whats said 2much2soon, is better than 2little2late

*CLICKABLES'pieces.of.us: 20classicscans
scanned by camera, blur old days photos.

i caught that vanrogh doll at japan.

oh no, today i pangseh-ed my friends for revision. do have my own reasons, i didnt sleep much and i woke up with minor cold. now better already, maybe it was because of the rain and chill. tomorrow will be having my last paper, and hopefully i could pass all. emaths3 i think cannot get A or Z anymore, and the rest not much confident actually. especially microcontroller technology, but i do know something..

#include ＜p411c14.h＞
void main( )
{
float sup, holiday, rest, play;
char stress;

if (sup++)
stress='worries';

else
(!sup && >holiday)==relax*play;
}

thats nonsensically just for fun.
anyway on last friday, it was quite a happening day. morning i went to school, met up with shawn, kaisheng and winston for some self study. i went late, because their usual meeting time is 11am and i think its early. xD reached about 1pm and they started doing funny stuff, like falling backwards on their chairs, in the library. it was hilarious actually, and kaisheng even broke his chair. after that we went for lunch, at bugis, winston didnt join us though. we ate at the food court and i ordered sweet&sour fish rice, with egg set. hey i think their meal are quite value for money, there was egg and seaweed soup also. so there were a lot of egg, real yummy. saw that the next table had their yam wall dish, damm i miss that food a lot! i kept looking at the next table eating the yam wall. :x next time i have to own that, wherever it is (and not too expensive).
after lunch we then went to the arcade, thats the boys' destination (kaisheng's video game and shawn's driving game) and for me to have a fresh look at it. it really changed a lot, and soon bugis arcade will be the biggest, up to date arcade i guess. i went to see sweetLand, its really an awesome machine. there have to be loads of patience and money to get the jackpot, and its not impossible to get, thats why its fun. best part of the day, i finally get to meet HoonKokMeng, my long lost brother. xD nahs its just that since graduation from secondary school, i havent really meet him or have a talk. such coincidence that he worked at the arcade as part time, and he was really nice to grab some sweets from the machine for me though i requested for ONE mentos mint, thanks bro. it was funny when he said i havent change (my teeth) and even asked me whats his name (duh!). so anyway at the arcade i just look at people play the sweetLand machine to get their jackpots (father with daughter, rich guy who wanted to get second jackpot prize, girl friends), and also walked around to see kaisheng and shawn play their games. i also finally get to see the whole procedure of how the sweetLand machine works, its amazing. moreover can get a bigger prize for the second jackpot and above. so then there was this guy who kept looking at me, he also talked to kokmeng (actually he was being friendly). awhile later he approached me and asked if kaisheng was my boyfriend, i said no, he then said he can ask to know me already. i think i was being real friendly and we chatted, then i asked him why he will ask other girls for their number. he said i gave him a pleasant feeling and i was pretty. he also added that i dont look like the sort nobody will woo, when i told him nobody is wooing me. damm i actually felt happy to his sweet talks, boo GUYS! but come to think of it, hes mindless. ive got boyfriend already still want get wooed for what, later disasters. after that his friend got his second jackpot prize, a big patrick starfish soft toy (cuteness!), they tried to give away their sweets and left. oh we saw the HouseOfTheDead4 had 1/2 credit in it, so i tried to play the 50% discounted game. it was hilarious, to rearm it was actually to shake the gun and i didnt know can just hold onto the trigger to shoot continuously. so i was shaking and pressing the trigger all the way, it was super tiring and i felt stupid, even kaisheng laughed at me. dumb game, really dont know how to play. x) awhile later shawn left, kaisheng and i stayed for dinner. we walked around and talked then walked to suntec for dinner, i had macdonald's happyMeal. :D but the toy series at this period wasnt good, figures are still better. after that we took bus to toapayoh interchange and took bus home.

that night leslie called me, talked about the usual unhappiness. so he dont understands me, and since rather long ago i couldnt speak up to him about my inner thoughts. he then said is it because i dont trust him, that really hitted me and i think thats the truth then. oh i also told him about the new guy, because i was really guilty though kaisheng said better not to tell. that was my bad. back to the problem, the next night i then thought for quite some time. we are like hurting each other. if everyday he talks about his unhappiness, but i couldnt say anything, and we start to be upset, but i still couldnt say anything, it will go on and on. right? so im very confused currently, i dont know what to do about this relationship. im sorry that im the sort whose wound heal slowly, or almost never (can forgive cannot forget?). so i need time, to get my thoughts right (and not to be more stress) and solve it together at then?


my newly made hp-chain, hei bai pei piggies.

will you still remember me in the morning?

to show XHR my support.
because i like his newest song. xD

here are two videos, the first and the latest song.
songs composed by my brother, hanrong.
video made by my friend, longhui.

guai shou


ying wei ni


cute!
*when quadruplet babies laugh.


:)

there's a little bit of something me in everything in you

me: i like punk.
"punk sai" -by wicked friend.

tuesday
met up with weixiong, tuckyong and leslie to study at angmokio library. taught them a little then i started sketching, and shading!

my favourite cups.

tried to draw leslie.
after that weixiong and tuckyong went safra, while leslie and me went interchange. so we had nothing to do, we went swensens to eat the nutty ice cream. (yeah!) i ordered Mad Mac and he ordered Mostachio. both also nice, i still want to try the peanut and the hazelnut one. :)

wednesday
went to school for a meeting with shawn and chinaik about the course. it was nothing much, just that found out quite a few things about the course and the course manager. after that went library to find the rest while waiting to go for my cds. then the time came already, i didnt feel like going for my last lesson anymore. anyway ive never skipped that subject before, so i went bugis with kaisheng, jasper and nigel. we went plaza singapura to eat our lunch at KFC and then walked around. after that we walked all the way to far east plaza to find a beauty shop. kaisheng then went to pluck his eyebrow, it was rather interesting though i dont think i will do it. it just will look different even though the beautician said will give you a natural look. he was quite excited about his brows then, it was a fun experience i think. and then we walked around and around far east, they were then saying to have dinner together later. after that i wanted to drink bubble tea at sweettalk, so i queued and they waited for me. jasper then saw his friend who was with a girl queuing in front of me. his friend then walked over to jasper and they talked. awhile later the guy walked back and told his girl friend that jasper was a "niao ren in secondary school". after i bought my bubble tea i went to tell jasper. xD then nigel left, i was actually clueless that the dinner thingy was to fake nigel to stay. i could have took bus with nigel, so i got tricked. but they were nice to bring me to takashimaya to take bus, and all went home.

thursday
in the morning 9am went for emaths3 tutorial as usual, i reached and saw nigel with kaisheng so i joined them talking. after around 9.08 hardly anybody came even the lecturer didnt turn up. it was then that nigel said she cancelled the class which was announced last tutorial, he said we didnt pay attention. he came because he didnt have anything better to do, luckily kaisheng and me didnt know there wasnt class. we were talking quite loudly i think, and the lecturer from another class came out and helped us unlock the classroom door. we said "the lesson was cancelled" she said "whatever lah, its better for you to stay inside rather than nothing to do" we said "thanks" she said "no worries". after we went in with two other "nerds", kaisheng decided that we should save ourselves from peer embarrassment and leave the classroom. so we walked to business school's cheers, and i saw a pretty dress (white with brown details) which kaisheng also said it was nice. then we headed back class, after class went to have KFC. after break was our lab test, which was an hour only, moreover most of us were in the first batch out of three groups. was rather happy that i managed to demostrate my circuit, just that didnt have time to modify (left 2mins). i think i could pass, and that was the last day of school! ended at 2pm somemore. dinner i had sakae sushi with my family, then i went back home to help my brother wash his clothes. after that went out to meet leslie to teach him some emaths3 at entertainment macdonalds.

reflection of us.

friday
on this day i kept thinking was saturday, because i went out for the whole day. at 2pm i went to meet my friends at plaza singapura. before that had lunch with my mama at KFC, she gave me 50$ and letted me keep the change. was rather glad, as yesterday my papa also gave me 100$ for sakae sushi and gave me the change. so my wallet was quite full for the outing. reached there few minutes late and kaisheng was already there. i waited quite awhile and even went toilet. but funnily, we actually didnt see each other because we were on different sides outside carl's jr. :D after that we went to action city to wait for the rest and see some toys. damm i like them all. and i like that cube collection, but i only wanted one type from each series. they were packed in boxes randomly, possibility quite high so i didnt dare to risk. soon later darren reached, and we walked around later shawn reached. so we went up to arcade and see some games, those catchers games had really cute toys. but i didnt dare to risk either, i believe once i started i will continue until i catch that toy. after awhile, we went to the cathay to buy our movie tickets, on theBreakUp. we had two 5$ coupons for ben&jerry's ice cream, so we went to have some ben&jerry's ice cream. darren bought his mix&match while kaisheng and i shared one mix&match. in the end the cashier said the coupons had to be redeemed before use, so we just bought without choice. their ice cream is superb, there were sweets inside them like chocolate chunks and NUTS.

yum. next time will have another round, after redeeming those vouchers. then i asked the girl at the counter if i could have more serviettes, she was really very friendly and said "how many do you want?" then i asked if i could help myself with the water and cups on the table, she said very friendly again "yes of course, its free". :) cute girl. after that we went to watch our movie, at the grand cathay again. i think it was a nice movie, but i dont think the guys enjoyed it. too many dialogues especially about the break up, and the movie really was about the break up, unexpectedly didnt patch up at all. though at the end the guy regretted and apologised, she said "im sorry, i dont have anymore to give". oww, so sad! after the movie, we went to heeren for dinner, at billyBombers. first time eating there, it was really american style and the set meal was okay. i ordered sesame fish and fries with a upgraded drink to cookies and cream milkshake (kind of regretted though). the sesame fish tasted weird, but with the cranberry sauce it was then better. darren and kaisheng ordered seafood combo, while shawn ordered jumbo sausage with a chicken thigh meal. soup was chicken cream and it was delicious, then ice cream was again ben&jerry's, some cherry flavour. so i ate quite alot of ice cream eh? they were then playing with the ice cream as they couldnt take it anymore and mixed them up with salt and pepper. ive tried the taste of salt plus pepper before, its really awkward. so they dared to finish everything for 10$ and above, that mixture was really weird and fattening. after all that crazy laughter, we left and walked around. then went cineleisure de e2max and booked a 4 computers room for an hour. it was fun, as we could shout and all. but sadly, their computers wasnt very good as they lag and hang. we played DOD source and it was rather fun, getting all the flags and killing each other. after that they brought me to takashimaya bus stop and waited with me. thanks, and all went home.

my heart could only seal one person

yesterday was a long day, but still enjoyable. woke up 6.15am to go school, for 8am machining technology. there was a quiz, consist of 10% and all theory questions. actually that quiz quite easy, it was open book. but i didnt know how to do three questions, so rubbishly done. well, best part would be next friday no more lesson. wee! then ive confirmed passing that subject. kan secretly told my group only about our lab test mark. i got 87% and didnt tell anybody that i knew my lab test mark. but taufiq became arrogant, because he knew he had passed. he kept saying the quiz can just slack his marks away and he even said it out loud. -.= anyway we confirmed to pass also because our model was selected to be manufactured out which included bonus marks. it was supposed to be a bomberman, but some parts were too complicated to be milled out so had to change the design simplier.

done using Pro Engineering Wildfire 2.0, dumb program.
after the quiz, we were dismissed early. it rained heavily then we walked around school, trying to find a girl. because kaisheng, winston and nigel grouped with the girl, and they wanted to meet her for project meeting. but her timing was a bit later, so they decided to take the project stuff from her. we went to check her time table and find her in her class, she wasnt there although she claimed to have lesson. she was also mysterious enough to not say where she exactly was. in the end, they gave up and went to have lunch at TM. we had planned to play lan gaming, but i had presentation first. so i went for my presentation at 2pm, was rather nervous. my group was the first to present, and i was the fourth person to present. at the q&a session, i was shot by two questions. actually i wasnt sure of explainations, because i just copy the theories from the text book! was glad that julian helped me to answer some of the questions. :) i am just glad it was finally over, and hopefully just let me pass the subject. after that was another group, then the group after was super long, they had 30 over slides and were filled with wwoorrddss. lucky it was already 4pm and ms deb said had to continue their presentation next week. after that i went to find the rest at kembangan, the bus was super long and they thought i went shopping at TM when i said i was still at tampines. reached kembangan i went to the toilet, and i saw the toilet roll dispenser.

it was like as if someone pulled it all out, and the cleaner rolled the toilet paper back. OR it was reused. ("O.o)!!
so went to find them at the lanshop, left with darren, shawn, kaisheng and winston. nigel was going clubbing while jasper had his date. couldnt play battle.net together because cannot create game and nobody would accept to kick for 4 more people in their room eh? so we played LAN by ourselves, we played 2v2 shawn+me vs kai+wins. starting we winning, after that kai bought those gay items for his spectre and we lost. :( then shawn played other games so kai, wins and me played against three malay guys who asked to play at the lanshop. we played two rounds, they always chose agi, int and str while we randomed. first round we won, and the next round they had to leave. "oww.." for the second round most funny was when i kept chiong and killed sniper using my lycanthrope, the guy private message me "got pwned by a gal". i :) back to him. then he said "an adult, not a gal" which made me clueless. after that we stopped at 8pm+, they played quite long already. mine was 4.50$ while theirs was 10$, scary. so we went to the traffic light and was rather amused that the green light shone on darren's face made him look like ghost. so winston tried to be the "ghost" and kaisheng stood infront. but my camera couldnt really take the whole effect, only a little after i tuned the lighting of the picture.

still got a bit of green light on winston's face.
after that we went city hall to see fireworks! actually only kai and me again, but he persuaded winston and he agreed. then it was shawn and darren wanted to have dinner, and we persuaded them. so in the end everybody went. :) this time we were at the ground level near the esplanade to see the fireworks, as we didnt want to climb up and find a good spot. though there were less people, the smoke was thick at that area. still, it was pretty to see. damm i love meteorite and falling stars and gold dust and BOOM BOOM BOOM. \(>o<\)
after the fireworks, we went suntec to have our dinner. went into swensens and there were two groups celebrating their birthday. love their new nutty ice creams, I WANT TRY ALL! oh and their service was rather bad, winston's pepsi didnt come even after he had finished his mega burger (looks damm nice and filling but fattening). and worst of all, after we sent our bill, they didnt return our 30$ change. kaisheng also thought of working at swensens, maybe during holiday go find a good swensens to work at. after that we walked through millenium walk and i wanted to take bus home. but there was a big traffic jam, so i went to take mrt with them. the first mrt was packed so kaisheng and i waited for the next train, he took one stop only and alighted. while i had to face a couple right in front of me, the lady was almost crying and complaining her depressed thoughts while the guy hugged, rubbed her cheeks, kissed her to comfort her. its kind of embarrassing because i didnt know where to place my eyes, and they were just right in front of me. teehee* i almost wanted to look at the couple all the time, because the lady looked cute and pretty and her boyfriend looked charming. anyway then i went home before 12mn, yet my papa nagged at me. because why i had to go home so late, especially when i had to bath and my hair is wet. oh well..

friends help friends to make their dreams come true

time flies, its august already. left with two more weeks of school, then the long term holiday. :) initially, didnt want that holiday at all. i was rushed with 3-4 projects to be done, and none was easy to complete. still, my team and i finally done with most of our projects. really happy, though i can say i didnt really do my part, we just look out for each other and make sure we pass even by observing. big thanks to nathaniel and manhin especially, the smarties. now i most worry about my sociology presentation, which is held next friday (my leader drew lots and got us first to present). my group kind of pathetic, we were sort of "strangers" still, so they dont seem to be keen on staying back or meeting up. i asked the leader if we should meet to practice and make presentation slides, she told me maybe. and when teacher said our leader never send our project softcopy to her email, my leader told me she no internet at home. sigh?

so yesterday i didnt sleep for 20hours. on friday i had class at 8am, evening went for npidol until 12+am then reach home, and then i had a test at 9am next morning, after that went out for the whole day. i was really tired, but yesterday was quite fun. went out with kaisheng and jasper, initially only kaisheng could make it, then he said he pulled jasper along. so we went city hall to accompany kaisheng buy his pants, and also to tikkum (random capsules machines). the whole day we walked around suntec and marina square, and we talked a lot and walked a lot a lot. we went arcade, changed a lot already and the machines looked really fun. got a lot of people even won the jackpot prizes. after that saw a gloomy bear tikkum machine, but 4$ kind of expensive. but i saw something i want, went to change for coins then saw shiyuan with aiklian outside. i purposely bumped onto shiyuan and they said they were talking about me liking the gloomy bear, such coincidence. then they told me about 9pm got fireworks. ^^ after that went toys'r'us play with the toys, and lame around. the happiest part would be when kaisheng wanted to tikkum for the panda toy in a machine, and he got the full set of the machine except the panda. he didnt have enough cash anymore so gave up, we walked out then i felt a pity so i supported him and bought two capsules from him. after he tikkumed, he didnt want to see, want to try turn again and see luck. but the colour was familiar so i said no, and he took out. we saw panda, immediately yelled YEAH! it was because he want to woo back his ex girlfriend, and the panda held meaning. whats best was the panda is the special edition one. :D then i had indigestion, want to find one toilet in a crowded place damm difficult, had to keep swallow air and saliva until we could find a toilet for me to vomit. and they thought i have what sickness, but its nothing. after that we went to see fireworks! very very pretty, made by italy, a lot of falling stars and all. as there were a lot of people, they became my bodyguards, jasper in front and kaisheng behind me, but kaisheng everytime got seperated behind. after the fireworks, there were many people so we didnt want to go home yet, sure got a lot of people taking bus and mrt. so we went to find water but everywhere had their queues very long, until citylink's 7eleven then we decided just buy. after that, they took bus56 with me until the bus stop near my house. on the bus, we suggested to kaisheng what he could sms to console his ex girlfriend as lucify was out. quite funny, jasper and i were full of <(-(oO)-)> ("v") @>--;--;-- _|_ ()-(oO)-(). and then i accompanied them to wait for their bus. then played battle.net with kaisheng, winston, darren and nigel until going 3am, every game also got leaver. after that had a good long sleep.