (chivas, vodka) = merlion = sleepover.

caught for her a cat (her favourite) from amk hub.

the holy root bear fish and chips.

i caught 2 toys for us. before that, wasted 10$+ on pushing keychains and none dropped!

my amazing new LOVE, the canon selphy es30. :D

and now that im stronger ive figured out
how this world turns cold and breaks through my soul,
and i know i'll find deep inside me,
i can be the one.

everything i never thought that i could feel is for real; love is real

2009-09-08T18:38:00.009+08:00

yesterday woke up suddenly sick, went to work, came home to sleep while waiting for him to get me porridge from koufu (i was craving for it and he is such a sweetie), he was so unlucky that he ordered my usual 皮蛋鱿鱼粥加蛋 and i only got to eat a $3.70 porridge with only minced meat in it, took a panadol, accompanied him downstairs to eat, bought UNO coleslaw (the best!), came home to eat the coleslaw, sent him off at the door, sleep. woke up today still down with flu, went to see doctor and took medical leave for the day.

PHOTOS TIME!
from my camera and no birthdays (too many).

bee on my window.

learnt to make mooncakes at office.

25/7: work. ion. tcc.

i also want my eyes to be that big. XD

the night when we shared stories of our ex. he started and when he said its my turn, he was struggling to stay awake throughout my stories. RAHH!

1/8: billy bombers. the day i forgot to bring my eyeliner.

swollen hand after his outfield.

his achievement: an ugly jungle hat. XD

twins!

trying to take a shot of the "Grease" poster.

2/8: sentosa with colleagues. vivo city.

such a cutie!

my colleague who likes to molest him. XD

my tall colleague and her hubby.

love this dress, havent wear it out though.

my red camera!

8/8: work. YAKIYAKIBO at jurong point. macdonald's.

love the bright colours.

my favourite piggy biscuit.

look like a small boy LOL! anyway glad he also love the shirt i bought from thailand.

not as nice as powerberries.

probably the best tamago fried rice, the flavor overwhelms in your mouth.

BEST chiwanmushi (cooked in onion) ever! flavor bursting.

dessert was fried banana with ice cream, YUM.

i like that cupid clock.

such a buta.

picked one toy up at the macdonald's counter. :x

9/8: pulau ubin. watched NDP09 at his place. dinner at east coast.

while waiting for the bus..

while queueing for the boat..

who knew fresh coconut juice is GASSY! amazing.

everybody was taking photos by the lake.

baby hares!

the purpose of going down a rocky road, to see this big wild boar.

he is pro on the bike, so he took photos of me riding. :D hes also the one navigating with the map. didnt get to take one shot of him jumping with his bike.

cute looking flower, but the colour is lovely.

stingray, fried oyster omelette and the best mutton satay ive eaten.

15/8: favourite HK cafe at bugis. toy convention at suntec. toy catching at marina square.

they served me with a broken yolk, RAHH!

bread house.

"olive you!" "olive you too!"

he caught for me 3 little gloomy bears!

and he kept the patrick star.

ulcer was damm damm pain.

16/8: saycheez at tampines1.

yummy but damm full.

22/8: work. katong flower shop. saycheez at tampines1. flora's 21st at aranda country club.

my rocky mountain marble cheesecake isnt nice, so i ate his lychee cheesecake. :)

thanks sweet for waiting with me even though you also had a birthday party at jurong.

different colours of checkered.

23/8: dinner at tim's restaurant and cafe.

love it, thats why i chose this shirt. :D

29/8: watched The Proposal. visited his grandma at hougang and accompanied her to her singing session. celebrated mr ben's post-birthday at velocity's bali thai buffet.

buta mode again, HEE.

to all, have a good night. my nose still keeps on dripping..
waiting for him to come visit me, again, and have dinner as my mama cooked today. it is "so embarrassing!" as he needs to travel from yewtee, but my heart is very happy! *loved. ❤❤

seriously, cant wait to go HONG KONG this DECEMBER!!

there's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you, i love you

2009-07-20T21:28:00.013+08:00

sick, first time have 2-day mc. slept the whole day already. anyway im tired of all the expectations and restrictions. feel as if im living my life for the sake of my mother, not for myself. when i shared what i wish to do, all i get is "dont scare people lah, what will others see and think of you?". are lower paying jobs very disgracing? and ive never cared about what others think. then yesterday she asked why my boyfriend always meet me at my place before going out, what will the neighbours think of me if they see my boyfriend keep changing. ARGH, seriously who cares about what others think! so be it, let it be. but..i never talk at home, because i know its useless.

i could only talk to my lover. :) this couple tee which i bought from thailand is cute. but he could not wear, as its XL size (and the only size left). rahh!

20 june: science centre. da vinci exhibition. esplanade. changing appetite.

never notice before the heart shape until i darkened the picture, what a surprise.

frankenstein mudpie (my favourite peppermint and cookies), YUMMY!

21 june: SWING! and a walk at ang mo kio park.

havent been on a swing since primary school. fun but left me with bodyaches.

27 june: work. vivo city. henderson waves.

trying to find a way to walk from vivo city to henderson waves.

finally took a bus there.

the walk up to henderson waves.

luckily it was windy up at henderson waves..relaxing on a bench.

he look so handsome, HEHEHE.

love this photo of us.

the flight of stairs that we climbed up and down.

28 june: cant remember. he was with me, thats all it matter. :D

3 july: work (duh!). hong kong cafe at east coast park, where the holy cheese ee fu noodles can be eaten.

4 july: sentosa. dolphin lagoon (first visit). underwater world. vivo city.

amazing spinning leap from the water.

LOL i bought ice cream but its still too hot to smile?

i love jellyfish.

a glimpse on the roller coaster.

i fell actually, then my fingers hurted a lot.

my sister looked at me, and i knew she wanted me to carry her. she fell asleep after a whole day out.

11 july: work. sakae sushi buffet at parkmall. orchardcentral.

he came to fetch me to work (with a half-boiled egg) and off work without fail. ❤ even though he just left camp in the early morning.

first time seeing this freakish looking mantis.

such a cute baby boy!

all the hard work in peeling the peas, but they are yummy!

square watermelon for 200$, anyone?

amazing and creative interior design.

painted real pipes and sound system.

escalator to heaven.

高妹！

17 july: work (duh!). bishan chicken rice. no movie. arcade.

luckiest and funniest story goes: left with 10$ note only, he passed me a 2$ note to change for 2 1$ coins, gave him back 1$ coin to keep and inserted 1$ coin into the machine, pointer span around the wheel, shouted "i want fate" and pressed the button, pointer stopped at *FATE*, HAHAHAHA, zhao-ed with my a-dollar-worth GLOOMY BEAR.

18 july: dynasty ktv. victor's kitchen. changing appetite. chipshop. wonton story. harry potter and the half blood prince (booked and not worth). dry ee mee with meatball and satay.

the very good and refreshing lychee freeze.

also very good buffalo wings and NACHO chips.

oh, you know what i want. x)

since i dont think my wish to visit Venice Italy for birthday will come true.

wow he look so handsome here. the movie was a total disappointment. the light didnt go off until the movie started for about 5 minutes. theres a story, but not much action like previous movies. the only (funny) action was some crazy woman more than halfway through the movie entered noisily, walked up and down row "L" and claimed someone took her seat (that person sure sian diao), everybody was shh-ing her since the beginning. she said "不要shh我" LOL.

met him on sunday as well, and started to fall ill. i will never blame on the food, because they are all ❤. i think ive caught a cold after being n*k*d. anyway take the free time to update this and of course, rest.

the world is a stage and each must play a part; fate had me playing in love, you as my sweet heart

2009-07-12T16:40:00.008+08:00

its SUNDAY!..in a sad tone. because its last day of the weekend. :/ at night then going out to toa payoh entertainment centre to play with kevin. but will someone come and take me out before that? hehehe.

old photos from handphone:

not tall enough for this dress.

sushi at isetan thailand.

my mama said nice, but i think otherwise.

not thin enough for this top.

monsters vs aliens.

a car full of barbies.

swirly swirls.

on a friday night.

favourite beef with enoki mushroom at sushi tei.

he will be the only reason why i love (and reserve) saturdays.

i think we look almost the same when he was drinking the chocolate.

big big sunflower.

chocolate with chocolate chips.

nice bread and butter.

extreme shared dinner, full to the max.

yellow bumblebee.

i used to want to be a fire fighter when i grow up.

off to the science centre.

i caught a spider on my desk.

donut day for everybody.

on the train to harbourfront.

the ducks are soo very cute!!

excited to watch my first 3d movie.

old photos from camera (unedited):

gift from thailand.

paper aeroplanes.

his cute hair.

a romantic dinner under the full moon.

yummy!

love my angel wings.

good steak and chicken.

another favourite at sushi tei, IKURA chiwanmushi!

white kinder bueno.

cant help my interest, candy addiction

2009-06-28T23:52:00.006+08:00

hi, i just want to say..

NOBODY BELIEVES ME!!
NOT EVEN MY PARENTS.
WHY??
IS IT ME?

I CAN HAVE FRIENDS WHAT, BUT..
HE REALLY COULD JUST BE THE ONE I WILL STICK WITH!! aint anymore better guys.

yes, even if i only get to see him on saturdays, and sometimes fridays and sundays. i still love him deep deep.

*sad. :(

my heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury

2009-06-07T03:21:00.008+08:00

hello there.

my blog template was screwed up by a retarded incomplete loading thus gone, and i have to use the default template because im lazy. no, actually ive lost touch on html.

i bought my first digital camera. it is bright red, small sized, 12.1 mega pixels. happy, very happy.

when can i get those ho eh black camera costing $1k++, or maybe not at all?

i wonder if my stomach is having any problem. recently lost appetite, frequently having stomach aches (now i know how it feels) and usually its lao sai. during the last day of my following trip, i vomitted until the water overflowed out of the toilet bowl upon flushing. LOL see already, zhao mann.

took leave for the whole week and travelled with my family to getaway thailand from 30th may to 4th june.

i find clouds fascinating. took several shots of c-l-o-u-d-s. HEEHEE. wonder how clouds feel like, can i live on them?

stayed at baiyoke sky, the tallest hotel in thailand. lousy.

taking tuk tuk rides are fun. but turns were SCARY, as if it could collapse, when all 5 of us squeezed in.

almost every night there will be a drinking session. now i know: absolute vodka pear (40% alcohol), only has pear scent, it actually stinks really very badly when consumed. i could watch television and talk normally, but i cannot walk properly, thats probably the kick to near drunk? and heineken is probably the only beer ive drank, thats not bitter at all.

every day woke up early to have breakfast buffet, took naps, eat eat eat, and shopped like mad (because i spent over 10k baht).

the common phrase "wished you were here" was true.

im lazy to post 300+ photos, maybe some on someday.

thanks to all my friends who have been great companies and also took me out. lets again, again! be it 10 kuay chap bowls on a small round table, simply movie nights, exercising at the arcade, garena for left4dead and dota.

brought my sister to watch monsters vs aliens at toa payoh. too bad she is now too tall to watch a free movie, had to pay 9.50$, quite heart pain. she wanted popcorn, and i know for sure we cant finish the popcorn because i dont really fancy popcorn and she is just a kid. she looked sad when i said dont want, so i had to pay 7.50$ for a popcorn combo. i told her the leftover can bring home to mama. however my money really flew, super heart pain. the popcorn dropped on my lap when she pulled her jacket from me, she laughed real hard and we shifted seats. then halfway during the show, i toppled the popcorn and all gone. during the end of the show, she asked me wheres the popcorn, i whispered all on the floor. she laughed real hard looking at the floor, then i said "faster run away". and then i saw a poster, stating free ticket for child under 12 years old when 2 movie tickets are purchased. it was a cute movie.

that "she" is you. you should know how i feel towards you. i told you the night before my flight that i want to date you on friday or saturday when im back from the trip, so i thought it was setted. i was just disappointed when i came back and asked you which day, you told me that you are booked. so i thought, but it is okay. dont forget to meet me someday! :) hope you will like the gifts that await you to recieve.

luckily my saturday was quite well-spent. played dota before heading out, went plaza singapura to eat cheesy curry chicken, went taka to eat kaya and cheese pancake, went cineleisure to get pear juice, slacked at orchardcentral for the aircon, went douby ghaut to play arcade. first time playing silent hill and sweated like mad, LOL. everyday everywhere is so hot! thanks to him for being such a good friend though we knew each other not long ago. i know im independant and qiang, but he could have accompanied me talk more. its cute how he said its late, and yet he took my rejection to send me home so seriously. anyway im surprised he actually will listen and talk about my personal craps. or is it that i seldom share my personal craps because they are all craps which i wont like to bore others.

♥ the moon so full and bright!

let sunday be a very very well-spent day..and he is finally back.

just thinking about monday, kills every part of me.

love is the answer, at least for most of the questions in my heart

2009-05-17T15:28:00.010+08:00

its sunday already, and im home alone. yet i "lock" myself in my room with a bag of "salmon sashimi with wasabi" chips in front of my wonderful computer, because it provides me music and games to play and of course THIS that im doing. i finally got my air conditioner running (i dont really like to switch on the aircon). anyway who cares, how many times can i do these simple things? :) later i will consume ben & jerry's ice cream S'MORES which he bought for me afew weeks ago, havent tried it yet. the tub wrote that it contains mashmallows, yummy for sure!
at the moment..SPAM ARR!..

my mama said that japanese doll placed on my bed can get rid of the unwanted.

i bought doggy bracelet and rabbit charm, so cute right.

my blue needs.

first time seeing a touch screen desktop.

she said she is a flower.

i bought princess tissue boxes. :D

11 apr: work. anniversary surprise, a lousy jacuzzi. jane's birthday chalet.

my favourite dim sum at victor kitchen.

boy treasures.

18 apr: suntec. tampines1. movie at tampines mall.

19 apr: bugis. iluma + movie. ben & jerry's.

cashew smile.

my favourite hong kong cafe.

ice cream catcher.

the lashes he bought for me.

21 apr: subway. cow organs.

25 & 26 apr: had vomitting and diarrhea, sweets took care of me. :) movie at the cathay.

i dont like sweet potato and prune juice, but he fed me.

mint ice cream, yummy!

i will never eat the soup pasta again.

banana and ice cream, yummy!

1 may: jurong point + movie + billy bombers.

welcome to "japan".

9 may: my first manicure at century square. his cousin's wedding at changi village hotel. midnight movie with his family.

he bought me chanel eyeliner. :/

the super cute invitation card.

mama day: vivo city. bought my reserved slippers, YEAH. too late to see puppies though.

16 may: work. tampines 1 + manpuku. airport + dinner with his family.

all other tarts sold out. and he did something which made me damm upset with him. first time see got such person, say stop already still want abuse the phobia. i wasnt joking at all. hope you really keep your word of not doing it again.

pieced the "lucky star" for him.

thomas sabo donald duck which he bought.

since he always wanted me to wear the remaining thomas sabo wing.

im so weak. yesterday even when you are just beside me, i dont understand why i cant stop crying. till now, i still cry. i want to be strong please, i want to stop crying. 3 weeks without you. take me out.

i was hoping that i could leave this star-crossed world behind

2009-04-24T16:40:00.002+08:00

on medical leave today. more late photos to go.

her self shot, HEE.

it look like a heart at one angle, and then like two rings at another angle.

yeah, caught them at AMK Hub.

used 1$ to catch this rabbit!

28 - 29 march: work, IKEA, SENTOSA~

handmade gifts for my buddy at work.

i only eat fries that are crispy, and this is the best ever.

hes happy because he didnt sell his Songs of the Sea ticket for 40$.

4 - 5 april: shopping, Shokudo Japanese Food Bazaar, swimming.

he said the expression of the rabbit was like in pain.

i want! ;D especially the stick out tongue one below.

eel and asparagus pizza, yummy!

my favourite salmon roe, damm the rice.

sweet red bean with mochi. :D

10 april: our 1st ANNIVERSARY!

gift from colleague who went to Taiwan.

my favourites, especially salmon roe!

surprise from sweetest. :D

biggest fitting room ive ever seen.

yeah bought new shiny bronze shorts.

same blue eyes, HEE.

my donald duck collection, and i lost that ring (the day after i took this picture, i wore out)! SOB SOB. tired already, bye.

i have got a lot of friends who are stars, but some are just black holes

2009-04-12T17:30:00.004+08:00

hello there, been busy and tired.

there is still a whole LOT to catch up, but till then. bye.

because i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind

2009-03-01T17:57:00.006+08:00

it is raining, and poor BUTA had to go back camp early today. he had to walk for 48 hours, so should be not hearing from him until he reaches back camp. im a very light hearted person, i have no friends to hang out or chat with anyway. x) i will be strong.

the very big cake at my company's monthly birthday bash.

friday 20/2: sweets brought me out for supper, HEE. we went to airport's 24-hour Swensens and had a short walk at East Coast Park. while waiting for him..

chilled and hardened marshmallows are actually the best.

xD the chocolate is yummy!

his jeans jacket.

saturday 21/2: brought my mama and sister to have lunch with sweets. had buffet at East Coast, The Seafood International. very reasonable and good. dont mind going again, but really must go earlier..if not everything gone (didnt even get to eat ONE har gao). caught a late timing Valkyrie at Bugis, i nearly caught a cold while waiting. he didnt like the cinema, LOL. its a nice cinema oki (yeah old school)!

HAHAHA, she have four eyes.

she claimed its very bright after the tunnel.

little "jealous" hand. ;D

her big tummy, LOL.

took this, saw mama and sweets stopped. wondered why? because his family was at ECP too. xD

i want something like this, just not at 110$++.

so embarrassing can! when the shopkeeper is just beside me.

slacked in the hotel lobby before our movie. he sure was looking at other girls.

sunday 22/2: laid on bed, and i thought: i MUST do something for my sweetest..especially when he was so upset. bought and sent his daily needs (with a lot of dark chocolate toblerones) to his place. the taxi driver continued to chat with me after i reached my destination, wasted my time still let the meter ran..RAHH! anyway sweets then followed me home to play Raving Rabbits and had dinner with my family at Tims Restaurant, yummy! i treated them all, about 50$++ for 6 people. very surprised. all because i lublubx you.

saturday 28/2: sweets fetched me to work (finally, HEHEHE). went Bedok after work to meet him for lunch, ate dumpling noodles and Long John Silver. waited VERY long when at Long John Silver, the queue was moving damm slow and the food took a long time as well. watched Marley And Me (❤OWEN WILSON) that night, and had Billy Bombers! :) rained almost the whole night, had to walk in the rain to take MRT. very tired, must go home already and dont want sweets to waste money on cabs. he sent me home and when we were about to part, i almost felt like crying!

HARLEY DAVIDSON. but i prefer even bigger ones.

anyway he said he knows the neighbour.

his favourite. but the most disgusting and smelly (BITTER) chocolate for me.

love round flowers. and these are actually furry.

the break between sunny and rainy.

MISS

YOU

BERRY

MUCHIE!

see you.

i've found a masterpiece in you, a work of art it's true

2009-02-15T17:11:00.048+08:00

have an enjoyable valentine weekend!
i will enjoy in my slumber dream today, i am so sleepy. xD

saturday 7/2: early celebration (dinner with his family and relatives) for sweets 22nd birthday. brought his ordered Strawberry Cheesecake ice cream cake from Novena Ben & Jerry home then to Bedok, its quite heavy but YUMMY! glad everybody enjoyed it, because everybody thanked me for the cake (felt surprised as ive never heard of such appreciation. only heard before remarks on cakes, you know, like "nice to eat" bla bla. wow). love you. never blamed you.

buffet at Waffle Factory was okay, but the float tasted odd for me to drink on. enjoyed the time spent walking around the Malay shopping mall (something different, ive never seen before Malay medicines and many other things) and the longer bus journey back to your place.

while waiting for our midnight movie, Look For A Star! ANDY LAU IS SO CUTE.

sunday 8/2: saw shuhua and shuping at Ichiban Sushi. :D then visited my 外婆 after lunch. took taxi there, and the taxi driver was damm scary. he started driving as my sister was holding onto the taxi door, yet to board the taxi. he only claimed that he heard "boom boom" so thought everybody was up. no sorry or anything like that, how rude.

playing with jelly wide lens, my handphone camera pin hole is too big. :/

tuesday 10/2: half-day leave to see FALL OUT BOY concert! with my game face on, GO (i love watching BEN10 and TEEN TITANS, will definitely learn their phrases).

i KNOW i am fat..maybe because i love donald's ass.

8pm: it started with Hey Monday, i dont know who.

8.30pm: wait for Fall Out Boy.

9pm: FALL OUT BOY! started with Thnks Fr Th Mmrs. love all the songs (not accordingly, just from old album to new)! Grand Theft Autumn/Where Is Your Boy and A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More 'Touch Me' and I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song About Me and Sugar, We're Going Down and Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner and Thriller and The Take Over, The Breaks Over and This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race and Beat It. and first time hearing Patrick talk, its always Pete who does the talking.

I Don't Care (those below are their guitars flashing to the beat) and America's Suitehearts and Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes and Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet. ended with Dance, Dance and one last Saturday.

10pm: BYE BYE FOB! thats the end of my great virgin concert. next time shall get middle-priced seats for future (hopefully) concerts. nearer, and still able to sit down.

costed 40$ and kind of lousy quality..i didnt care.

thursday 12/2: grocery shopping at Bedok for our home made valentine lunch.

the crab had a lot of bubbles.

in the end, we had to bring all the food over to my place due to.. :O

saturday 14/2: worked. cooked lunch at my place instead. THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON (awesome movie! i love it so much. and luckily we booked the tickets). valentine dinner package at Swensens Orchard.

FAVOURITES: stuffed cheese pasta, baby corn, mushrooms, mushroom cheese sauce.

almost favourite: his (a bit too) salty chicken.

little heart shaped balloons for me to hit him like a drum. i still dont know how he got them, the waitress said they were all given out. anyway gave one to my sister. p/s: my fake lash dropped after dinner so i removed both, HEHEHE.

hes going back to Pasir Lebar already, means..back to one-week-meet-once routine. :/
..and i treasure you my love.

breath in so deep, this air is blessed you share with me

2009-02-04T21:08:00.002+08:00

cant wait~ cant wait till next tuesday's FALL OUT BOY concert. hopefully i can purchase something..a cap or a tee or something! :)

sunday 25/1: chinese new year eve

monday 26/1: chinese new year day 1. won 12$ + 1.60$ for blackjack, HEHEHE.

off to weicheng's place.

tuesday 27/1: chinese new year day 2

OKTO has domo, so cute!

wednesday 28/1: back to work.

the freaking cute bread which i caught. :D

saturday 31/1: work, boss' and mr ben's house, "Elegy" at The Cathay picturehouse.

she said she cut them apart herself, so to give me the smaller one.

sunday 1/2: Dynasty KTV, "Underworld" at the Cathay.

ordered his secret birthday cake for this coming saturday's early birthday dinner, with his family and relatives (yikes). :/ cant wait for Waffle Factory, hope its goood.

all because i lublubx you!

i want to scream i love you from the top of my lungs

2009-01-25T16:04:00.016+08:00

HAPPY 牛 YEAR!
lots of photos!..and im still hoping to get a great camera (maybe those black Nikon).

ultimately happy to my first ever concert next month, cant wait! :D just go with me.

love the donald duck. thanks for everything, 老婆~

wanted the Nike waffled jacket quite much, but i think no more already.

premium first grade cherries. even 2kg (at 50$+) is not enough. x)

long kept presents, HEE.

bought this together with colleagues, love the cute design. my mama likes it too.

10january: after work, managed to get 1 top for CNY.

my love. i meant the white chocolate, HAH.

shall get this top next month because got voucher.

black sesame cheesecake (texture more like toufu).

look delicious, but not quite. :/

11january: managed to get nothing at Bugis.

18january: found close to what i like at Vivo, but didnt buy anything. :(

the "watering pot" i bought at my company's Charity Bidding Day the day before. its a vase actually, oh well..for charity.

and the coffee during the event was nice to see as ive never seen such a thing before.

sweet strawberries and cherries, yummy!

those are actually cushion rocks in the National Geography store.

sleeping robo. cant stop laughing whenever 3 or 4 of them squeeze in the wheel, running.

after his army friend's bbq. his friends are really funny.

a very cute and smart coin organiser, bought from Gift A Name.

22january: accompany sweets to shop at Bugis, and i bought a very cute wallet!

first time eating at this HK place, and so loving it. more please.

the new LED building, with moving japanese words. perhaps a mall?

cute gloomy wallet. but i wont be using it so soon.

because im still a new Juicy Princess with Mad Money.

and i heart my Juicy very much.

23january: shopping at Bishan, fun buying groceries for mama with sweets.

he always play his PSP, anytime everytime at anywhere everywhere..ok when waiting for me.

HOHOHO, i want to go.

i know im damm greedy.

24january: as my hair is damaged and brittle, i decided to go cut my hair short. but luckily the hairdresser said my hair too short not nice. now my hair is like when secondary school, always at shoulders length. :) sweets then came my house to have lunch and let him play Left4Dead. after that bought my bag (finally) at Plaza Singapura, dinner at Suntec and movie at The Cathay. travelled all by walking, HEE.

looks like any scrupture. but when the wind blows, the scrupture moves. ITS A BALLOON!

the way he gong xi is funny, like making a wish.

my makeup smudged due to Love Matters.

new ah pu neh bedsheet. the salesperson conned my mama, gave her queen sized instead of king. if not, it wont be mine.

sigh, i missed out getting a buckle belt and purple nail polish. maybe later.
and i must control my spendings, MUST SAVE.
恭喜发财！

all i need is your hand, in my hand

2009-01-04T17:30:00.019+08:00

TWO (2) ZERO (0) ZERO (0) NINE (9) !
..for a EVEN better year!

well, i did make some resolutions up:
1. stop getting fatter! but still able to eat anything i like.
2. earn and save lots of money, shall aim to have thousands.
3. spend as much time with loved ones and friends and wife and my BUTA.
4. have lots of nice dresses and clothings which i love.
5. my hair to be healthy, still chui from the bad rebonding. maybe should cut short?
6. good health and fortune to everybody and me.
7. realise if current job suits me, or something else other than sitting down all day.
8. the love to all, grows.
9. world peace. not just about people, but disasters too.
10. still as :) as ever.
and maybe, know more charmings to sweet talk..HAH just kidding.
not forgetting my list of wants at the side there, a little below there. →

feeling like taking out my extensions. the dye from purple to now pink, eww!

new year's eve was spent with my sweets. we went to SENTOSA, not for the party, but for his boss' chalet. we did walk down to the beach to view the fireworks at 12am and was then stucked as there was road blockage. in the end we had to climb over a locked gate in order to go back to the coasta sands chalet. i was super reluctant, but no choice everybody went by that way. and so, i climbed up and sat on top of the gate but didnt know how to get down. the gate was shakey and damm scary as its so high up. :/ the 4 guys down there told me to just go down as they will support me. i couldnt see anything so i didnt know they made a "human arms chair" to bring me down. it was cool as i didnt feel anything, thats why i didnt know im being supported actually. then it was home sweet home, very tired as i had half-day work that day too.

HEE, my sister wore my smaller sized Cookie Monster shirt.

p/s, sweets said that i have natural beauty without makeup. with makeup on, im like another girl; his mistress! LOL. oh and..noo, maybe unable to catch FALL OUT BOY concert afterall. it falls on 10 febuary, a TUESDAY! maybe i can take PM leave, but will i have company?

yesterday sweets and i went Suntec to make my NIKE vip card before heading to Cineleisure to get movie tickets for Transporter 3. as we were going to shop using my 300$ Takashimaya vouchers, we bought the movie tickets for 9.30pm. in the end the clothings there aint my type, so we walked around Orchard to kill time. but i still didnt see anything which i like..shall hunt for more next week! im very picky, flowery, too much pattern, matured looking are NO. oh saw ELVIN NG at Heeren, hes so freaking charming. sweets kept wanting to ask him take a photo with me, but im so shy can!..i didnt want to disturb him with his friends. more chances perhaps, HEE.

pardon, im a very bo liao person. ;D

sweets bought a sunflower for me. even though i dislike recieving (and killing) flowers, he told me he likes it and just wanted to surprise me for the new year. xD

one day, i will wear like a biker girl..with high boots. even if i dont have a bike.

i love this NIKE waffle jacket, SHOULD I?

the mushroom has been kept for very long, awaiting for its owner. ;)

be your princess. ❤
no sweets for 5 days as hes going tekong..MISSES!

i want it so bad, i'd shoot the sunshine into my veins. i cant remember the good old days

2008-12-28T23:00:00.023+08:00

ho ho ho!

MERRY CHRISTMAS..
..AND HAPPY NEW YEAR (2009) soon.

today so boring, sweets in camp since yesterday night. me at home watched DVDs: Little Mermaid 1 and 3..and i cried almost non stop. lol im always so damm emotional when watching shows can! oh fall out boy has concert on febuary, should i go? do you? 58$.

my department bought big boxes of chocolates to other departments so (as im new) i thought all the other departments will do the same. but i didnt expect to recieve so many gifts from my colleagues. well i havent give anything to my department (which i forgot), monday shall give them HERSHEYS candycanes.

1st day gifts. except the perfume is from magazine SEVENTEEN, thanks!

and i thought they are the last of it.

more gifts. this year (or rather this month) ive recieved 4 mugs already.

and most of my gifts..are not so ideal in a way that i will not use them. :x

saturday 20/12:
company's D&D wasnt bad afterall with the theme OLYMPICS. enjoyed myself by laughing a lot especially, and best of all i won 300$ Takashimaya vouchers (which everybody is dying to go shopping with me :/ i wanted a new camera actually, HEE). the D&D was held at Marina Mandarin so sweets and i walked around Marina Square and to Millenium Walk. finally tried Frolick, the yogurt was good in a way that it has a strong taste.

the cup is also very cute with all the slogans/badges.

all guys' favourite..not just the cookie.

team South Korea. and i got caught wearing England jersey instead. x) we were probably the most noisy table, as we had those red bang-bangs.

my service support department. still one person missing.

sunday 21/12:
sweets had planned to celebrate my birthday on this day, at Prima Tower Revolving Restaurant. its like a 酒楼 and the top floor is really revolving. the dinner was freaking full but still managed to finish the food (mainly him eating) and red wine brought by sweets. thanks so much sweets for the day!..even though he K.O-ed. xD

yummy durian cake, but my birthday over already!

sweets slept on my bed till next day i go work, HEE lousy. i will never drunk!

my christmas yummies: POPPYCOCK cashew and HERSHEYS candycane.

love my rabbit bao; BUNny.

christmas eve and christmas:
spent my christmas eve at his, and christmas at home. Pride & Glory is a lousy show, HEE..actually not, its pretty interesting. dont have Yes Man, boo!

i hate my "arrow down" tan. when can i go tanning?

his cute helmet. i also want one, HEE.

cute princess ice cream toy set. :D

saturday 27/12:
sweets brought me to work along with breakfast, chee chong fan with added love of course. x) working on saturdays are quite err, there will be nothing much to do after finishing my supposed work. luckily i only have to work alternate saturdays and its until 12pm. well i cancelled my CEO's christmas party at his house through email to meet benson and the rest for dinner instead (sorry for any inconvenience caused). i felt seldom everybody will have time to meet, lol so must feel honoured ok! sweets was then crazy enough (but sweet) to take cab down and fetch me back to his place. we had cooking session as planned, and we made our very own pasta for lunch~

trust me, never underestimate pastas. they may look small, but after cooking them, they became so huge. we were so full and even he couldnt finish. x) the chicken was the best, marinated with sesame oil and fried with olive oil and butter. however the cooking session made us missed two Yes Man movie timing, argh.

HEE, the little (one and only) things i gave to him. we rushed to Suntec to try catch the movie, but didnt succeed so we had Andersons ice cream. after that i headed to meet isaac, whom i waited together with until almost an hour after our supposed meeting time. the rest really faked us, but we had a long chat lol. had dinner at Waraku Pasta which i thought was great, the cod roe and potato bake rice was really good for me. i want to go again and try the soup kind of pasta. :D after that we went to some wulu LAN shop to play Living4Dead or something. its a new game for me, but quite fun. being zombie like more fun because wont die and humans dont seem to be able to win.

that night i was in love with konghong's cap, HEE.

i think i was saying "ok already or not" or something, isaac so slow.
p/s, i love vampires because..i maybe one. xD

she made the head band with rabbit ear herself, so creative and cute.

told you i love my BUNny. :)
2 days to half day work on new year's eve. are you excited and will be having fun? i hope so!

i wrote a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm when you passed out as i couldnt bring myself to call

2008-12-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

many thanks to all the wishes!
well i didnt work on my birthday..sounds good? but sad to say, i spent my birthday sleeping as i was sick and down with fever. only til night when sweets brought me to Toa Payoh Central for a short walk after dinner. went back home to cut my christmas cake, and i went to sleep again after he left. BOOHOO! shall get my fun back during the weekends. :D

sweets got me these mini Vodkas. and i finally bought a new mp3 player. simply love my T10, it has a very cute doggy theme.

i caught these two princesses to add to my collection.

puayeng's birthday party and zouk

mambo jambo is really cute. but this event was pretty lame.

visit to The Arts House and gathering

interesting male and female art works.

edible art pieces. :)

stucked in the rain.

grey contacts look kind of fierce?

east coast park

i think i look weird with half makeup. x)

envious that im beside elvin? or that her boobs are pressing against my arms?

cute remoted-tank track.

yeah my little mermaid collection; trilogy!

my little dreams came true. :)

dynasty ktv

8th month-sary

never seen before such a cute mug set. dont even bear to use.

saturday 13/12:

he was so sweet to fetch me to and from work. lol he was saying "cute" to a car.

the big "glue" i bought for him on our 8th month-sary. :D

my twin, HEE.

his favourite bell and ross.

while waiting for our turn to take pictures..she so cute!

my favourite Thomas Sabo. ;D

so tired, but Ramly is still GOOD.

tomorrow is my company's annual D&D, themed Olympics. and i gotten myself the South Korea table, so i have to wear bright red or orange sportswear. i did most of the decorations, quite satisfied and so are the rest of my team (well they better be as everything is hand drawn and cut and pasted). lol ^^ after the event, probably will go to St James. but im more excited to go try the new Frolick at Millenium Walk with my dearest sweets. hope the ice cream is good!

..sneak peek..

on this day, my team leader finally told me im already a confirmed staff. i read the certificate that i was confirmed on the 15th (end of my probation) but the CEO was not around to sign the document. anyhow still congratulations to me!

take care to all and have a great weekend.

you cant find the words to say, all the things that come to you i want to feel it too

2008-11-30T18:32:00.003+08:00

so bored!

ive done my chores and i have nothing else to do. maybe i have, but i cant think of it right now. just plain lazy lazy.

last week at Toa Payoh Central everybody was looking up at the sky with their cameras, thus i was curious too. sometimes people like to be KPO and see bo liao things. but this is a great discovery to share. :D

i also finally bought my own Christmas gift, lol a dvd and it was a steal.

i have a very ugly tan now. im so wanting to go tan today, but my sweets isnt free. so i shall bear with my tan, and hide it under my hair.

should always wear at least a tube when going to the beach, really. i also hurted my one hand after playing volleyball, too long become lousy to play properly.

overall going Sentosa with my colleagues was fun. we played games such as volleyball, frisbee, and in captains ball style. really played until freaking tired.

yesterday was a wasted trip to Expo's Sitex 2008. only the Samsung booth was selling mp3 player, but only the new ones. other bigger booths didnt sell Samsung mp3 players. so i guess have to go Sim Lim to get my mp3 player.

i gave them to him and hes so cute to hang them on his bag. xD

i managed to get myself a Levis skirt with 50$ discount after trading in his old jeans. the lady said its the latest design, but its damm plain and simple. Levis also have the series with crystals, attractive but not the kind of cutting i like. i was damm confused to get the plain or crystalized one. the lady was kind enough to give me 50% discount if i get both. sweets asked if the 50% can also have the additional 50$ discount for trading in his old jeans, the lady said no. nevertheless i only need one, so i continue considering which one to get. the lady then said she could give me 50% discount for 1 jeans and the other jeans can have 50$ discount for trading in the old jeans..which didnt make sense at all. obviously 50% discount for both jeans will be cheaper. anyhow, i thought the crystals may fall off after long term thus i took the simpler one. my mama thought its too expensive as its simpler, and the crystalized one can wear for Chinese New Year.

we were so sleepy already. he was sweet enough to fetch me to work, and after my work he brought me to his house before we go Expo. so no chance for mr k and j. ;D anyway we then had dinner with weiling and alvin at House of Steamboat (my favourite steamboat already) and then to arcade before going home.

my sister took picture for us, HEE.

sweets was so cute to play with my sister POLLY POCKET, they were my collection.

BOO! this might give you nightmare (of me). x)

of all the things ive felt, ive never really showed

2008-11-22T16:20:00.009+08:00

i am so lazy..i want to go collect my shorts at Bishan as soon as possible, but i am so lazy. maybe before heading to Orchard for dinner, i shall go Bishan first. such a waste of my travelling fare, argh! later going to eat Sushi Tei, never eat before but heard its nice especially the chiwanmushi. :D because..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FERLINE!

oh, and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILING!
(WATERMELON+TOMATO老婆)
even though is last week. havent get to meet you, so see you soon!

yesterday was my papa's birthday, and i got him 6 cans of Guiness stout plus 12 mini Mars bars. lol, all his favourite. i also got tickets for my parents and sister to watch Disney Live: Three Classic Tales (Snow White, Cinderella and Beauty And The Beast) yesterday. my mama feedbacked badly as my papa made her walk quite far and in hunger. probably because the indoor stadium is located at such a deserted area. :( so as they went to watch Disney Live, sweets and i went to catch Body Of Lies. very interesting as its about war. but the violent scene really damm SCARY, cannot take it..the terrorist used a metal hammer and crushed on the guy's fingers. today i told sweets to accompany his mother, as ive met him on thursday and friday already. sunday we will be going Sentosa too, with my colleagues. yeah, can go suntan but cannot touch water. x)

saturday 8/10: attended my colleague's daughter's wedding at Pasir Ris CC. the malay food are damm delicious, especially the rice, beef and cow lungs. :D sweets and i went at a later time, so all my colleagues werent there. but two other colleagues of mine with their partners coincidentally went there at the same timing.

after that i didnt attend my another colleague's baby's first month celebration. instead we went to Marina Square where sweets wanted to bring me to the newly opened Marina Barrage.

while waiting for my turn to Para Para. cheap thus always long queue.

ghosts spotted!

my 7th monthsary gift: BRITNEY's CURIOUS (it was a steal at promotion price). MIDNIGHT FANTASY also, please? x)

sunday 9/11: as we bought the 3 in 1 park hopper ticket which will be valid for a month, we went to visit the Bird Park before our ticket expires. why no more chicks? :(

the world's most dangerous creature.

the choco buta which i bought for him!

saturday 15/11 & sunday 16/11: SHOPPING SHOPPING!
results: no finds during first day at Bugis. great finds and buys at Vivo City, apart from those extremely expensive ones which made me see-tag-and-run. yikes!

such a charming.

i finally watched 007 even though the james bond isnt handsome.

my mama gave me this and i have no idea what to do with it.

yeah, new top.

forgive my retardness. ;D

-.- i wished i could be how i want to be.

to hear your voice above the noise, i know im not alone

2008-11-02T22:10:00.024+08:00

wanted to blog so many times, but have been really tired and i just want to sleep. randomly, i wanted to blog about..

how i found a mini vodka, so cute! i want one (or more) for keep.

how much i love snacks. and this hat made by my colleague is super yummy plus cute!

how i got this score on my own..okay, with the help of a faulty sensor.

how much i love the good old black sesame paste.

the day i bought my 400$ red Marc Jacobs spectacles.

the day weiling and i caught a pair of funny bananas at the arcade. she took the male one.

the day my siblings went to Eu Yan Sang's doctor, pretty effective.

the day i bought pumpkin cake and biscuit. the biscuit is shiok!

the night when the moon is so round and bright that i can see its spots.

and of course the day i went to rebond my hair. my hair is still burnt and ruined, but luckily unseen. and i bought treatments.

the day weixiong, konghong, isaac and i went to eat steamboat. really couldnt recognise them because they now look like naked mole rats. x) funnily when they talk about their army life, its not boring at all. and their songs are really funny bone killers (isaac has got hidden talent). ignatius and larissa then brought us to Jalan Kayu for soya milk, really nice. love the peppermint one.

the day i went to watch High School Musical 3 (on halloween night, boring!). should be the last of it. can prepare to get the full set of HSM, yeah!

and the day my Creative Zen Neeon mp3 player died after 4 years plus, unfixable. maybe getting a Samsung mp3 player.

should be bringing my sister to watch Disney LIVE! (cinderalla, snow white and beauty and the beast) on my papa's birthday or something. my papa was like how old already will want to watch this kind of show. but my mama knows better, she said i do like to watch and anyway i am still like a small kid. HEHEHE.

yes sometimes work can be quite stressful, especially when there is a lack of manpower due to their training sessions. at that point of time, when i face problems, and the remaining colleagues among me are busy talking to customers on phone, all i can do is to wait while struggling. thats when i get bad headaches. :D i like all my colleagues so far, maybe because im the youngest xiao mei mei there. although im happy that i finally have my first full time job and i finally have my own income, i dislike the restriction and tied down feeling. no way will there be any excitement when im being glued to my chair and being spouse with the computer. i hope its just temporary because i know im still new thus being supervised and pushed and bored sometimes.

today was a lousy day that when sweets and i went for our first swim, it started to rain just when we were about to reach toa payoh swimming complex. when we entered the pool, it rained heavier and heavier and HEAVIER..and never stopped until we reached my house by taking a cab. my hair was wet due to the heavy rain.

had an early dinner with sweets, and he got home quite late because he couldnt get a cab. in the end had to book a cab, and he had to rush to camp. its also lousy that when i finally took out my cute mini fan which i bought 2 days ago, it wont operate. i should have checked before purchasing it, argh!

any chance i could get an exchange even though i dont have the receipt?

okay shall finally start from the beginning..

saturday 11/10: our first SPA session at Serangoon Gardens for our 6th (+1 day) monthsary.

the buckle that i bought for him. :)

nerdy!

saturday 18/10: our sweet date after my work. Tropic Thunder is a great movie, ben stiller is brilliant. im always happy whenever his face looks bigger than mine. ;D

cried when i found myself missing lying on his breast so badly. i belong in his breast too. ;D that day i also had my first mutton murtabak, not bad. egg and onion prata still best!

sunday 26/10: our 1-day excursion to the ZOO and NIGHT SAFARI.

my heart skipped many beats..because of you. ;)

i tend to change my clothes as often as i change my mind?

im part of the otter family, just very much fragrant.

hes happy to make the tiger mad.

ho peng you.

im off to find his ho peng you to be my part timer.

i love elephants.

the male actually moved every minute's interval, and his mouth.. LOL.

"yummy" to cheese biscuits!

told you i love elephants.

oops, i have real vampire teeth.

the camera's night mode..wow..

..is lousy.

sunday 19/10: sweets was tired, so he slept at my place. luckily my brother was not home that night either, so he took his bedroom. so it was an exciting and funny night for him. right! we then went to watch The Coffin (i cried a lot, the movie was damm sad) at AMK Hub before i went to my aunt's place at near Bedok.

he so skinny already still cannot fit that shirt. :/

saturday 1/11: walked to work in the rain, it was sadly quite a long distance. even missed one traffic light due to my blurness of not pressing the button and my slippers kept slipping off while crossing the road. at work had quite a few jobs to do during work, but after ive completed them really nothing to do already. waited until the time when i can be dismissed from work and see my precious sweets again! he got me Canmake gel eyeliner and was sweet enough to draw for me after he reached Plaza Singapura. then we had Cafe Cartel and after that we finally had our singing session. he also wrote something on the big TO-DO board outside The Cathay, HEE.

i love taking funny pictures of him singing. xD

my hair isnt a place for hiding, darling.

no way you can take a candid shot of me singing.

crazy fellow.

我喜欢你爱我的心❤

one, two, three, four, tell me that you love me more

2008-10-06T20:59:00.009+08:00

this is what my youth was for.. ;D

wednesday 1/10: shopping. he booked in. east coast park bbq gathering. supper.

thursday 2/10: happy happy!

friday 3/10: company's interact with customers event, SYNERGY..at The Arena. booked whole club, free flow of drinks. met desmond as the bartender. siao until 1+am, drained.

my team; SSC (missing one more girl and the one behind won the best dress for female staff). and the rest are secret. xD

saturday 4/10: chalet! gathering. HOUSE BUNNY.

sunday 5/10: 8.30am checked out. breakfast. slept at his place. birthday party plus hari raya open house at colleague's place. HOME SWEET BED.

the eyes are the nipples of the face.
my blue blacks are the nipples of my knees.

because i dance, danced. so blame on the short table.

no matter how far we have come, i cant wait to see tomorrow with you

2008-09-28T22:30:00.012+08:00

so what if i wear like ah lian or maybe even a b*tch, at least i am intelligent. :) i dont care how others think or say about me anyway. so what if im working now, i still can wear what i like.

tomorrow will be the 3rd week at work. so far so good, learnt some basic programmings and did some jobs/assignments. since im always doing name displays and some of the easier programmings again and again, can consider quite good at them already. found my shi fu (anthony), caron and dyane on friendster, added the girls only. so i met a new sagittarius friend already (because not many), my shi fu, yeah same species. honestly i dislike wearing office wears, mostly are so auntie.

my mama wants to get a new set of office wear for me. even though i insisted not to waste money, she insisted to get me one set. looked around Robinsons at Centrepoint and OG. needed to get a retro wear for the company's event on this coming friday, the theme is 70s. so have to find a dress which can be worn to the 70s event and to work. my workplace seemed quite strict, no neck rounded shirt, short skirts (though some wear), 3 quarter pants, toe revealing shoes, or any revealing clothings like tubes. if not have to cover with jacket.

tried a few dresses, tops and bottoms. love this "party" dress, it has many brown stars printed on it. my mama said its more suitable to wear for my birthday or on christmas, she might buy for me. so at the end of the day, i got a new retro dress and an office skirt. both not shown, secret.

sunday 21/9: our last day to meet before sweets go to SISPEC on monday. initial plan was to wait for him fetch me to dine with his family. but his mother said it was very rush and he decided to dine with me instead. i was curious why didnt he choose to dine with his family instead, so i asked him. in the end he misunderstood and thought that i wanted him to eat with his family while i will eat with mine. he actually travelled back after reaching Toa Payoh! xD when i found out he did that, i explained to him. i wanted him to make a decision, because im fine with both. but of course, if whenever my sweets will be with me and by my side, i would LOVE his company no matter what we will be doing! luckily he only reached City Hall and came back to me~ my parents then treated him to Ichiban Sushi, and after dinner we went Kiddy Palace to play.

all happy happy. i love my cuties!

saturday 27/9: my team leader invited me to her wedding. before attending her wedding, i went to sweets place to make up in the morning. travelled to City Hall to take mrt with sweets. he failed his IPPT so couldnt book out on friday, he only managed to book out on saturday morning. his buta legs too short, cannot jump far. HEHEHE.

the passport photo he took so fierce, not nice but funny. x) after preparing, we had dim sum with his family at parkway. the spinach with chicken egg, salted egg and century egg is the best! because 三色蛋 is my favourite. and the spinach stems are very crunchy. after lunch, we went shopping at Bugis and City Hall to get my bag and heels. LOVE MY NEW DARK GREYISH SILVER BAG AND PURPLE HEELS! wore the new purple heels to the wedding, too satisfied with them. sweets then took my shopping bags to meet his family and grandmother at Hougang. i was supposed to have dinner with his family and grandmother too. although my team leader invited me the last, 2 days before her wedding, i thought at least she had the heart (quite apologetic) and that it will be our first bonding event. so i chose to go to the wedding and asked sweets to dine with his grandmother instead of accompany me.

sweets then came to fetch me, he said i looked quite seh as i had 3-4 glasses of red wine. enjoyed myself with a little 2-year-old girl beside me, she was also very happy with me entertaining her. but her mother asked her to call me AUNTIE..argh, im not even 20 (youngest among the company) can! even the old uncle asked her to call him KOR KOR.

there are only 4 candles, very interesting mirror and glass illusion. anyway i didnt take any photos at the wedding, hopefully i get those photos from the other photographers. the wedding was great, my team leader (the bride) was damm beautiful that night. usually she seems pretty tomboyish due to the way she speaks and her dressing, super plain jane with non-reflective spectacles. it was a complete makeover, totally different when we saw her wedding photos and herself in real. no wonder everybody says that women are the prettiest on their wedding day, and its a one-time event. upon seeing my team leader, i too believe in that wonderful miracle.

sunday 28/9: sweets came over to have lunch at my place before going to KTV. after ktv had an early dinner at Astons, finally got my Kuromi pen and then we headed home seperately due to time constrain, before he booked in. good bye my love, hopefully to see you on wednesday.

thats me when i was young. because i love POWERPUFF GIRLS..now still.

sweetest, i will try to pull through together with you. sorry if my passion isnt like always constantly high; not equal to yours towards me. probably because i enjoy too much of every moment with you, even if its just disturb you by smsing or calling you..AND GETTING YOUR RESPONSE. but i will understand. if not get part timer already right? 5-day work week, from the time i travel to work (8am) until evening or sometimes OT until night. LOL.

nahs i wont.

why does he waste all his time with me? there must be something there that i dont see

2008-09-21T16:32:00.023+08:00

the lantern festival event at Chinese Garden didnt have Kuromi, but at least there is Hello kitty and Cinnamoroll and Hello Kitty has a rabbit friend. KAWAII! just like my buta. :D

eek, i want to rebond after i get my pay.

my sister wanted to pee when we were in the mrt going back home, my parents then used a plastic bag to let her pee. after that the train was very crowded so i sat with my sister while my parents sat together at the opposite. in the end they forgot to take the plastic bag when alighting. HAHAHA.

work is currently..BORING. as i am still a trainee, i couldnt do anything and i wasnt assigned to do anything yet. my colleagues sometimes will teach me as they did their jobs/assignments, so i do learn some programming and background knowledge of their systems. other than that, im always going to grab drinks or eating biscuits at their pantry or going to the toilet. the exciting thing about working in a office is that i have my own desk! i think most people have imagined to have their own desks at work, its pretty awesome; can decorate all those. :D the company is probably that slow and i did nothing from monday to saturday, i just have to relax. maybe after the relaxation, i wont even have time to relax anymore. but i still prefer to do something. sometimes i really feel like falling asleep, thats why i kept walking about. HEE.

drew this during work, i was thinking of drawing a bigger version of the sunflower pot (yes its in a cup of cloud) and the stars sprinkler together, cut the drawing out and paste it on my desk wall. like a fake artistic kind of plant. but my mama said to place a cactus pot on my desk, im only afraid of bugs attraction. or maybe i could get one of those solar-powered nodding cuties.

i finally look skinny. :D

some cute tequila sweet with different prints. the smell is strong but still artificial flavouring. one whole pack for 1.60$ from Japan Home, i thought my eyes were playing tricks!

monday 15/9: met up with zheqi at City Hall for dinner after my first day of work. supposed to have his friends and probably meijin and the rest, but in the end only left with the both of us. as he is a good food fanatic, we headed to Raffles City Shopping Centre where he hunted for a good RESTAURANT. goodness that all the restaurants there are high class type and their food are damm expensive can. we ended up in Prego, where he ordered a pasta and a pizza. my heart was really reluctant and aching like mad just by seeing the price of one dish! anyway first came a big piece of freshly baked bread with tomato sauce for us to dip. i think thats the best food ive eaten in that restaurant, its just simply wonderful. zheqi even asked me to try the bread with olive oil with a bit of vinegar made from the centre part of the grape (as what he described). but the tomato sauce is still the best combination with that warm and perfect piece of bread. WOO! the pasta came then, it had brinjals and mushrooms. the pasta is really very very different, its more of orange in colour and damm chewy. he said they are handmade. WOOO! but kind of oily for me, but still GOOD. the pizza was good too, different from what we usually eat. its thin crusted, and somehow crispy and chewy as well. WOOOO! but filled with brinjals also. -.- i know i like brinjals, but i had no idea why he ordered everything that has brinjals. after the meal we even had chocolate with a little amount of liquor in its core. the bill was not that hurting because he had some "dining at Raffles City" card which entitled him to 50% discount if two dishes are ordered. so i only spent 10$ on that fine dining. wonderful experience, only if that card is present. but seriously must think twice if want to dine with him next time. ;p

wednesday 17/9: sweets came to find me after my work, we headed to Chomp Chomp for stingray and hokkien mee and the giant glass of sugarcane. after that walked to The Prata House and had their cheese egg onion prata and tissue prata. :D later we headed to Toa Payoh Central where i bought one set of working attire. and this is the day i lost my Thomas Sabo earring, probably at the first shop where i tried one of their top only - PEPPERPLUS! called them back and left my number, but no good news still. the funny thing was that when i called the shop to say i lost my earring, the lady kept asking what colour is the blouse or skirt or shirt. totally no link? i was so careless to not make sure its still on my ear or not. though lucky that i always wear mismatch earrings and i still have the other side left, the loss is more than 100$. :'( at least sweetest never angry me, muacks! kind of afraid to wear the earring already, even though he still wants me to.

i lost exactly this earring. now left with the (my) left winged earring. i thought nobody will take it due to hygiene, but OKAY, they still can disinfect it.

friday 19/9: he came again to find me after work, we headed to Ang Mo Kio Hub to get tickets for Bangkok Dangerous. brought him to the cheapest japanese restaurant in Singapore. after the movie we went to the arcade to play para para and drum. im still damm lousy in drumming, though i love them. cant stand him talking about marriage, really cute LOL.

saturday 20/9: buta was so sweet that he made breakfast for me and sent me to work. the egg was good with onions and mushrooms, with cheese sausages, but kind of hard. nevertheless the breakfast was L-O-V-E! after sending me to work, he headed to MOE to get my verification slip. everybody should agree, its indeed retarded. i misplaced my verification slip, i called MOE to ask for the date of my written paper. but i still need my verification slip because i will be stopped by the security guard at the school. instead they said have to go down to MOE, show IC and can get my verification slip printed out and stamped within 3 minutes. but he had to travel down to Bouna Vista just to get a piece of paper, and when asked why cant they just send it to my home address, the answer was "because we sent it once before in the first place". travelling need money, i also paid for the exam (150$) and just sending the paper ON GOVERNMENT SERVICE (free postage) is really that difficult? really should complain or give a feedback to MOE at least. anyway after work, went Dohby Ghaut to meet up with sweets to have lunch and bought tickets for MAMA MIA! at 7pm. headed to Dynasty KTV and unfortunately it was fully booked, argh! the sun was burning and we stayed at Plaza Singapura as we had so much time until our movie.

while waiting for sweets, i bought a cute schedule book. saw many cute stuffs at Plaza Singapura, especially in the newly opened Sanrio shop. that KUROMI pen! but i scared people steal if i put in my office desk. yes the fear of others stealing my things when i always steal. xD

my favourite (then his too) pistachio and chocolate coated mango ice cream.

secretly taking The Beatles Monopoly. saw many familiar faces, first saw secondary school friend, then church friend, then poly friend, then some more poly friends, then secondary school peeps. anyway sweets finally found his military book at Centrepoint's Times. we also read the Ripley's Believe Or Not book, damm interesting. too bad the Guiness Book of World Records are all sealed. after movie we had dinner at The Cathay's Aston, really good and ok pricing.

thinking of a certain cutie, with fat fat lips..

..now waiting for my sweet sweet prince to come.
❤♡❤♡❤♡❤♡❤♡❤♡❤♡❤♡❤♡❤♡❤
you can do it in sispec.

when i see you smile; smile at me

2008-09-14T16:35:00.004+08:00

when you're on a holiday
you cant find the words to say
all the things that come to you
and i wanna feel it too

on an island in the sun
we'll be playing and having fun
and it makes me feel so fine
i cant control my brain

when you're on a golden sea
you dont need no memory
just a place to call your own
as we drift into the zone

on an island in the sun
we'll be playing and having fun
and it makes me feel so fine
i cant control my brain

we'll run away together
we'll spend some time forever
we'll never feel bad anymore

on an island in the sun
we'll be playing and having fun
and it makes me feel so fine
i cant control my brain

we'll run away together
we'll spend some time forever
we'll never feel bad anymore

feedback: im a nice and good girl, and very chin cai; willing to do anything. xD when i went to the agency and told them about my incidents, they also agreed i got bullied. really made me wonder if previous receptionists left because of the environment, and now nobody wants to do. but my supervisor really was the only nice person there, and i think she will be quite poor thing because she will be doing all those "chores" without me around to help anymore. anyway i changed the fish tank on the last day, because someone overfed the fish over the weekends and the whole tank was filled with fish food. :/ first time i used my hand to scoop the two goldfish out of the tank as i couldnt find any net. quite scary when they wriggled their tails, but i still want to help them. i saw them so poor thing, never swam around but kept breathing air at the surface.

my sister drew me and other drawings, for shawn to keep.

his POP on 10/9:

friday 12/9:

delicious french fries hotdog.

we played with double eyelid glue, so interesting. but i dont need, HEE.

steamboat at Novena's zhen fa, Marina Bay one still better.

i feel so HAPPY..and loved. :) all thanks to my sweetest.

saturday 13/9:

she danced with my shirt on. x)

wonderful durian donut costed 2.80$! but shall buy home more next time.

mango wang coin.

had dinner with his family at Downtown East. i ate BIG fish head.

"you are not fat, your camera likes to make fun of you"

going Chinese Garden today, again. :D
HAPPY LANTERN/MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!
havent you heard? im starting work tomorrow. wee~

i practice every day to find some clever lines to say to make the meaning come through

2008-09-07T19:30:00.009+08:00

counting down HAPPILY:
2 days to end of temporary contract at film company. :)
3 days to sweetest's POP and hello to 15-day holiday for him. :)
3 days to our 5th monthsary also. :)
7 days to my first full time job. :)

as most of the online job applications are under agencies, my job searching requests went to quite a few agencies. i particually like agencies I and J as they are very friendly. so initally agencies I and J gave me an interview each, the one agency I gave didnt succeed while the other brought me to a 2nd round of interview. i thought agency J will "win" agency I for giving me my first full time job. then agency I gave me the temporary job which i am doing now, since i had nothing better to do. after that they got me an interview at Serangoon North, and managed to request an interview in the morning before i go to work. the interviewer said will notify me a week later (funnily the customer service team strength is 5 only). agency J then called to say they have an interview that evening for me, so i had to ask my current job supervisor if i could leave early, which is super difficult to do even just by thinking about it. but luckily, agency I called and said i got the offer already. i thought the interviewer said a week later then let me know, but then a few hours later decided to give me an offer, with expected salary raised too. i was super excited! so i cancelled the interview with agency J, and have to wait until middle of the month to start work. im really happy of the location too, HEE.

dont know why my supervisor got surprised when she saw my hair clipped up. oh, i have a spider friend at my office. its always around. im always afraid that it might jump towards me, but so far its very harmless.

i made a new friend at work, shes only 15 and she helped out in the production as a stylist assistant. my current company produces advertisements, its pretty awesome, because most advertisements we see on television or anywhere else, are created by people in this company. so she is usually so busy that she cannot have a break or lunch, poor thing right. got one time i "stole" the company's mooncake for her to eat, LOL. there was a funny incident when a young man came to borrow pen from me. i think he needed to write job application at the New Urban Male beside my company. after a while, he came back with a paper and said to borrow another pen. he then wrote the form on my frontdesk. :/ when he started to look around, he asked if my company did architecture, i then told him its a film company. he said cool and what not, that he is trying to find a job, and he asked if my company has any available positions. i didnt know, so he said never mind. but he wrote damm long on my frontdesk, its damm awkward that he was facing me. after he left, he came back again to borrow the first pen i lent to him. he returned the pen after quite a long while, and when he was about to leave, he turned back and asked if there is any job available. when i was about to call my supervisor to check for him, he said "never mind never mind" and ran off. my supervisor just right was leaving so she came beside me, and asked about the young man. i told her the incident and she said he just wanted to talk to me. -.- i thought he was a very desperate guy finding a job, but he was indeed weird.

monday 1/9: combo dinner at Long John Silver. kboxing, damm expensive. i was damm tired also, sang until 11+pm and then took cab home.

feel like buying this? but my shoulder is damm broad..so confused.

tuesday 2/9: brought my sister to watch Wall-E, love its great details plus sound effects. the characters are really very cute. :D went to SOLmart and found this BLACK SESAME soy drink, so i bought to try. my parents didnt dare to try, but at least sweets loves it too.

other than the soy drink, i also found cute disney wedding keychains. i wanted to catch donald and daisy duck. initially i caught a minnie mouse keychain, and then i didnt have 1$ coins to catch anymore. luckily after that i managed to catch donald and then daisy and then mickey! so i gave the mickey and minnie pair to my mama, while i kept my favourite pair.

but my sister also wants a diasy duck one, and then the capsules machine is empty when i went to see yesterday. hopefully other places also have that machine. my parents dont allow me to bring her go Chinese Garden see hello kitty lanterns. oh well, i shall visit Chinese Garden myself with sweets! aint she cute, we always play at Kiddy Palace. such a big miss bunny!

friday 5/9: my supervisor brought me along to buy groceries at NTUC because 1 person is impossible to carry MANY cans of drinks and fruits. but after we got what she needed in the baskets, we thought we still cannot carry them back. so we got the 1$ trolley to push everything back to the office. i thought it was damm embarrassing, so she pushed it as she said she is thick skinned, while i help maintain the trolley at the side. after that she pushed it back during her lunch. i also did groceries during my lunch. i bought pear juice for sweetest, chocolate, lollipop for my sister, black sesame soy drink, and also brought black sesame mooncake from home. x)

as i was carrying so much heavy stuffs, i quickly grabbed a seat in the crowded MRT when heading Pasir Ris. i was sitting at the corner, and then the old man beside me kept moving his arms up and down while reading his newspaper. his very hairy arm was brushing my arm can! i tried to move my arm away from him, but he still insisted. initially i thought maybe he old man, and his arm got problem so i tried to bear with it. after like bearing for 4-5 stations, i cannot stand the irritation, i said to him "sorry excuse me, can you stop brushing me?" and he said OK and stopped. what the hell? then i know he was really purposely, but i cannot understand whats so thrilling about brushing arms. SICKO! after that i reached Pasir Ris damm early, i didnt expect the train journey to take like 30 minutes. so i waited about an hour for sweetest to arrive from Tekong. later we had dinner at White Sands with his parents too. the dish i ordered had wonderful cheese curry rice, but the chicken was damm dry. oh dont know why my right eye seemed to be twitching for quite some time already, quite irritating. how? then when sweets told his father about my sick encounter, his father said about when in cinema there are people who talk very loudly, he will shout at them to shut up. they also said can use our camera phones to take a shot of them and threaten to report police, my mama also said that. have to make them feel embarrassed so they wont do the disgusting act again, even on others. anyway i usually dont meet noisy people in cinemas, i always met those who like to kick my seat. his father was funny enough to say they wanted to molest me. -.-

saturday 6/9: had lunch at Hip Diners. used my complimentary ticket to watch Money No Enough 2 again, with sweetest this time. shopped for my shoes, but no luck, only got a new lovely slippers. dinner with his family plus grandmother at Hougang. i bought Tangs' fish roe otah for them, yummy! visited his grandmother house before sending me home. her house is super cute, with many fake flower pots around and many dog posters and statues. x)

my hair so long already, HEE.

so coincidential. :)

when i have my prata, i enjoy most eating egg onion.
having bread with kaya, i must have a piece of cheese.
when i have my meals, they must include vegetables.
i must have egg in my Macdonalds breakfast burger too.
best to have yolks and lotus seeds in mooncakes.
a curry puff that doesnt have egg is a lousy puff.
funny how some food i must have these combination.
dislike soggy fries, only crispy ones but love mashed potato more.
i never miss the salsa sauce at Carls Jr.
oh, i also must have Macdonalds sweet chilli. but they are extincted now.

you are my pillar of support too. ❤

"hi this is alicia, i am missing you at the moment. please leave your heart with lots of love, and i will not give back to you ever. thank you."

i just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine

2008-08-31T15:45:00.045+08:00

morning had breakfast cum lunch with buta. today we only spent such a short moment together..miss him already! feel like sleeping also, so tired. :D shall dream of him in our paradise.

a few months ago, i came across a website and i submitted two funny photos for their "make a face" contest. i didnt read their terms and condition, i just saw that everybody had more than 1 submission so i submitted 2 for fun. in the end, both of my photos won BUT only 1 prize for each winner. so i felt quite sorry that there is 1 less winner for the contest. :/
Most Precious

Most Ecstatic

the prize was 1 year supply of Heaven & Earth drinks, 15 cartons each of jasmine green tea, osmanthus and chrysanthemum (360 cans altogether). aint that great? apparently ive forgotten about it, so quite surprised when i won something out of a sudden.

LOL true, im biased that i only wear makeup when dating, for interviews and work if needed.

watched a few movies this week, like 12 Lotus and Cyborg She. 12 Lotus wasnt as nice as 881, its damm sadistic and somehow lame. Cyborg She isnt bad, but the violent scene was damm scary. imagine hair can cut flesh like penknives, yucks. the ending though, was very DOTS. i want to bring my sister to watch Wall-E and maybe bring her to the Lantern Fantasy at Chinese Garden. this year Hello Kitty and friends will be racing go karts, how cute. but only children get free Hello Kitty lanterns, rahh!

saturday 23/8: met up sweets to have Billy Bombers! Death Race (not that bloody, enjoyable)! fireworks display by korea! Popeyes Chicken..oh love the mashed potato!

BOO!

we had so many drinks. soup, lemon tea, milkshake and water (iced and warm).

he is such a cutie..even when drinking soup. :D

sunday 24/8: sweets got to book in late, so we had dinner with his parents at E!Hub Hong Kong Street. its somehow better than Hong Kong Cafe, and i think cheaper also. we shall go again someday, hopefully there is a more centralised outlet. :D

i still dont like it when his father sends me home, especially after a meal because on him also. its totally weird. dont want to go send buta off anymore. no more no more!

friday 29/8: this was one of the most easy days during work, no difficult calls. only thing was i had to run out to buy stuffs for my supervisor, and of course do sai gang until sweat.

ate breakfast with my sister. :D

doing sai gang is great actually. because time goes by faster and nobody disturbs me. at 6pm my supervisor asked the rest if they need me to stay back and help on anything. luckily they said bye to me, i was so afraid of OT, i want to see my sweetest asap! sweetest and i had Shodoku pasta, and i was quite sorry that the wasu sauce didnt suit me due to its garlic (eww!) and spicyness. they were kind enough to change the pasta to cream sauce, but i didnt expect them to change everything including the salmon and salmon roes. totally wasteful, sad. after that we caught a movie, Forgetting Sarah Marshall. its one of the most hilarious sexual comedy ever! better still that the movie is long, almost 2 hours of laughter. the Inside You song is really freaking unexpected, the melody is lovely but the lyrics is a total killer. i totally enjoy "snacks" comedies..why cannot? :p

scary figure.

scary poster.

i need to cover my fat face.

i told him i want to make his face fatter so i can look thinner.

kind of dislike my goofy teeth. but he said its unique. anyway i love goofy.

his face in front so will look fatter than mine.

yeah happy. *dont care him. xD

too bad the watch magazine cannot give him, have to return it.

saturday 30/8: i bought this belt for this dress, but in the end like quite ugly. lol wasted my money, this dress isnt that nice anymore. dont know how to wear, look like sleeping gown or that im pregnant. i dislike pockets on dress, only like its buttons. so much for impulse buy.

my new (half) lash, i find it quite expensive..but i love the stars. the jewels are quite big and glittery which may kill eyes (like naughty buta's, since he kept complaining about eyes pain), but heck, i love the stars. HEE. anyway sweetest and i went to Dynasty KTV for 1.5 hour of singing session due to the rain (and my makeup went wrong, shh). next time we sing 3-4 hours oki! :D yes i want to be a cheese, because i love cheese so much that i dont mind eating myself either.

after KTV we headed to Bugis for shopping and dinner. tried the stingray tomato aglio at Pasta Mania, and it was spicy but acceptable, and not much stingray meat. he laughed that the spicyness made my lips swell (x2), didnt know will like that. should have seen my lips myself. anyway i feel like eating a whole stingray, i like to eat its bones. x) we tried the crepe too, very nice but quite expensive. blame on the yummy chestnut paste! i was damm angry with the new neoprint machine. the time elapsed so fast that we only managed to choose 3 photos, but the machine didnt auto choose another 3. where got such machine, ate my 3 other photos. and the timing for decorating was 120 seconds and then suddenly fell to 5, 4, 3, 2, 1. WHAT A CHEAT! freaking mad with the dumb machine, even though it has great backgrounds and all.

my gloomy bear has breasts. finally he has gotten himself a new slingbag. his old one was really very torned and tattered but he still brought it around. my new 10$ bag is quite lousy, its pocket has torned and i nearly thought i lost my handphone but actually it has fallen into a "secret compartment". i still dont know if i should get a new one, everybody wants me to get a better one. my shoe on this day also grew a mouth, my poor favourite bronze shoe. hope can seal its mouth with super glue. i want to wear the same colour shoe as my sweetest..please dont die on me. :)

are you lonesome tonight,
do you miss me tonight?
are you sorry we drifted apart?
does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day
when i kissed you and called you sweetheart?
do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare?
do you gaze at your doorstep and picture me there?
is your heart filled with pain, shall i come back again?
tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight?
-elvis presley ☜♥☞

i am. even though its not night yet. i already am.

i could spend my life in this sweet surrender, i could stay lost in this moment forever

2008-08-31T02:00:00.010+08:00

working: temporary assignment as a 5-day receptionist for a film company.

lunch break: sucky to be alone at orchard, dont know go where eat what. cineleisure and emerald food courts closed. dont wish to eat at crowded place. best is to grab something and walk around.

interview(s): still waiting for answer after 2nd interview at B company. and going for interview at another company this coming wednesday. if anybody happen to know how exactly i can travel to 54 serangoon north ave 4 (cyberhub north), near yio chu kang also i think. please let me know, thanks a lot.

i do wish spending time with buta never ends. but, even the sweetest weekends are coming to an end. and we will be stuck at where we have to be..sigh. me, back in that (STRESSFUL and making me feel STUPID) english perfectionism office once again. the job was a sudden last minute assignment. since i had nothing better to do, after a call, the next day can go for work already. said to last for 1-2 weeks but dont know how long exactly. only love it for its freedom; can wear anything casual, got free drinks..and its at somerset. but there is always an army of insurance surveyors camping at the entrance of the mrt, need siam them. funnily, the company didnt have a receptionist or office assistant for a month already. they are still looking for one, but why hire and sort of train a temporary while looking for a full timer? its really weird.

i want to blog, but im so so tired now. soon then.
nitey.

whenever i breath, you are on my mind every day and night

2008-08-22T18:20:00.010+08:00

I THINK I COK-ED UP MY O LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL (TODAY AT CHIJ)!! I FEEL SO FREAKING RETARDED. I WAS RESTLESS BEFORE THE EXAM BUT AFTER THAT I AM TOTALLY AWAKE BY THE NIGHTMARE IVE BEEN THROUGH. I SEE THE INDIAN TEACHER SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, HER FACE WAS SO FREAKING STRAIGHT AND DAMM SERIOUS, NO LAUGH OR A SMILE OR SMALL TALKS AT ALL CAN, SHE ONLY ASKED QUESTIONS FROM THE BLOODY PAPER. THE OTHER TEACHER AT LEAST GOT NOD HER HEAD AND SMILE. I WAS ALRIGHT DURING THE 10-MINUTES PREPARATION. BUT ONCE I WENT IN, PASSAGE I CANNOT READ PROPERLY (MAYBE TOO FAST), CONVERSATION I TALKED NONSENSE. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THE EXAMINATION ROOM HAS NOBODY, AND I WAITED OUTSIDE WHILE THEY WAITED INSIDE POINTLESSLY, SO EMBARRASSING. WORST OF ALL AT THE END, I TOLD HER SCIENCE ISNT VVVVV IMPORTANT BEFORE I WAS DISMISSED. WHAT THE HELL? I MUST BE OUT OF MY MIND! I REALLY MUST PREPARE AND DO WELL FOR THE WRITTEN PAPERS MANN, CANNOT ALL-FUN ANYMORE. TWO MONTHS FOR ME TO PREPARE, AND I SHALL COMBAT. RAHH!

just now my mama lost my sister at Toa Payoh Central, outside the NTUC beside the bus interchange. we really really couldnt find my sister, even had to call down my papa from working and my brother from his NCC. luckily i approached the security guard at the bus interchange, who then guided me to the HDB security officer because they did find a little PAP school girl. funnily, HDB and bus interchange is two different areas. so the bus interchange security guard cannot take in my sister as she was found at the HDB area, and so she was handed to the HDB security officer. the security officer guided me to their office where my sister was finally found. she was funny enough to say mummy go home already and she told me that she walked to the bus interchange and later she walked towards Subway there where she was then LOST. but she had a good time at the office watching Barney, eating biscuits, drinking cold water and even recieved a toy watch. had a mini family reunion at the bus interchange, and then we all headed home. and we lived happily ever after, the end.

tonight and tomorrow has got fireworks display, i want to see. hope later after dinner thomas willing to go watch Marina Square, anyway we so free. tonight display is from france while tomorrow is from korea. should be very nice! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZEL, YOU ENJOY ENJOY INSIDE WATCH SHOW! [updated: Pariss gave wrong information, what 9-9.15pm has fireworks display. dots, wait until 9.20+pm then start to have fireworks. damm sweaty and got biten by mosquitoes and legs sour and impatient can. cannot see ALL the fireworks, those inside the floating stadium..ENVY ENVY* tomorrow shall catch with naughty buta.]

wednesday 20/8: after sending weiling home, i took the mrt back to Toa Payoh and walked home from there. i think from around Central, there was a guy holding his bike helmet who walked the same route as me. he walked behind until my house there, where he headed towards the multi storey carpark. i missed the previous lift which an uncle and auntie had went up. well, i dont like to run so i seldom chase for anything. i could see that guy across the road while waiting for the lift, and he was near the multi storey carpark. soon i entered the lift and pressed my storey number. when i was about to close the lift, the guy suddenly appear right in front of me. i had NO IDEA how he got into the lift so quickly, i was DAMM SHOCKED can! i didnt care so much even though he didnt press any number. only until midway then he pressed the 19th floor, and before he left the lift, he asked for my number. -.- i said no of course. CRAZY GUY. buta said he will beat the shyt out of him and scold him. xD he is so cute, but at least i am fine so it doesnt matter. my mama blamed on the shorts which buta bought for me though. whatever.

YEAH, ive got a second round of interview for the customer service at the well-known electronic appliances company. first time im being called back for another interview, which i am quite worried about. i dont really know why need to have another round of interview. but one thing i know is that my interviewers will be of even higher positions, woots scary. hope my normal self can still bedazzle people of higher positions. :/

he reminds me of my first ex with that small single eyelid eyes..okay enough of cute boy boy.

in Greek mythology, Nike (Greek Νίκη pronounced [níːkɛː], meaning Victory), was a GODDESS who personified triumph throughout the ages of the ancient Greek culture.

cant wait for SATURDAy, for it sounds so sweet. ;D

so if you need me and i make you feel alive, i know i must be doing something right

2008-08-20T17:50:00.045+08:00

YEAH, KYOKO FUKADA! the rest are nonsense. xD

what about my sister? does she look like me? or maybe until she grows up.

to think for others, or think for yourself? sometimes it is difficult to decide which. i really wish i could find myself a job, i dont wish to have or be a burden. yesterdays job interview was pretty fun, got interviewed by 3 people from the company. as the job was customer service through calls only at a well-known electronic appliances company, the guy said the job will be boring because i will be doing the same thing everyday (60-80 phone calls per day). but i seriously think doing something is really better than doing nothing; doing nothing (and have no money to spend) is then really very boring! i dont mind making very good friends with the telephone, better than being spouse with the air at home. its really saddening that i still need to wait for an answer, totally clueless of whether got hope or not..

but not to worry, i do have a "pity" savings contributed by loving mama and sweet buta (and loving papa just gave me also). i am still able to be alive.

saturday 16/8: extremely torturing for not able to contact one another for 6 days, moreover poor buta was released pretty late on friday night so didnt meet. i was guai enough to not go out throughout the week, was broke too. anyway we met to have lunch at Pizza Hut before going to Dynasty KTV. after lunch we managed to find the archery cup at MacDonalds which my mama missed getting. so he got her the cup and finally she has the full set of Olympic cups and wawas.

lol his mouth and fat lips. my baby buta is so cute!

i know i look fat, so need to hide. x)

buta can also fight with my REAL lashes. his lashes always remind me of snuffleupagus (aka snuffy) from Sesame Street because they are damm long and hanging downwards. one day i am going to tape his eyes become double eyelids! he seems to have the potential.

watched Journey to the Centre of the Earth, it was a very interesting and adventurous movie. but buta was sleeping during the first part of the movie. :/ the movie isnt boring, its just that he was too tired and he missed the fun adventures (the roller coaster ride in the mines! woohoo). i remembered seeing a poster of that movie in 3d, but then dont know why there wasnt any in 3d anymore. the movie will definitely be better in 3d, or even best in 4d!

after the movie we headed to Bedok to eat Botak Jones. the queue was damm long, but buta still went to queue. too bad that now the fries arent free flow anymore, the taste of their fries are really awesome. i had their burger and i like the bread, just nice to bite. well i usually go for texture and smell when it comes to food. and buta has ribeye which was nice, but he was so wasteful to not finish the steak! but got to admit, Botak Jones is just like Carls Jr, everything is served in big portions. definitely will be very full, so sometimes i dont really like to eat there, in exception of the fries..and only crispy ones.

oops flour is sinful, but i really dont care.

sunday 17/8: met up with thomas to go Marina Square walk walk. watched Love Guru with siewsiong's complimentary passes and he was working on that day also. got free Money No Enough 2 coin bank, which was pathetic small and impossible to store many coins (the black piece is for storing coins). talk about money will be enough. -.- the only cute thing about the coin bank is its two long coin slots.

my sister recently crazes about Playhouse Disney website. the features are really cute, interactive and fun. i like their cartoons too, and yes i do watch.

monday 18/8: woke up at 7am in the morning to prepare for 3 interviews with 2 agencies and 1 temporary job application. pretty busy as i need to travel to bugis then suntec and finally chinatown before heading home. but at the end, i was not chosen for that job as a frontdesk. anyway this was one of the most tired day ever, so let me show you my pig face. :x

my mama's orchids, quite beautiful. i doubt i will have plants of my own next time, except cactus maybe. im too lazy.

as siewsiong skipped school while thomas had his off day, we met at Toa Payoh Entertainment Centre before going to Orchard to look for gold (note: dont have such colour) crumpler bags which siewsiong wishes to buy to "xian zhar bo". had lunch at Entertainment Centre and setted off to Wheelock Place, found the gloomy bear mini pouch which was sold out at several places.

was really very confused whether to buy or not, because only left with blue and white, and those colours didnt appeal much to me. i also doubt myself that i will wear or bring the bear out. after much much consideration, i bought the blue one (the white one has pink nose, N O to pink) since i didnt have any other choices. we then walked to Plaza Singapura hoping to get a free SHE contact lens case by purchasing contact lens solution with my voucher, but didnt have stock there so later we headed to Vivo City. what an excursion!

walked around Vivo City and visited my cute little puppies! they will even play with you, but too bad they are seperated from us with a piece of glass. we also had Ben & Jerrys mix and match ice cream as thomas has staff discount cards. :D love their furniture, so moo-moo cute.

soon we headed back Toa Payoh for dinner and siewsiong also left his belongings at Entertainment Centre. the journey was damm long, but we occupied ourselves by taking funny shots. we also tried to figure out thomas phone as his paranoma shoot was totally clueless for us to use, mine is still better.

had dinner at Entertainment Centre where we had lunch, and it was raining heavily then. after that we went to watch Meet Dave, for free yet again. we were allowed to hiong in. the movie was very cute and funny, but also kind of lame. later i accompanied thomas to meet his friend at Braddell for debt collection. and so i sold to thomas 2 bottles of contact lens solution, as 3 in a pack is too many for me. when heading home, i got scolded by my mama for going out the whole day with 2 guys. but i dont really care if theres really anybody who wants to gossip about me, because i never go out secretly or do anything wrong. i did tell my boyfriend, my brothers also know very well about their positions and they will protect and take care of me. but of course, if my boyfriend ever mention that he minds, i will definitely 99% not meet up with any other guys. 1% will be when i really really need to go out (maybe with plus minus tolerance). LOL.

absolutely love the SHE contact lens case. so cute with mirror and tweezer! so altogether i went to bugis, suntec, chinatown, toa payoh, orchard, dhoby ghaut and harbourfront. whao, beat! anyway i enjoy seeing self shots of my sister, they are always so very cute. she really loves to take photoshoots, always playing with handphone cameras.

tuesday 19/8: went Ang Mo Kio to have dinner with weiling after i got home from my interview. after dinner we stayed at the arcade before heading home. i was damm sleepy, i even had problems raising my arms when playing para para. or maybe due to my fattiness. sometimes i really feel like going for a jog or whatever exercise, i do wish to be slim. but i am freaking lazy. plus my in front and behind will also together become smaller. so how? :/

as usual i walked her home to Yio Chu Kang. when we took our first picture by the street, funnily one taxi stopped but left after the picture was taken. her watch is really very nice. too bad Levis doesnt have such transparent straps. such coincidential that we wore in yellow.

she wanted to take picture of me for her handphone contact picture. i always request to take a shot of her for mine, but got rejected everytime. so now its my turn to reject her as well. x) HEE.

last night i had a nightmare, i dreamt of a moth on my thumb's fingernail. i didnt bother about it and wanted to take a shot of the moth and myself. then the moth poke in between the flesh and fingernail that inside which was damm painful! when pulling out the moth, i woke up and saw a round fluttering thing in front of me, and just beside my bolster. the thing was as big as my fist and it was as if had many wings. i stared at it for about a minute or so to figure what was it before hitting it down with my bolster. so i woke up at 4am+ and saw smses before going back to sleep. i am still clueless on what on earth is that thing, but maybe really is imagination. oh, my menses seems to make me smelly. i feel that i should get the feminine wash which i always see in magazines. but its a little embarrassing, later my mama think too much or what. i do am "cute and innocent" (quoted because someone told me so) oki. xD

i was sad that my sweets only managed to call me at 1am, poor buta. thought his handphone no battery or he had forgotten about me.."lousy". and poor him only can book out on saturday. no more friday night dinner again. sob sob. love the poem he wrote for me today, every poem by him never fails to make my heart melt. TEEHEE.

i am sorry that i flooded my own blog. CIAOS, going out with wifey again! *late.

never in my whole life have i heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

2008-08-09T23:59:00.016+08:00

S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E OH SINGAPORE!
i love that advertisement, different people "taking turns" to cheer. :D HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY! this National Day was really special, i wanted to go see fireworks from my block or something..but in the end i dozed off and slept through the NDP. dots, woke up and had dinner and then had a very short and last (of this coming week) chat with buta before he went to sleep. hes going to field camp for 6 days, so no handphone for SMSing or calling or what not for 6 days..how sad! i can really finally become Little Miss Lonely, sob sob. this noon he was invited to my house to have his "last" lunch. he finally tried on the cookie monster tee which i ordered some time ago online, the M cutting too small for him. and now i have two cookie monster tees, dont know how.

i did my sister's hair, cute right?

first time seeing a WCG shirt, cool my brother's. well my tummy seemed weird today, the feeling was almost similar to menses when its about to come. but its too early for my menses to start now. so im just suspecting its the things i ate that cause the mild aching.

friday 8/8: yesterday sweets was generously released in the noon, so we can have a date and a pre-celebreation of our monthsary. but sadly, he next day have to report at 5.55pm even though its National Day. its really very tragedic, cannot get to see fireworks nor the black knights. before meeting him, i went Toa Payoh Central with my mother and sister for lunch at Macdonalds. after lunch we went to Kiddy Palace to play and i also bought some stuffs for sweets.

lol super cute bucked teeth.

she loves cat.

me NONO, i love dog.

went home to prepare and i found a scar on my nose bridge. dont know how or when did i get that scar. i only found blood on my nose bridge when i woke up that day. until i had a close up on my face during my preparation then i realise there is a scar.

my face is so sad now, got pimples and scar. but thanks to photo editing applications, everybody can zeng and "be model". :D too bad i dont have photoshop, so i dont know how to zeng until very swee. have you ever noticed that neoprint machines have very bright lights, and somehow white face will make you look chio, just somehow? i think to have almost no features on your face, makes you look beautiful.

talked on phone with sweet on the bus until his phone died. then i took a picture of myself to check my makeup. to my horror, my face looks so FAT. i seriously think i am really getting FATTER, and thus everything is! he did say my in-front and behind like getting BIGGER, argh. anyway we met at Marina Square and went for a walk/shop around before having dinner. a few days back even though he didnt tell me where we were going to meet, i knew where we were going to eat. i will always guess what sweets was thinking, MUAHAHA. so he bought me a brown shorts, yeahness. but i think i look FAT because my thighs are BIG, but dont understand why everybody says its normal. funnily he told me all the girls in the other dressing room who came out, including me, say "this makes me look FAT" or similar means (because girls are kind enough to blame on non living things). x) really cannot help it. we went to the toy catching shop and caught a bunny hair clip. but didnt manage to catch gloomy bear or alice in wonderland. i felt really envy of those people who had unlimited money to catch almost nonstop, and their luck quite good in the sense that they did catch something. really dont know where the girl's money came from, she is so young and she has countless money to hog onto the machine. i felt really 不甘心 that she caught the toys and i didnt catch any, but i think i shall and MUST get a big nice gloomy bear..from Wheelock Place also can! after spectating toy catchers, we headed to have dinner at Pariss. the buffet is great i think, but once in a lifetime IS enough. you could never imagine how much 10% service charge and 7% gst can total cost the dinner.

expensive food which i will eat are sashimi, other japanese food, steak, sharks fin soup (very delicious). inexpensive favourites will be fried food, crackers, buns, bread, eggs, salad, mashed potato, desserts (absolutely love the ice cream, agar agar in a cup and MANGO CHEESE CAKE). i dont really like seafood, so usually when i have buffet, my mama will say the things i eat not worth the money (because i like rabbit lotus buns). :/ when we left Pariss, the manager said he cannot tell we were full. dont know real or not, my tummy was showing already and i nearly vomitted, not just an expression but for real. anyway after that we went to see toy catchers again, and we were still down with no luck. headed arcade to play instead, and kept seeing siewsiong that day. almost couldnt recognise him either with his contacts on. buta was so tired that he said he wanted to sleep when seeing me play para para. quite heartless. RAHH!!

bucked teeth and fat face.

sweets gave me two gifts that day also, a toy rose with a cute little envelope and a pair of musical notes earrings (which i told him before not to buy, because i have a similar one -.-).

i couldnt really wear that bunny hairclip. because of its direction; i dont click on the left side. but like that also can.

thursday 7/8: had lunch at Swensens with mama and sister. really love the new sundae in a hot pan, even my sister loves it. after going to the bank, we went to Orchard to shop. i didnt manage to buy anything because of long queues.

only bought this cute "ancient chinese" notebook which was at half price. anyway i think if its a full 6$, nobody will buy also? after that we headed back to Toa Payoh and i helped her with the groceries before me heading to Caldecott Broadcast Centre. i was unsure about the place as it was my first time going there. in the end i alighted one bus stop earlier and i had to walk to the next bus stop where i got confused with the big sign board. the arrows really confused me, and i stupidly walked around the house beside that sign board. finally then i decided to continue walking in and luckily i found the place.

although my mama told me my trip down to the troublesome place is not worth it due to the poster not autographed, i think its still fine. at least the prop CD was autographed with her real name and also the singer's name, expectedly it was an empty CD case. the poster was really lovely and good quality and the back is metallic purple. when my mama saw the poster and CD, she said to frame up the poster and to keep instead of giving to weiling as a surprise gift (probably on birthday or something). initially i joined the contest for weiling. but my mama also like felicia chin, although she later gave in to weiling, still caused me to become really confused. think really very long then decide i shall keep. :)

oh, MTV ASIA AWARDS rocks! yeah, PUSSYCAT DOLLS (in short PCD)! yeah, LEONA LEWIS (superb vocals and didnt know she look so young, different from CD cover, and has a bird nose)! yeah, THE CLICK FIVE (ive never noticed the singer is so handsome with big eyes)! yeah, noisy PROJECT E.A.R! yeah to LINKIN PARK who won favourite international artist of Asia! yeah, PANIC AT THE DISCO (i still prefer with ! on)! yeah, i managed to catch the repeat while channel-hopping or else i will miss watching this year's MAA.

6( <(❤(Oo)❤)> ♡♥ع١٥٧♥♡ _/(❤w❤)\_ )o

PS, i miss you.

we are sinking with the melody of the kiss of eternity

2008-08-03T23:33:00.001+08:00

today i didnt send buta off, and im falling sick. my throat is very uncomfortable and painful. but at least he is getting better from his sore throat, flu, fever all those. im also quite shy when his father has to send me home. :/ anyway i have really finally won felicia chin's poster and CD from The Perfect Cut. the collection dates are this coming monday to friday only, and until 6pm. so sad, i dont really know where is Caldecott Broadcast Centre and i heard need to walk quite a distance from the bus stop. well im glad my effort didnt go to a waste (i participated in all 10 giveaways) and i shall surprise weiling with the gifts on her birthday or something. :) when i went to check the winners list, it was damm ridiculous that only mine in a bunch was not signatured. and seriously, how hard can a signature be? why cannot just sign all?

《一切完美》樱桃公主道具海报及CD得奖名单
Winners list for PERFECT CUT contest:
1） 14/07/08 中型海报 + CD
2） 15/07/08 巨型海报 + CD
3） 16/07/08 中型海报 + CD
4） 17/07/08 中型海报 + CD
5） 18/07/08 巨型（签名）海报 + CD
6） 21/07/08 中型海报 + CD Ang Alicia SXXXX008C
7） 22/07/08 中型（签名）海报 + CD
8） 23/07/08 中型（签名）海报 + CD
9） 24/07/08 巨型（签名）海报 + CD
10） 25/07/08 巨型（签名）海报 + 美食大专攻海报 + CD

so just now i went out for dinner with my family. there were some performance at Toa Payoh Central. saw this bunch of scottish mini band, i dont really know if these bunch were part of the activity or they were just from somewhere else.

i dont really think the skirts are funny, if shorter maybe funny. i only find their socks and slightly heeled shoes funny. x) after dinner we headed to Kiddy Palace! yeah, saw many cute dolls and toys. and i also met a very cute little girl, she was touching me and talking to me when my sister took picture of me. when my sister wanted to take picture of her, she walked away with her squeaky shoes squeaking nonstop. her eyes are DAMM big, thats why she is soooooooo cute.

a bigger duplicate of the mini eeyore..which i have! both extremely adorable.

mega slippers, so cute right? :D when heading home, my mama was scolding my papa for not giving my sister to drink the soya bean milk which my mama bought for him. and then my papa just walked home quite quickly on his own. leaving my mama pushing my sister on the pram and me walking beside her, listening to all her complains. as she has a very thunderous voice, its quite irritating especially with all the passerbys looking. but i just listened to her all the way home. all the things she complained about my papa, i dont find them that serious or bad at all. so i cannot understand them, and i shall not. all i can and want to do is to LET IT BE, they are one of the most wise words from The Beatles. ;D saw this really cute picture of my sister's =P self shot.

shall try to sleep early, really hope tomorrow no more sickness. and i also hope i can have a job soon..ee why no replies?

it was ice cream headaches and sweet avalanche

2008-08-03T15:33:00.015+08:00

nothing to blog about..just that I AM ACHING AND SO TIRED!

outdated photos at the science centre on last last sunday.

i love the tornado.

very fun, still can block it and it continues to twirl on your hand.

colourful ripples when you walk through.

play game with little miss robot.

lol steam! or water vapour.

hey, i do enjoy peeping into noses (especially boyfriend's). ;)

muscular konghong, with boney behind.

welcome to my kitchen, fire cooking pot boiling maggi using utensils..all invisible.

super cute playroom.

timer shot 1: gary look-alike blocked. and robin is damm hilarious.

timer shot 2: wheres the timer?

timer shot 3: succeed!

ive got to admit, i was freaking scared even by just viewing afar.

friday 1/8: finally got to see buta. had dinner at SWENSENS, and their newest dessert was wonderful. the dessert has strawberry ice cream with star-shaped sprinkles, strawberry cheese tart, marshmallows and caramel all on a hot pan. the marshmallows melted and hardened with the caramel, and the cheese tart with thick thick cheese were simply irresistable!! can eat a lot more again and again..and i dont mind again, and again. anybody keen on eating SWENSENS lunch (until 2.30pm)?? i didnt realise it was first day of the 7th month and i went home rather late. but buta sent me home safely. :D

saturday 2/8: woke up early to catch Bad Habits at THE CATHAY PICTUREHOUSE with sweetest. oh, such a coincidental to see tuckyong on the bus i was boarding to take mrt. i almost wanted to take the bus 73 behind instead of 88. he didnt recognise me or couldnt see well, i kept smiling at him also no use (well, almost). LOL. anyway funnily they dont allow food and drinks in the Picturehouse, probably the only theatre to have such rules. anyway the spanish movie was not bad, its about bad eating habits..mainly anorexia. those who like to vomit food due to guilty of being fat or other kind of bad eating disorders should watch this movie. the "sickness" is life threatening, will endanger oneself. so why worry? gourmet. after the movies we went to have lunch at Subway before going to Dynasty KTV. i think its very fun to go with boyfriend, because wont so shy shy. anyhow sing also can be very funny. lets go again some other day! and you shall learn some chinese duets. x) thnks fr th mmrs, vn thgh thy wrnt s grt, h tsts lk y nly swtr.

after our singing session, sweetest wanted to watch movie but all sold out. saturday is really a bad day to watch movie, unless to catch them fast and early. so we headed to cityhall where i got attracted to the sesame ice cream at Shoduko (japanese pasta restaurant). had their cream pasta, which was nice, but didnt have any of their dessert lol. headed on to marina square and we caught the black knights performing in the sky. oh they were in red and white, not black.

and of course we caught the fireworks together! they are so HUGE.

played para para and sweated like mad. LOL, played with his botak head while waiting for my turn at the para para machine. did for him imaginary hair wash, hair cut, hair massaging, magic "crystal" hairball life prediction and even charged him imaginary fee. its damm crazy and hilarious, and fun. and then we went home sweet home. :)

my first CLEO (got it because it has funny articles, teehee).

ELEPHANT!

guess who is on i-weekly?

ELVIN NG! 黄俊雄！x)

i couldnt resist. i just got to use paint, no matter how ugly or obviously fake it is (for i dont have photoshop).

TEEHEEE! ❤

take care of yourself, my love.

every wish, every candle, every coin in the fountain was all about you

2008-07-27T23:00:00.008+08:00

friday, saturday and today (sunday), when we can have the company of each other..ENDS. but we still have next week, and the following, and the following and so on. :) and we are under the same sky!..if you look up into the sky, we are never that far away.

friday 25/7: dinner at white sands' hongkong cafe, the curry ramen plus cereal prawn balls plus free (dont know why free) fried wanton killed me. the bus journey from toa payoh to pasir ris also really killed me, couldnt stop sneezing upon entering white sands. almost had a cold, maybe thats why couldnt eat so much. or maybe because 2 weeks no buta to feed me fat fat, my stomach grew smaller. x) wanted to get donuts as usual, BUT..instead..heard a really BAD BAD news: YUMMY donut which was the ONLY place i know selling peppermint donuts, has been pwned by Donut Empire. OH, THE HORROR! sad. so after dinner took the mrt to this tortoise's place, and saw this cute way of seperating the seats (but people still sit what!).

watched The Perfect Cut's final episode before he drove me home. really hope i could win those giveaways. i participated the contest since the first day, how unlucky can i be? :/ oh, missed the night festival..konghong bo jio, HEE. but never mind, didnt know the festival was on this day.

saturday 26/7: i tried putting on fake eyelashes. OH MAN, i really put my hands down on those who put their fake eyelashes so easily. putting them on really killed me, i was totally clueless! dont know how people put until not so visible, and so close to the ends of my real lashes.

still not there yet, the end still visibly out of place. really must practice many many times until i can get the hang out of putting on fake eyelashes. i did my best for that day already, after about 1 hour or so.

i didnt put on any makeup except the eyelashes. no time and i was only trying on the fake eyelashes. but its still not so bad, just with the eyelashes. maybe i do have the potential (everybody also say so what). ;x anyway we went cineleisure's arcade before catching a movie. now the arcade uses lousy 2$ paper cards, plus the para para machine so expensive 1$..use the paper card slash two times finish already. buta was really sweet to let me play 2 games. :* we then caught Wedding Daze and it was hilarious and very nice! why cant two strangers get married? the craziness will be the fun of it. but in real life maybe wont so coincidentally meet a stranger who will crazy along with you, and in good heart. after movies, we went for PEPPER LUNCH yeah! dont know why whenever i eat unagi (eel), i will fall in love with its taste, texture, and especially its smell. ITS TOTALLY CRAZY! but i do admit, i love meat which has their kind of smell. we then walked around orchard before heading home. oh buta is totally cute, i never knew he will mind me "zhao geng". xD

this dress is cute, plus i love retro. but ugly on me, made me look fat. LOL.

buta loves my fake purple lashes and my real big eyes.

now they are NOT SO BIG ALREADY! HE HE HA HE HO!
i read from faith's blog that fats like to accumilate under the eyes. means the only way to get rid of my natural eye bags is..through PLASTIC SURGERY. yikes! really hate them. you see, naturally i have eye bags. then if i never get enough of sleep, the eye bags will also naturally be puffier and worse. RAHH!!

today 27/7: gave going zoo with konghong's tour group a miss. because of financially tight and my parents (especially father) wont allow me bring her out since he is home and i went zoo just last year. bird park i will go! :D oh, just yesterday i found a 50$ note in my wallet, i still dont know who sneaked it in. anyway buta came to fetch me before going out for dinner with his family. he couldnt bluff me about him taking the mrt, because of his dressing plus slippers! HEE.

ee wear the same shirt and pants which were worn before on friday. HAHAHA.

went to his house first and waited for him to pack up and prepare to go Tekong, yet again. before he went to fall in at pasir ris, we had zhi char at some restaurant. really very nice, and i really appreciated the dinner. his father is really very kind, brought us out for dinner and still sent me home. when i wanted to leave and take bus, he told me not to worry about it. was really confused, i didnt know if i shouldnt be rude or just go ahead and not to trouble them. buta also didnt want me to take bus either, too long of a journey. :/ oh, i got a shock when his father picked the first piece of fish and it was for me. after that he didnt pick any subsequence food for me anymore, maybe he saw my shocked expression. how embarrassing!

today i finally wore the earrings he first bought for me, i never really notice they are really lovely on my ears. LOL. maybe because they are new and shiny and has a unique chained star design. woots, im having a headache now. he said because im missing him. what a buta! BUT perhaps, perhaps, perhaps luhh.. HEE.

every time our eyes meet
this feeling inside me
is almost more than I can take
baby when you touch me
i can feel how much you love me
and it just blows me away
ive never been this close to anyone or anything
i can hear your thoughts
i can see your dreams

i dont know how you do what you do
im so in love with you
it just keeps getting better
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do
baby im amazed by you

the smell of your skin
the taste of your kiss
the way you whisper in the dark
your hair all around me
baby you surround me
you touch every place in my heart
oh it feels like the first time every time
i wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

not so amazed face. x)
BYE BYE LOVE.
see you in 4.5 days!
6( <(❤(0o)❤)> ♡♥♡ _/(❤w❤)\_ )o

there is nothing in this world that could ever do what the touch of your hand can do

2008-07-24T23:59:00.004+08:00

YEAH! TOMORROW CAN FINALLY SEE MY SWEET BUTA!! YEAH!!!

this week i have been a very good girl, didnt go out. no dates, no outings, no nothing. just me and my television. standard MUST WATCH will be 9pm on channel 8 and 10pm on channel u. also rented vcds Who Slept With Her? and Sky Of Love (both super nice to watch. both also got love making scene -.-). but during the rest of the day, i do feel very BORED!..even my sister feels the boredom. or is it that my room got aura? x) well dont mind my bo liao-ness, im rather influenced by cuties all around.

my papa gave me a hamtaro hairclip. he has a habit of picking things up.

i caught her lying facedown after reading her Playhouse Disney magazine, really very cute and funny. anyway i really need to get a job, even its boring admin i also wont mind already. my money is running out, heard my papa's money is getting low also due to poor business. :( all i could do now is to spend less and use less electricity and water.

last week i did go out..

wednesday 16/7: out with weiling to see doctor then at night go movies with thomas. watched ITS A BOY GIRL THING, wasnt as stupid as i thought all body-changing movies will be. i wouldnt mind watching that movie again and again, really very nice and sweet and funny and meaningful. other than sexual humor and ghostly horror, i also enjoy watching romantic comedy. oh, i may need to reconsider watching movies with thomas next time. during funny scenes, i thought he didnt laugh because he found them not funny. but actually he laughed after everybody stopped laughing (?!)..it was so embarrassing can! somemore he laughed loudly and also gave some comments while laughing. -.- the horror.

may be i sua gu, this cigarette/card holder very cute. cant stop playing with it.

can see, but cannot be mine.

friday 18/7: after dinner at home, i met up with thomas then headed to novena to walk walk and buy things. headed back to toa payoh for my black sesame paste before going home. we agreed that i go home watch The Perfect Cut at 10pm. but weiling then called that she didnt have dinner due to her boyfriend's poor time planning, and asked me to accompany her. she said her area has no food. so as i wanted to watch television, i then thought that i buy the food for her then travel to her house watch. her mother was very kind, kept offering me durian puffs to eat. hmm sometimes i feel that what people tell me is true (since primary school). i can always be there for people when they need me, but ever will they be there for me when i need them? maybe i too free or too kind, but i also never tell anybody i need them. i always keep quiet, because i really dont know who i can turn to actually. sometimes i dont even know what i doing, and why i do so much for people. at the end, i never gain anything but probably being stupid.

saturday 19/7: lent my handphone charger to thomas before going to amk hub to catch THE DARK KNIGHT. almost didnt get to catch fireworks, as everywhere is selling fast or sold out. everybody is really dead crazy serious about that movie! luckily we still got the first-row, by-the-wall, nobody-wants, two seats. it was my first time watching a batman movie, and all i can say is that its very very nice! :) love the joker, love the batman, love the 1 minute of edison (such a handsome cutie), love the plot, love the story, love everything about it..even though its almost 3 hours of i-need-to-pee. funnily weiling watched before already, and she bluffed me so i get to watch with her. though its not really necessary because i can dont watch any batman movie, its still very sweet of her. so after that we went to watch fireworks at marina square. but this week they having a break, following week then got fireworks again. it was raining, but the fireworks display was still on. too bad we had to find shelter, and as the place will be crowded with people without umbrella, i only get to see pulm trees..with the fireworks being blocked. swee arr!

not many people know there will still be fireworks after the pledge and national anthem. yes, 2 more short displays after the chain of fireworks.

after the fireworks, i had long john silver's cheesy shrimps wrap. AWESOME! i had my dinner first because weiling didnt want to eat long john silver, and also while waiting for soonseng. after that soonseng and weiling had their dinner at food court, while i chat with my buta. :) played the arcade as usual, and owned the para para machine. weiling said some angmoh took photo of me..dont know who so evil took my backside, sure an ugly pose.

sunday 20/7: morning went to collect my handphone charger, and then met up with konghong and his 6 other friends to science centre! had a great fun time at the science centre. only the omix theatre's dinosaur show bored me, plus the screen is too BIG, thus difficult to watch. initially i thought it will be very awkward for me to join in konghong's group excursion as i dont know any of his friends. luckily it was really enjoyable, his friends all very friendly plus extremely funny and comical. hope to get all the other photos from their cameras.

rocker robot rocking his head up and down.

at the end of the day, everybody really became zombies and headed home. i lasted until about 11pm then i really got K.O-ed LOL.

time killing quiz again:
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
angry and sad, but i could only say bye bye.

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
world peace.

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
anywhere with him around. :D

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
i definitely am!

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
honest, sweet, dotes me, supportive, brings me go gai gai, never get sick of him.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved should be more blessed..unless by some psycho.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
dont wait, just let it be.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
dont care. being friends still has benefits.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
too bored and lifeless, need to find a job. and no more POPPYCOCK to eat. :(

#10. What do you want most in life?
to live meaningfully.

#11. What do you think is the worse situation in love?
in a relationship with someone you dont love or the person dont love you.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
working. married?

#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
family, friends and everybody else.

#14. What type of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
faith: cute and caring girl!

#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
sunbear or dwarf rabbit or puppy or lizard or spider (not animal?).

#17. What is one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
not doing anything at all.

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
lousy person. sob sob sob.

#19. What do you define as a bad day?
being very sweaty without my consent, being left out and nobody to turn to.

#20. If you were to die tomorrow, what would you do today?
tell everybody "i need you all along, even if i dont say. because your smile is precious to everybody, including me. live on and SMILE. take care, bye."

ANGEL CLAY: world's lightest clay, like styrofoam. need to inject colours using dyes and do some kneading. very good clay, just need a little of water and glue. its not messy and easy to use. wee~
made the sunflowers pot for my sweetest. :) and butterfly for my sister.

my sister claimed she made footballs, and i created a snowman. LOL.

oh, check out mini grapes.

:) i have that baby toy because rabbits are my love.
_/(❤w❤)\_ )o

i also want a HIRO from Sky Of Love:
he is like a river, washing away every obstacle and always moving forward. (and gives gentle pain. ^^")
he wants to be the sky, so he can see and find her wherever she is, and protects her from bullies.
he is all about her. <33333333

you can make my life worthwhile, and i can make you start to smile

2008-07-15T17:00:00.010+08:00

if anybody is interested in scuba diving, let me know. i can introduce to you..NAUI SCUBA DIVER COURSE (OPCON PTE LTD). i know of someone there, thanks.

my sister has got fever since the day before yesterday. so she has not been going school since yesterday, and yesterday my mama and i brought her to the thomson medical centre. as usual, she is still as cheerful and active, so it isnt very serious. just will cough, not much appetite and MAY vomit. :/ i do find myself getting sick too. i kept sneezing (many times at a go) recently and my throat seems a little uncomfortable. could be that im getting buta's sickness since he said his flu is getting better. anyway i am doing nothing at this moment, i dont mind that. as long he book out MUST bring me go out eat and play! ;D be with him will fat, stay at home also will fat. sleep and watch television until fat, HAHAHA.

i dont mind if you havent/couldnt do your part as my boyfriend. but you do have other responsibilities whether you like it or not (blame on your birdie then). being independant and understanding, i will make myself :D by all means..and as long you got call/text me! you know, i am very happy that i still get to see your sms every morning. HEE. and every night before you go to bed. miss you beri muchie, sweets.

play time: posing with all my lovable cute plushes!

*YEAH~ brad pitt and angelina jolie has 龙凤胎/twins added to their family. 8 children in total! SO CUTEE. :D

saturday 12/7
headed to esplanade's MAKANSUTRA GLUTTONS BAY to have dinner with weiling. i had fried oyster omelette while she had hokkien mee. we were pretty surprised with the 小 because the portions were quite big. coincidentially, there was a NDP preview that day and we got to enjoy some of the acts. initially we didnt know where to go and had been thinking for almost a week, but my food craving landed us at a place where we could enjoy throughout the night. :) first time i saw so many parachuters in the sky. i counted there were like 14, or maybe more.

usually there are only 4-5 parachuters if im not wrong. but this year so special? and everybody will have to HEY..YA until mad. :D we went to marina square's arcade, and it was pretty crowded. met crazy people who owned the para para machine with their freestyle hard dances. 1 dancer actually inserted 5 tokens at one go (shes selfish, kiasu, too much, hiao, in a matter of fact), then another girl had 2, and another had 1, and i was the pathetic 9th credit. really waited damm long, but was surprised by the way they played freestyle HARD. they played like no kick, damm pro can. they can do pattern pattern with their hands like xiao long nu, play sudden or invisible mode, DOTS why do you even memorise freestyle steps? its FREESTYLE isnt it? i couldnt master many difficult and messy songs, and i am always afraid that i may fail. i still prefer dancing in para para mode, more relax, cute, fun and enjoyable for me. :) but always attract attentions, oops. as marina square offer the cheapest para para game (50cents for 5 games), we stayed by the machine until 11pm. by the time i played, nobody snatched with us already anyway.

that night we caught fireworks too..weiling's favourite! she loves them, she said she will marry whoever who has fireworks. HEHEHE. even the pastor from RN said to attract weiling go church, have to put fireworks. since shes so hyped up with fireworks. xD well i love 流星雨 and attracted to the moon. it was so bright!

oops, its the inside of the rose. also look like fireworks what! sorry i cannot take care of flowers. and im cruel. but i do love them, rooted on the ground untouched.

introducing..BIG FOOD.

BIG fish breakfast.

BIG cherry tomato.

Premenstrual syndrome, also called PMS, is a term used to describe a group of physical, mental, and behavioral symptoms. These symptoms occur in the 2 weeks before a menstruating woman has her period.

PMS occurs during the last 2 weeks of a woman's menstrual cycle. This phase starts with the release of an egg from the ovary. It ends when the woman starts her period. The exact cause of PMS is unknown, but researchers have proposed the following causes:

-changes in kidney hormone levels, which cause water retention and weight gain
-deficiencies of minerals, such as calcium
-deficiencies of vitamins A, B6, and E
-dietary changes, such as high levels of sodium and simple sugars
-higher levels of estrogen, a female hormone
-higher levels of prostaglandins, which produce inflammation
-lower levels of endorphins, which are a part of the nervous system that produce what is called a high feeling
-lower levels of progesterone, a female hormone
-lower levels of serotonin, a hormone that influences mood

PMS is reported in 85% of women who menstruate. However, only 5% to 10% of menstruating women are severely impaired by PMS. No one knows what makes PMS so severe in some women and mild in others.

honestly, i hardly experience PMS.

i now believe that menses will also cause the nipples to sore. i used to thought they hurt because i sleep on my tummy or sides. LOL silly me. and the breasts do swell and become bigger. :/ ~~but blood and sour thighs and abdominal pain still has yet to come..late already. because of sickness or stress or something else? i do am clueless.~~ but the pimples, are getting out of hand lot. sobsob.

say have not come, menses really came. thanks to macdonald's milo too. because, usually tummy aches also means menses coming. even wifey also everytime say menses come already will keep want to poot poot LOL. not all the time for me.

my hair is that messy and i am that unglam at home, full of clips. x) hot = hair oily WHAT. i need..movies and food and my love (so i can play dress up/doll up).

you are the light in my deepest darkest hour

2008-07-10T23:59:00.010+08:00

i find that travelling to Tekong is rather troublesome. need to take shutter bus from pasir ris interchange to ferry terminal then take ferry to Tekong. well i did not cry like what weiling said, because she did during her time. x) the tour around BMTC was not something new, as i went on the tour before during poly time. just that this time i went on the tour with shawn's father, mother and grandmother. it was awkward sometimes because they usually speak in hokkien (i dont understand dialect), but his father is really friendly. oh the chicken drumstick in the last meal before going off was really NICE! :D the wonderful view of an unlimited open blue sky was not something i get to see everyday (due to high rise buildings and something to do with the environment/water i think).

under the same sky, we are never that far away..

after the tour, we headed to White Sands first before shawn's father sends me home. they had bubble teas while i HAVE to buy donuts, whenever im there. because thats the only place i found PEPPERMINT donuts, and its really gooood! i bought 6 donuts because its more worth at 6.50$ and my mama said i should have bought more of peppermint since im there. true indeed.

that heart shaped strawberry was specially for my sis, and she loved it. xD recently she said something really cute. whenever i am preparing to change to go out, she will always ask me where im going. one time when i told her im going out, she said why everytime go out, dont go out lah. HAHAHA. next time shall bring her go zoo, i think its damm fun.

i was still smiling away looking at him, its just so cute. like seeing your kid all grown up, not much of a "dont bear" because its just another phase of his life. maybe after a period of time of "missing" then cry. :/

P.S, his daddy said "shawn is like the shortest hor?" LOL. too bad he didnt get his daddy's height nor his daddy's perfect double eyelids. rahh! x) nobody in my family got my mama's perfect double eyelid either, how sad. hope he eats the army food and grow taller like the sergeant said himself personally, and become fitter. HEHEHE. oh can buy 4d, he is in company 3, platoon 3, index number 3 (his daddy said) and we exactly 3 months together then he got enlisted.

sigh, going to become little miss LONELY.

nobody to talk to when i wake up until 10.30pm, nobody to go out with for buffets or walks or dinners or movies, nobody to be disturbed of..oh well! still have to make full use of time, let everyday be meaningful and progressive.

i believe in you, you know the door to my very soul

2008-07-10T01:00:00.021+08:00

happii thiirdd m0nth-sarii && miie cc euu iin 2 wks,, babii~ aii nii wibb m0ii ♥harrtx~~ huggiix muarrkiix* ×-[5201314]-×

honestly, i dont get whats with the "x". im just imitating.

this afternoon buta is going into tekong camp already, time really flies. meeting him for breakfast in the morning (have to sleep early to refrain from being zombie). 2 weeks shouldnt be that long either darling. :) im still jobless, i do have 9 more days before i know any results of being shortlisted. else i should be going to try out at funan. somehow i find this very no life, doing nothing in particular. and i have yet to be motivated to touch any form of assessments to prepare for my olevels english.

there are a lot of naughty people around. some want to teach me bad when buta is away, some ask me be guai and some say be careful because he may go mad, due to being possessive and so on.

i AM good girl oki.

but i can still dream.

and be in love with cute cutes.

and have someone else to play with and hold.

tuesday 8/7

SINGAPORE FLYERS! PEPPER LUNCH! our first 2 NEOPRINTS!

crystal flowers are everlasting and more worth. ;D

a cute yet effective way of feeding the rose.

the view from the FLYER isnt very attractive, night should be better.

i even got nausea for walking about in the half hour.

taken by him. pimples! going to have blood and sour thighs. :x

was bored a few days back, so i copied and did this quiz:

1.if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
YOU SELFISH COWARD. GOT BALLS TO DO, NO BALLS TO SAY? oh, bye.

2.if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
sounds lame and unrealistic..dream to be perfect in every way.

3.what will your dream wedding be like?
skydive and then ski on water and then go to a crystal-ed ballroom. x)

4.are you hungry?
i have POPPYCOCK cashew by my side.

5.whats your ideal lover like?
tall, big eyes, big hands, has tummy, has muscular breasts, has broad shoulders, has wholesome butts..hehehe. good to me and brings me to everywhere and i dont get sick of him!

6.which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved should be more blessed.

7.how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
no need to wait, just be normal and natural.

8.if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
dont care. but maybe will comment negatively about the girlfriend.

9.is there anything/person that has made you unhappy these days?
my hair, trimmed and ugly. and my tummy, getting fatter. and others..

10.is being attached fun?
maybe, maybe not.

11.how do you see yourself in ten years time?
working. married?

12.who are currently the most important people to you?
family, friends and everybody else.

13.would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich. :x then keep the money for marriage.

14.whats the first thing you do every morning?
go back to sleep until noon.

15.would you give all in a relationship?
depends naturally, usually not all.

16.if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
none, or the one who likes me, or the one who is more mature.

17.what are your friends usually like?
comical and talkative. :D

18.what type of friends do you dislike?
self centered, mean to others, liars and those who fake their boasts.

"as sweet and sunny as a summer's day, this friendly-faced young man has something just for you - a big bouquet of sunflowers, fresh from the garden. its a gift of love, and a reminder the simplest gifts are truly the best." thanks sweets.

i bought this japanese candy. can play like playdough and make cute candies. overall it isnt very good, takes time to knead so will melt and get sticky.

made this ugly sunflower pot only. inside freezer now, hope its better after frozen.

i know your eyes in the morning sun
i feel you touch me in the pouring rain
and the moment that you wander far from me
i wanna feel you in my arms again

and you come to me on a summer breeze
keep me warm in your love and then softly leave
and its me you need to show

how deep is your love?
i really need to learn
cause we're living in a world of fools
breaking us down
when they all should let us be
we belong to you and me

if we close our eyes, it could be just you and me

2008-06-30T15:59:00.024+08:00

only left with TEN days more to our 3rd monthsary, and its also the very day hes going into the army. :/ when i saw xiaxue's blog, i feel its really damm fun to have a variety show or something to find your own BFF (best friends forever). i also need someone as free as me, as bo liao as me, not shy to come my house, not shy to fool around with me, go shopping or even just walking aimlessly around, love watching movies (but no extreme violence and gore), love music, love cute cutes, enjoy food and junks, enjoy the outdoors, optimistic and adore one another, and i dont know?..basically can accompany each other and have many common interests.

its HOT out there, BORED in here.
i think i am growing fatter and FATTER, i think its very much so. all thanks to ice cream (holy! i crave for it just by thinking about it), and definitely very much to buta. he wants me to be very fat, so he can relax in army, that nobody will want me, when hes not around. yes thats his motive, HAHAHA.

my sis actually said that SHAWN will buy for her barbie dvd when she saw the dvds he bought for me. i have no idea how she learnt to have that idea. x)

kboxing with ♥WAterMElon.

dinner at FIN. buta paid the cashier 50$ and he recieved his change plus a 50$(!?). the cashier was so careless! hes lucky that we have good hearts.

shawn the buta, can he sit in? no, he cant! x) i love my bronze shoes.

over the weekends, i went to Singapore's first ever Toys & Comics convention at suntec. saturday was crowded like hell! sunday was much much better, but everything seemed to be even more sold out. didnt get to buy a gloomybear tee, just a small black plush. i also got to have an autograph from the creator himself. :D

the bling pig is said to be the one and only piece.

the fun way of playing chess.

i love SPIDER-MAN!

HELLO KITTY, my melody & CINNAMOROLL.

freaking awesome!: 20k+$

headshot two but no fathers day for TUCKYONG THE TORTOISE! i still can laugh recalling his joke, though heard before. must be too long anybody has tell me jokes.

so cute! i got the chocolate scent one. :)

they belong together, same big BOING tummy.

yeah, i have two watches! but i gave my sis the cinnamoroll watch already.

xCENSORED. oops, buta jealous.

this is freaking cute..those blur looks.

and when the broken hearted people
living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
for though they may be parted there is
still a chance that they will see
there will be an answer, let it be.
let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
there will be an answer, let it be.
let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
there will be an answer, let it be.

let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
there will be an answer, let it be.
and when the night is cloudy,
there is still a light that shines on me,
shine on until tomorrow, let it be.
i wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
there will be no sorrow, let it be.
let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
there will be no sorrow, let it be.
let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

im really guilty for being haunted by fragments of memory and for being emotional, after so long.
time heals all wounds.
let bygones be bygones.

its like im walking on broken glass, better believe i bled

2008-06-21T16:43:00.025+08:00

im hot and im bored.

im just going to waste my time before going to meet my wife. its still early! life is pretty unpredictable. when i go to church, people will call me to go out. when i dont go to church, nobody dates me. P.S i dont condemn church, i love the people there. im sorry that i cannot be touched (yet). :( yesterday a lady called me if i will be interested to be a temp admin at Orchard Parade Hotel. she asked when i could start and whats my expected salary. as it was a temp job, i thought i could just take it for the 1-2 months. in the end, she said need to go for interview someday next week. ARGH! so far none of my interview succeed, and the reason: i am too young looking.

RAHH!..GOT MEH??

heh i found my eraser collection. plenty of cute ones.

oh well, and my o levels will be at CHIJ. hee, girls' school! i ever had confessed my feeling of "我喜欢你" to a girl before, shes my classmate meijin. i think its a very funny thing to do. i also have this crazy habit of being sweet-tongue towards WAterMElons (especially when i have the perky mood), even the jubilee arcade auntie cannot stand me. HAHAHA. though there is much affection towards my most dearest watermelon/tomato, i will not dare to go any further. because i think its a little uncomfortable. but may never know. x)

yeah, heed May Day when they say MAKE MUSIC, NOT WAR.

my online shopping items (clothes) are fully collected!
not the whales, i fear of big whales. :/

those disney babies are crying out "TAKE ME OUT".

the cupcakes cried out "EAT ME UP", and i did..with buta.

my sister and i..

watch television together.

copy each other. clip hair, and wear "spectacles" when watching television.

share food together. half for you and me..in an unique way.

fool around before going to sleep.

listen to songs together..no, thats with buta. x)

on the latest LIME magazine, it has the article written by a guy and he says about why guys cannot commit. why?
1. he wants freedom.
2. relationships waste his free/play/fun time.
3. fear of getting hurt, thus get out (and into another) before getting in too deep.
4. too horny, cant bed the same girl forever.
5. girls suck money, he needs money for his gadgets too.

its hilarious. but i think not all guys are like that. i think. well i also thought of creating my very own of WHY i cannot commit..which may or may not be true.
1. i want 'F' all the time. freedom 24/7 can?
2. relationships waste my not-being-tied-down time. oo cute boys.
3. fear of getting hurt, thus have many korkors will do.
4. not horny, doesnt do bedding.
5. boys suck youth, like why he so childish? cannot stand it..RAHH!! *aa wrinkles.
HAHAHA oops. its for fun, please dont punish me.

i watched ZOHAN yesterday. its freaking funny to the max! GET SMART shall be next. and HANCOCK and THE MUMMY and HELLBOY and bla bla. ♥FOB. they have finally released their first concert dvd (live in pheonix). but the cover seems..a little unattractive. i shall wait awhile more.

~~only~~ you (and you, you, you) can put a smile on my face.

OO I SHALL try NOT BE LATE.

BYE. :)

-nothing ^too heavy..nothing too heavy..nothing _too heavy-

its 1.23am and i have a missing pet BUTA, lost! he should look something like this..

oops wrong, thats a DEAD frog.

alright this is my pet BUTA. if you manage to find him, do eat him as cha siew.
(BUTA means PIG fyi) LOL.
anyway today i used the computer until ive forgotten my mama did cook dinner, so in the end my sis and i brought her over to my house to eat first instead. after that then we go to our usual hangout (jubilee arcade) then walked with her to yiochukang as usual before i take the last train home. but today we exchanged "mushy" words. :) very happy. oh and sorry to whoever called me just now across the street. im myopic and quite blind at night, i cannot see anything properly!

i love this brazilian-like tee, must be the colours. and black sesame soya.

still very hot.
*OFF TO MY COMFY BED.

im holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground

2008-06-14T15:18:00.011+08:00

feeling a little sad recently..i hope its just temporary.

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

mr yorkshire is sick!

got to check his heartbeat.

next check his blood pressure.

finally give him a jab.
LOL.

anyway yesterday i went to get the bag from the seller, its a surprise gift for weiling. :D the seller told me to meet 6+ at far east but in the end she reached at 7+. really damm sad when my bf said he cannot wait for me (at funan) anymore, need to drive his boss to downtown east. so i gave the seller the sotong balls which was meant to feed him, anyway it will be a waste to throw them away. had nothing better to do, so walked around and bought a gift for a later birthday person. met one young guy saying "excuse me, my friend wants your number" as i was walking. really damm sad to think so much, so i said "dont want" as i walked and he walked off (oops). then i went home, wanted to catch the movie HULK that day too. but after that he came to my place and brought me to east coast for dinner and a stroll. :) he is such a sweet guy, love him to bits!

i love my SISTER too.

often when i want to take naps, she will say she also wants to sleep with me. but usually she will not sleep, and keep talking nonstop. every time i ask her lie down (because whenever she talks, she will sit up), she will look at me and tell me she loves me. and then brushes my hair aside when they are covering my face as she claims its messy.

her story-tellings are often very funny. once she told me "kor kor naughty. he say 'dont touch my thing, you naughty girl, you get out of my room.' you love me" when my brother offered her to "sleep" at his room. then i laughed, and she imitated the laugh like me.

when i brought her down to buy things, she actually wants to wear that crown, with her home clothes. shes a very cute (or rather die hard) princess. x)

she is very sweet. she always says "i love you jie jie" and always wants to kiss me. and if i avoid her kisses, she will cry "i want to kiss you".

OUR DAY OUT

i caught that RABBIT with my 2$, gotten a FATE during my 2nd attempt.
FATE: like jackpot, a sure catch.
the claw was closing and opening vigorously before going down to catch the toy. really shocked me, thought the machine suddenly breakdown.

the princess puzzle which im searching for so long. yeahness! so much fun piecing them together with buta, because he lousy. x)

my darlings, we are at T3!

as if sending me off at the airport. HEE.

buta breastfeeding the rabbit. ;)

RANDOMS

i love insects, especially spiders and beatles (for real, i think they are beautiful). the exhibitions were quite disappointing, all insects are real displays, not real life. its damm cruel, though educational.

lots of gloomy bears and bunnies and cute cutes, rahh! the silver gloomy bear is a head-turner indeed.

for my sister..and me to share.

recently quite obsessed with blogshops' items. i like this kind of tube a lot, but the material for this is a little too thin. where can i find sorts of this?:

OFF TO SEE WEILING'S FELICIA CHIN AT BUGIS.

i want to go out with friends, no more church can? :x

living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see

2008-06-06T11:55:00.005+08:00

听说碧山有昆虫的展览会，我好想去，但不知到几时完毕。今天我请了我的家人吃“一级棒寿司”，除了我的弟弟去别的地方了。本来要带他们去ＰＬＡＺＡＳＩＮＧＡＰＵＲＡ吃日本餐，有很好吃又会怀念的豆腐（臭猪也懂）。可是我的爸爸怕会有很多人，不然我们搭德士也都会饿死。所以大家都穿的美美的，除了妹妹：因为她每次都一定要穿得很美，不然会闹会哭。

后来我请了我的妈妈和臭猪看电影。我们看了“功夫熊猫”，妹妹也一起看。她第一次没有哭闹要离开，可能是因为我们有准备零食与甜水。那部戏很好看，可以从头笑到尾，使了戏院里满了小孩子的大笑声。戏里的人物都非常可爱！

画了想给我朋友的礼物。我们都喜欢Ｓ．Ｈ．Ｅ，由其是ＨＥＢＥ！

我想把她想要的Ｓ．Ｈ．Ｅ　ＤＶＤ抄一份给她，兴好我有。便想画ＤＶＤ壳的画面，有她，ＨＥＢＥ和我。

还没开过的Ｑ版Ｓ．Ｈ．Ｅ。＝）

我的妹妹也跟着要画画。她的人真的是可爱极了！好像蕃苏，笑死我了。

她好像很喜欢我新买的ＥＺＬＩＮＫ卡袋。也不怪，有可爱的ＨＥＬＬＯ　ＫＩＴＴＹ宝宝。

后来我们一起睡个觉。没想到我先睡着，起来时发现她睡在我后面，和我一起睡在同枕头。有冷气也热死我了，连她也流汗着睡。

这是我从我家的窗口拍下的。很迷人吧？

我没流汗。ＨＥＥＨＥＥ．．

i look at you all, see the love there that is sleeping

2008-06-06T11:14:00.010+08:00

today i woke up and i didnt sleep back. i usually sleep back everytime i wake up, thats why i woke up so late. x) blasting my THE BEATLES (LOVE) cd. really more in love with their music after watching the movie, Across the Universe. its a really amazing movie, its almost like a 2hour soundtrack/music video. almost every scene, the characters will sing a more upbeat version of THE BEATLES song.

well i was quite interested in making my own "real life" comic character, after seeing several ones on the internet. anyway i am so free now..

click to view a comic strip. thanks flora for the cute collage!

oh, ive gotten myself an interview next week. yeahness! its a guest service executive position at The Elizabeth hotel, sound really interesting.

SENTOSA

buta feed: peanut butter and kaya cheese. yum!

the want-to-rain-but-never-rain weather was great for the soccer tournament.

limited edition swatch watch, mine for keep.

his slippers and mine. i still cannot believe i kicked that ball and it flew into the barrel of water bottles.

1ST JUNE

nansen's birthday cake is damm cool. chocolate photos, guitars and music scores.

KALLANG LEISURE PARK
some wulu place with wulu cinema, but it doesnt matter when its the only place showing OWEN WILSON's movie. :)

WHY..SO CUTE?..YET INSIDE THAT JAIL.

little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
little darling, it seems like years since its been here
here comes the sun, here comes the sun
and i say its all right

OUR DAY OUT

i ate LJS. shes damm shy to get some ketchup and tissues. xD

in love with that, but too small to even put cards.

we bought stickers! she gotten herself barbie doll ones.

my mama asked me to take photo of something amazing:

TWINS!

my sister took picture of herself crying. -.- she everytime cries!

theres nothing you can do that cant be done.
nothing you can sing that cant be sung.
nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game.
its easy.

nothing you can make that cant be made.
no one you can save that cant be saved.
nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time.
its easy.

ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE, LOVE IS ALL YOU NEED.

aint no coming down from this high, my love dont go nowhere unless i say

2008-05-30T23:43:00.001+08:00

back from dinner and my favourite Kiddy Palace. so what if i love cute cutes? lol. tonight i have to sleep early, as tomorrow i need to wake up when the sun havent rise. because i am going to SENTOSA again!..for volunteer work.

other than asses, i love viewing clouds and trees. HAHAHA.

my sister said that doll's hair same as mine. and she was mine, not opened till now.

freaking cute cookie monster piano. i even recorded a video.

i love donald, tigger and eeyore.

that elephant has a ball for its tail.

children's wear are so lovely nowadays, that i tried them. :x

teacher jing jing and student bratz cloe.

switch places.

teacher bratz cloe and student jing jing.

HEHEHE.

cute heffalump and me, taken by my sister.

i rented a few VCDs, yeahness! finally got my hands on Body #19 and Across the Universe. get to watch horror movie alone, such a long time since.

its your chance to prove. theres nothing to lose, but me

2008-05-30T15:47:00.014+08:00

sad. its really too much..judging people with your emotions. :(

its very frustrating at home, especially when i hear my mama asks about if i have found a job. its not that easy. every resume i sent out, mostly all never reply me. now she wants me to join SAF office, and she everytime asks me about it. fed up!

currently pretty bored in the afternoon, maybe because my sister just woke up. we are having pizza and spicy drumlets today! sometimes i dont feel like going online (especially during this period of time), i have short attention span for "boring" chats as i wont know what to type to them. chatting in person is definitely the best.

when i am BORED..i think i can be very bo liao. x)

seems like the pigeon leader is having a shitting clan meeting.

that is a BIG dandelion. and i am not 12 years old.

my sister took photo of me being lazy.

she likes to copy me, but likes to pai zao even more.

AINT SHE CUTE!

she loves cats a lot. :/

i prefer puppies.

this ball ball is given by soonseng korkor, good right? cute wobbly monkey.

you sure your princess handphone can take photo of me?? hehehe.

we look alike??? :)

if i have 65 singapore dollars, maybe.

only KUROMI and blue angel puff.

ice creams, for blowing bubbles.

i bought disposable raincoats instead of umbrella for ferline. xD like not ugly what.

shes terrified of dinosaur with bird legs. (its not easy to ask her to pose..)

shes afraid being banged by batman's motorcycle. (..very shy and impatient)

i will never believe the pleasure of eating chocolate = having xxx.

i play with my hair, and i wear it out. :p my wife said look like aunty.

reminds me a little of RIKKU, im going to try style like hers someday!

i love candies and the rabbit in red (my earring).

it looks like "ell0x miie iish 9teen/f, euu? d0ncha wana webiiecamiie wiif m0ii?". :D

LOL bye.

you will always be a part of me, im part of you indefinitely

2008-05-26T01:30:00.012+08:00

work has finally ended, currently jobless once again. good, and bad. anyway for that full 23 days i had to tolerate many kind of customers and tenants. but the worst kinds came during my last 2 days. on the 1st day which was a saturday, one of the tenant uncle whom i always chat with, called upon me when i walked past his food stall after my break. he started to talk to me about how to make a man happy. he told me need to have experiments, need to have feel, making love doesnt equal to sex, and he could teach me if i want to learn. his way of teaching was that we would talk, then we would go into a dark room and he would teach. so he said will give me his number later on, but luckily that night my boyfriend came. and so i was late after break, i told my partner that the uncle talked to me. but when she asked what he talked about, i dare not freak her out because he always come to our booth to chat with us. i just said he craps as usual. and that situation made me wonder, who is dumb enough to actually accept that kind of offer? STUN. but harmless i could say.

on the next day, which was finally the very last day of work, my partner and i met a caucasian. he said he was from UAE, so his english was rather tia bo. the first time we saw him, we thought he wanted to shake our hands. but to our horror, he kissed our hands vigorously. he offered 10$ for a kiss, and he wished to friendship with us. we kept rejecting that sicko. and to my stupidity, when he said "nice to meet you" before bidding us, i thought he wanted to shake. but he kissed my hand instead, again. my partner of course hid her hands after seeing that, she tried to signal for help to a guy sitting nearby, but he just stoned. -.- his strength was too powerful, that we really cannot slip our hands out from his grip. sad! and again, to MY horror, that crazy guy came back to the booth during the time when my partner was away for break. he came again for friendship, he said 10 minutes will do, and then decreased to 5 minutes will do. he even claimed that he loves me, and im a nice girl. so he said that after i friendship with him, he will pray for me everyday for my happiness. and if our friendship is good, he will marry me. honestly i was very scared, and all i did was laugh, which was wrong..very very wrong. he sat beside me at the booth, and he held my hand repeating about the friendship. my partner came back, and she left for "toilet break". that sick guy told me no worries, even my partner approved of us. but of course, she went to ask for help, from the tenant uncle who talked to me that yesterday. he looked plump, so look like boss. anyway then i stupidly sat beside him (i always respect people when they need to be listened), and he actually kissed my hand. funnily, i was pushing his head away while he was kissing my hand vigorously, but my hand still cannot get free. he then placed my hand on his lap, and then he placed his hand on my thigh, so freaking near! i quickly stood up and that tenant uncle came asking if there was a mad man. i really dont know what to say, so he asked that caucasian if he was finding any trouble, and if he had any problem. the caucasian then said no problem no problem and walked off. the irony of the scenario was that a pervert scolding another pervert. but my partner didnt know, so after that i told her about that tenant uncle. the security guard came rather late, he adviced me to be more daring next time. dont care about the rest, whether he may rob the laptop or what, just go find help before its too late.

my partner said ive always been friendly towards people, so they may think i am really that easy going. and moreover, i laugh at everything. even when i said "enough". :/ which is terrible! friendly or not may not be the issue, but the laughing issue could be the problem. too bad im not that type who will easily angry (only fake angry), i couldnt feel anger but only fear. and thats how i loose my cool. but really, must learn to defend or someday i may be dead.

this skirt caught my eyes, and its 15$ only!

stupid soft shell crab snack, so expensive and just like that.

monday i went to SENTOSA with RN church! it was very fun and hot and sweaty and tiring and headaching and legaching. the event started off with a "treasure hunt". we had clues to find a certain place in sentosa, and we had to video some acts or take some photo shoot.

it was fun, but the running part really killed me. we then had games, watched an amazing animal show, had dinner on the sandy beach (which was terrible! imagine all the sand flying about), watched Songs of the Sea and had lots of photos to be kept. :)

my group SUNSHINE, we had our own cheer even. as the church had children, each group had to take care of 2 children. rachel here is very very cute! second time having her in my team.

thats the number of people, without some younger ones and children (i think they went home earlier). imagine going for outings with them, its really holy. anyway i love my tan now, luckily didnt sunburn. i had an interview the next day, and it was alright. only that i need to wait to be shortlisted. the job sounded really tough and the responsibility of that sales position was really big (each project is either earn or loss of millions). the boss didnt look at me throughout the interview though, he was always looking elsewhere and the papers. but at the end, he was good as he gave me some tips because i told him it was my first interview when he asked. if i really got into this job, it will surely be a very BIG challenge.

before graduation, i had some preparations.

first time i actually went for eyebrow trimming. :/ really not used to it. thought of growing my brows back, but heard wont be the same anymore. argh?

a lot of people kept asking about my graduation photos, lol but even i still need to wait for them. honestly the graduation was pretty boring. i rested my eyes while clapping, really tired as well.

after the graduation, my mama and i went to tiong bahru to meet my papa and sister. i never knew tiong bahru's More Than Words is damm big, and its like the best among the other outlets! their toys are OMG cute, that i took a lot of photos of them secretly. :x oh my sis now knows how to take photos, but will blur as she isnt steady with her hands. cute though.

my ladybug chocolate. x) yesterday i went to the 8IG iDEA event at orchard. i got to see and took photos of ELVIN ng, tay ping hui, julian hee, felicia chin, fiona xie and joanne peh. too bad never got to take photo with elvin, so sad my dream cannot come true. had an autography session with the 3 beautys and shook hands with each of them, it was really fun. weiling was damm happy as she finally got to meet her beloved felicia chin. i wasnt lucky enough to win a cruise or a resort stay, only got myself a notebook (a manual one), while weiling got a free haircut which definitely worth more than mine. shes luckier!

after that, we went to have botak jones. had a few wrong informations which led us to some deserted place of ang mo kio where we got stucked and lost. in the end we had to take cab down to the right place. was pretty sorry, all i thought was to eat botak jones fries once again, and we had so much trouble. :( maybe next time i got to find where is botak jones at toa payoh north which i have no idea of, maybe that place is more convenient than ang mo kio's.

can boyfriends really affect your health? my parents said i am better now than before. and i do am surprise i dont fall sick that easily anymore, even after feasting. yeahness.

dont turn around, you have got no choice

2008-05-16T00:54:00.001+08:00

as i look into your eyes i see the sunrise
the light behind your face helps me realise

will we sleep and sometimes love until the moon shines
maybe the next time i'll be yours and maybe you'll be mine

i dont know if its even in your mind at all
it could be me
at this moment in time
is it in your mind at all
it should be me, it could be me
forever

wandering through life will love come home to you
and the love you want forever, will they be true to you

will we sleep and sometimes love until the moon shines
maybe the next time i'll be yours and maybe you'll be mine

i dont know if it's even in your mind at all
it could be me
at this moment in time
love's indescribable
it should be me, it could be me
forever

easy, ready, willing, over time
where does it stop, where do you dare me to draw the line
you've got the body now you want my soul
dont even think about it say no go

sunrise

i dont know if it's even in your mind at all
it could be me
at this moment in time
love's indescribable
it should be me, it could be me
forever

sunrise

at this moment in time
is it in your mind at all
it should be me, it could be me
forever

saturday 11/5
i went to work as usual in the morning, but at night i had to attend my cousin's wedding. so i wore pretty formal to work, hiak. but the watch was then replaced by a gold bangle that night. no choice, chinese believes in a lot of nonsense. x)

my breakfast was mee siam and hot barley from COOKING PAPA. the mee siam is damm nice, the packaging also damm cute. :D it was a very good aim, because only saturdays then got mee siam ok!

i know i am very mountain tortoise, but the first time i saw this cup with a "SIP THRU". i was very surprised, and find it very cute.

at night went to swissotel for the cocktail session. i was on the 69th floor of swissotel for the first time! the pressure quite power when in the lift, but acceptable. the view up there was really amazing.

my cousin was very cute, he tried taking picture of me using his handphone. but i was very shy, so i only agreed when he took a picture of us instead. then he said "can see you whenever i want to" DOTS. his girlfriend like didnt hear though.

ive finally gotten my sister the aurora balloon, she was very happy with it. its so matching and since she loves pink so much!

my wife surprised me with donuts at work, and just in time when i had no money to even eat. didnt really bear to eat, so kept until night and shared with my brother. the pink one is really nice!

the dinner started at about 8.30pm even though the invitation card wrote 7.30pm sharp. my cousin's wife look prettier in real person (she look fat in photos). really admire this dress of hers, reminds me of belle. or maybe it is, as their favourite song was Beauty And The Beast; even their slideshow has that song. dots, my cousin is the beast?

honestly im quite disappointed with the dinner. i thought high class place will have good experience. instead, dont think anybody will eat full, rather to drink full only. there were 8 courses, but each course, we were served with only 1 pathetic portion on a small plate. :/ really not what i expected, lol but maybe its meant to be like that. but i do love their washroom, it started with a makeup room, then the wash up place, then the toilets. really beautiful.

the big wine bottles are very cute. if i have money, i will buy one give my papa since he collects so many already.

more and more wines and liqours.

oops, i had quite a number of glasses of red wine that night. kind of cui-ed, but not very tired. the effect only came when i want to wake up..almost cannot wake up to work. and so the dinner ended at about 11pm, didnt manage to meet my wife. :(

the gifts on the table are so cute, the couple bear bears! i have 5 of them. :D

I HAVE FINALLY RECEIVED MY VERY FIRST CHEQUE.

BORED AT WORK, FINALLY LEFT WITH 3 MORE DAYS. this promotion is damm lousy, and always bluffing people. why must make until tenants and us temp part timers always being scolded? -.- its not even us who organise this promotion, not our problem to complain about what, as if we can do anything. its not like the management didnt know about the complains, they just never take actions on taking off the advertisements or to restock the freebies (one funniest moment was when two men took off a big advertisement on the wall..then to our horror, they pasted it back because previously it was quite crumpled). so everyday freeze and bore to death..watch dvds, vcds, crunchyroll, play psp, ds lite, eat eat, chat msn, surf internet, chat with shoppers and tenants, doing all those while earning. DOTS. i rather stay at home sleep or go out play. NO MORE "TEMP ADMIN" JOBS FOR ME, WHERE ITS NOT EVEN ADMIN! i am so bored that i..

RAAHHH!

fold halls "roses".

uncle:"you know what is REDEEMED? it means i take something from you"
reply:"you take our lucky draw what. we have no more free drinks and chocolate, they are out of stock"
uncle:"then you take a pen and cancel for me, i am going to complain"
reply:"ok you go upstairs and complain. you want cancel, ownself take pen cancel"

got sweets from uncle ben. he said they are from italy, very small and cute.

took photo of my partner's handphone keychain. very big. the monkey has one hand attached to its head, but the other..?

took photo of my partner's nintendo ds lite which everyday tempts me.

had free supper from the happy nasi lemak uncle. everytime crap with him. :D i ran away, he still came to give me.

bought the 2.50$ stickers which my partner gave me that "why you buy that" stunned face when i showed her..actually it was more of a disgusted face.

took photo of my partner so-called butterfly.

took photo of flyfly when he/she has found his/her mate. hope he/she be happy and dont bother us again. flyfly is almost like our 3rd partner, always at the booth by our sides. xD very romantic. they two fly also fly together, really stick together already.

think about graduation already.

made a nice chain for decoration.

find these very cute. :D when buta meets robot.

dont go breaking my heart (i couldnt if i tried)

2008-05-08T23:59:00.003+08:00

i ordered an aurora balloon (for my sister). :D they are so cute! too bad no little mermaid or even jasmine. i quite like the balloon pets (dogs) and the hello kitty one, but a bit funny to have such a pet also. xD

I AM IN LOVE WITH OLDIES!

its late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear
she puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair
and then she asks me, "do i look all right?"
and i say, "yes, you look wonderful tonight"

we go to a party and everyone turns to see
this beautiful lady thats walking around with me
and then she asks me, "do you feel all right?"
and i say, "yes, i feel wonderful tonight"

i feel wonderful because i see
the love light in your eyes
and the wonder of it all
is that you just dont realize how much i love you

its time to go home now and ive got an aching head,
so i give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
and then i tell her, as i turn out the light,
i say, "my darling, you were wonderful tonight
oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight"

I WANT TO BUY MOULIN ROUGE DVD! FROM LONG AGO UNTIL NOW STILL HAVENT BUY ARGH.

its a little bit funny this feeling inside
im not one of those who can easily hide
i dont have much money but boy if i did
id buy a big house where we both could live

if i was a sculptor, but then again, no
or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
i know its not much but its the best i can do
my gift is my song and this one's for you

and you can tell everybody this is your song
it may be quite simple but now that its done
i hope you dont mind
i hope you dont mind that i put down in words
how wonderful life is while you're in the world

i sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
but the sun's been quite kind while i wrote this song
its for people like you that keep it turned on

so excuse me forgetting but these things i do
you see ive forgotten if they're green or they're blue
anyway the thing is what i really mean
yours are the sweetest eyes ive ever seen

I AM SO SLEEPY. AND CRAVING FOR FOOD. AND BORED..UNTIL WATCH DVDS WHILE FREEZING AT WORK.
but everybody ive met said my job very good and relax or that i should go into engineering industry because got good pay. well ive made friends with quite a lot of customers and shopkeepers. and i kept forgetting to collect my pass for work, today 11am+ reach work but until 7pm+ then realise i didnt collect pass. :/ i thought i lost my spectacles and key during work, but luckily found them already.
GETTING BLUR LIKE MY COLLEAGUE.

tell me its real
the feeling that we feel
tell me that its real
dont let love come
just to pass us by
try, is all we have to do
its up to me and you
to make this special love
last forever more

baby you told me that you love me
and you'd never leave my side
through the bitter end
through the thick and thin
you promised me baby that you wasnt going anywhere
yes you did
baby keep it real
let me know just how you feel

tell me its real
the feeling that we feel
tell me that its real
dont let love come
just to pass us by
try, is all we have to do
its up to me and you
to make this special love
last forever more

i cant explain the way you make me feel
everytime you tell me that you love me
and you know you did so many times
just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
thats when you came along
and showed me happiness
baby you are the best
i think you're different from the rest
i really love you

tell me its real
this feeling that I feel
tell me its real
for your love
i will do anything

the 6 mini muffins from BUTTERCUP which i gobbled up at one go. quite addictive. in love with banana, pumpkin seed cheese, almond cheese .. addicted to the barley from COOKING PAPA also. becoming fatter already, and for real!