Sunday, June 11, 2006

i want to know what its like on the inside of love

its the holidays already. means can sleep more, which i like to do very much. first day of holiday, did nothing! apparently slacking all the way. at home played dota 6.33b with my fellow battle.net friends, chiong arr. play until kind of headache now. :s

actually i was supposed to go sentosa for some outing with my brothers and the church peeps. but i didnt go at the end, so sorry. anyway i will still be very free, you know you know.

hmm on friday, had my programmable automation test. this subject, mainly do practicals, but the paper is sort of theory based. damm hard can, theory means have to memorise. so many damm bloody words, how to memorise! so a bit scared may fail this 25% weightage paper, argh. after my one hour paper, went home around 11+am. then met darling at toa payoh interchange to go buy my new swim suit at city hall. found quite a while then bought a suitable one. oh at some shop i found a piece i like, its white and black. but no padding, what the hell how to wear. then i asked if got provide padding or something, but no have to ownself buy and sew up or something. -.- then found something decent and bought the top, and off to jurong swimming complex. it was raining, but darling said just go, probably will stop. took taxi from the hotel, damm i like ushers, or are they called bell boys. went there, 12$+ i think (expensive!). then off to swim, first time swam with darling only. darling protected me, then i sticked to darling, huggies muackkies (LOL :x). the water was damm cold, VERY the freezing cold. so kept clinging onto darling, was longing for some warmth. quite fun, played the dumb slide which will shoot down so fast. and i was quite scared, in the end i landed upside down on the water. came up darling said my face was red, damm the water all went up my nose. never got anything good from playing that slide, thats what made me afraid. anyway then kept swimming around, slacking around. spotted one big breasted girl, she herself is quite big sized too, sorry just amazed. around 7+ then went wash up (forgotten to bring my comb) and ate my first meal of the day : dinner! had ONE BUDDY MEAL with darling, drumsticks and thighs woohoo. after dinner, took bus and went home. tired tired. oh 9th was also thomas' son, baby aloysious' one monthsary. was invited but so sorry didnt go celebrate, but probably tomorrow will visit thomas and pass him the gift.

hmm often my chest may pain when i breath hard. but recently kept having that problem more frequently, quite scary but still waiting. maybe its nothing, or else have to see doctor. but when think about it, what if i have some sickness..later i become a burden or what. sigh :) hope not.