a few days back there was this man who added me in Hi5. well its really been some long time since i logged in to Hi5, and he told me ive left my email address. so he added me in msn, and he is 32 years old shown in his profile. because my msn is setted to Appear Offline, so i signed in and i took a look at his MySpace first since he has one. i was kind of surprised, he has two daughters! and he is seperated! and he added me in msn! it is kind of weird, and he is from Canada. well his blog entries are really sad, like how he missed his daughters when they had to go to their mother's for the weekends, with another guy. like how he mentioned he couldnt really take the loneliness as they had been together for NINETEEN years, and still loves her. what the hell happened, and what was the woman thinking? like how someone got interested in him, but all he did was drinking which then caused the girl to run away, missing his chance. i was afraid to ask more, what if i said the wrong things and caused him to recall some bad stuffs and made him sad. i will be guilty, so i decided not to ask anything about his past relationship. so this man has to take care of his two daughters (4 and 6 years old) by himself, fancy that. he works as a painter for houses, but shifting for an office job as his friend recommended due to his hurt of the back a few years back. actually there is nothing much to talk to this man, i dont really know what to say except between countries and his living. well there have been a lot of unknown foreign men who added me in msn, i usually view their profile, asked them how they got my email, then block and delete bye. sometimes they really frighten me, they like to ask about personal stuffs. anyway i kind of feel for this man, he is so poor thing lah. cant really do much though, he is too far and i am too young. if i could, i will bring his daughters out and play with them and take care of them. my sis and i quite click already, i say "kiss me" she will MUACK my cheek or lips loudly, so cute. then sometimes she talks to me (in indian or korean or just baby talk) which i dont understand, but she really can talk a lot. sometimes i just want to do my stuffs, she could not stop bothering me, i had no choice i have to stop and put aside everything and take care of her. he said his daughters are she-devils but still angels to him, i could also tell he couldnt live without them. and he also takes care of them well. like he said, family.. whatever they do or behave, you will always love them as they are.
so yesterday went to watch Big Momma's House 2 with darling, wx, ty, bl which wasnt bad, a hilarious show. also talks about family, mainly the parents werent around to take care of their children. then the children start to learn funny stuffs, and the parents dont really know much about their children, which is a pity. the closest yet so clueless. then after movies went to play arcade, my Rock Fever 3 woohoo. miss those times always go arcade with my bros, then challenge each other arcade games and always practicing, so fun. now get to see them also seldom, sigh. hope to have a gathering or something soon. miss you.