Friday, May 30, 2008

aint no coming down from this high, my love dont go nowhere unless i say

back from dinner and my favourite Kiddy Palace. so what if i love cute cutes? lol. tonight i have to sleep early, as tomorrow i need to wake up when the sun havent rise. because i am going to SENTOSA again!..for volunteer work.


other than asses, i love viewing clouds and trees. HAHAHA.

my sister said that doll's hair same as mine. and she was mine, not opened till now.

freaking cute cookie monster piano. i even recorded a video.

i love donald, tigger and eeyore.

that elephant has a ball for its tail.

children's wear are so lovely nowadays, that i tried them. :x

teacher jing jing and student bratz cloe.

switch places.

teacher bratz cloe and student jing jing.

HEHEHE.

cute heffalump and me, taken by my sister.

i rented a few VCDs, yeahness! finally got my hands on Body #19 and Across the Universe. get to watch horror movie alone, such a long time since.

its your chance to prove. theres nothing to lose, but me

sad. its really too much..judging people with your emotions. :(

its very frustrating at home, especially when i hear my mama asks about if i have found a job. its not that easy. every resume i sent out, mostly all never reply me. now she wants me to join SAF office, and she everytime asks me about it. fed up!

currently pretty bored in the afternoon, maybe because my sister just woke up. we are having pizza and spicy drumlets today! sometimes i dont feel like going online (especially during this period of time), i have short attention span for "boring" chats as i wont know what to type to them. chatting in person is definitely the best.


when i am BORED..i think i can be very bo liao. x)


seems like the pigeon leader is having a shitting clan meeting.

that is a BIG dandelion. and i am not 12 years old.

my sister took photo of me being lazy.

she likes to copy me, but likes to pai zao even more.

AINT SHE CUTE!

she loves cats a lot. :/

i prefer puppies.

this ball ball is given by soonseng korkor, good right? cute wobbly monkey.

you sure your princess handphone can take photo of me?? hehehe.

we look alike??? :)

if i have 65 singapore dollars, maybe.

only KUROMI and blue angel puff.

ice creams, for blowing bubbles.

i bought disposable raincoats instead of umbrella for ferline. xD like not ugly what.

shes terrified of dinosaur with bird legs. (its not easy to ask her to pose..)

shes afraid being banged by batman's motorcycle. (..very shy and impatient)

i will never believe the pleasure of eating chocolate = having xxx.

i play with my hair, and i wear it out. :p my wife said look like aunty.

reminds me a little of RIKKU, im going to try style like hers someday!

i love candies and the rabbit in red (my earring).

it looks like "ell0x miie iish 9teen/f, euu? d0ncha wana webiiecamiie wiif m0ii?". :D

LOL bye.

Monday, May 26, 2008

you will always be a part of me, im part of you indefinitely

work has finally ended, currently jobless once again. good, and bad. anyway for that full 23 days i had to tolerate many kind of customers and tenants. but the worst kinds came during my last 2 days. on the 1st day which was a saturday, one of the tenant uncle whom i always chat with, called upon me when i walked past his food stall after my break. he started to talk to me about how to make a man happy. he told me need to have experiments, need to have feel, making love doesnt equal to sex, and he could teach me if i want to learn. his way of teaching was that we would talk, then we would go into a dark room and he would teach. so he said will give me his number later on, but luckily that night my boyfriend came. and so i was late after break, i told my partner that the uncle talked to me. but when she asked what he talked about, i dare not freak her out because he always come to our booth to chat with us. i just said he craps as usual. and that situation made me wonder, who is dumb enough to actually accept that kind of offer? STUN. but harmless i could say.

on the next day, which was finally the very last day of work, my partner and i met a caucasian. he said he was from UAE, so his english was rather tia bo. the first time we saw him, we thought he wanted to shake our hands. but to our horror, he kissed our hands vigorously. he offered 10$ for a kiss, and he wished to friendship with us. we kept rejecting that sicko. and to my stupidity, when he said "nice to meet you" before bidding us, i thought he wanted to shake. but he kissed my hand instead, again. my partner of course hid her hands after seeing that, she tried to signal for help to a guy sitting nearby, but he just stoned. -.- his strength was too powerful, that we really cannot slip our hands out from his grip. sad! and again, to MY horror, that crazy guy came back to the booth during the time when my partner was away for break. he came again for friendship, he said 10 minutes will do, and then decreased to 5 minutes will do. he even claimed that he loves me, and im a nice girl. so he said that after i friendship with him, he will pray for me everyday for my happiness. and if our friendship is good, he will marry me. honestly i was very scared, and all i did was laugh, which was wrong..very very wrong. he sat beside me at the booth, and he held my hand repeating about the friendship. my partner came back, and she left for "toilet break". that sick guy told me no worries, even my partner approved of us. but of course, she went to ask for help, from the tenant uncle who talked to me that yesterday. he looked plump, so look like boss. anyway then i stupidly sat beside him (i always respect people when they need to be listened), and he actually kissed my hand. funnily, i was pushing his head away while he was kissing my hand vigorously, but my hand still cannot get free. he then placed my hand on his lap, and then he placed his hand on my thigh, so freaking near! i quickly stood up and that tenant uncle came asking if there was a mad man. i really dont know what to say, so he asked that caucasian if he was finding any trouble, and if he had any problem. the caucasian then said no problem no problem and walked off. the irony of the scenario was that a pervert scolding another pervert. but my partner didnt know, so after that i told her about that tenant uncle. the security guard came rather late, he adviced me to be more daring next time. dont care about the rest, whether he may rob the laptop or what, just go find help before its too late.

my partner said ive always been friendly towards people, so they may think i am really that easy going. and moreover, i laugh at everything. even when i said "enough". :/ which is terrible! friendly or not may not be the issue, but the laughing issue could be the problem. too bad im not that type who will easily angry (only fake angry), i couldnt feel anger but only fear. and thats how i loose my cool. but really, must learn to defend or someday i may be dead.


this skirt caught my eyes, and its 15$ only!

stupid soft shell crab snack, so expensive and just like that.


monday i went to SENTOSA with RN church! it was very fun and hot and sweaty and tiring and headaching and legaching. the event started off with a "treasure hunt". we had clues to find a certain place in sentosa, and we had to video some acts or take some photo shoot.

it was fun, but the running part really killed me. we then had games, watched an amazing animal show, had dinner on the sandy beach (which was terrible! imagine all the sand flying about), watched Songs of the Sea and had lots of photos to be kept. :)

my group SUNSHINE, we had our own cheer even. as the church had children, each group had to take care of 2 children. rachel here is very very cute! second time having her in my team.

thats the number of people, without some younger ones and children (i think they went home earlier). imagine going for outings with them, its really holy. anyway i love my tan now, luckily didnt sunburn. i had an interview the next day, and it was alright. only that i need to wait to be shortlisted. the job sounded really tough and the responsibility of that sales position was really big (each project is either earn or loss of millions). the boss didnt look at me throughout the interview though, he was always looking elsewhere and the papers. but at the end, he was good as he gave me some tips because i told him it was my first interview when he asked. if i really got into this job, it will surely be a very BIG challenge.


before graduation, i had some preparations.

first time i actually went for eyebrow trimming. :/ really not used to it. thought of growing my brows back, but heard wont be the same anymore. argh?

a lot of people kept asking about my graduation photos, lol but even i still need to wait for them. honestly the graduation was pretty boring. i rested my eyes while clapping, really tired as well.

after the graduation, my mama and i went to tiong bahru to meet my papa and sister. i never knew tiong bahru's More Than Words is damm big, and its like the best among the other outlets! their toys are OMG cute, that i took a lot of photos of them secretly. :x oh my sis now knows how to take photos, but will blur as she isnt steady with her hands. cute though.















my ladybug chocolate. x) yesterday i went to the 8IG iDEA event at orchard. i got to see and took photos of ELVIN ng, tay ping hui, julian hee, felicia chin, fiona xie and joanne peh. too bad never got to take photo with elvin, so sad my dream cannot come true. had an autography session with the 3 beautys and shook hands with each of them, it was really fun. weiling was damm happy as she finally got to meet her beloved felicia chin. i wasnt lucky enough to win a cruise or a resort stay, only got myself a notebook (a manual one), while weiling got a free haircut which definitely worth more than mine. shes luckier!

after that, we went to have botak jones. had a few wrong informations which led us to some deserted place of ang mo kio where we got stucked and lost. in the end we had to take cab down to the right place. was pretty sorry, all i thought was to eat botak jones fries once again, and we had so much trouble. :( maybe next time i got to find where is botak jones at toa payoh north which i have no idea of, maybe that place is more convenient than ang mo kio's.



can boyfriends really affect your health? my parents said i am better now than before. and i do am surprise i dont fall sick that easily anymore, even after feasting. yeahness.