yesterday went out with nigel, chinaik, kaisheng and darren for a movie. i sort of wanted that outing, because i didnt want to accompany leslie and friends. anyway we met 3pm at douby ghaut, setted by darren. before going out, i started to sneeze real bad. got SICKED, down with a flu. my nose was like a running tap, kept dripping non stop. but i still went and on the way there in mrt, i met nigel. i was rather close to him, so i tried looking at him and even waved my hand a bit, but he didnt see me. so i went in front of him, then we talked until we reach there. we walked a bit at plazaSingapura then chinaik reached. after a while, kaisheng said he and darren were at arcade. when we asked to meet somewhere, he said still playing game. sigh we waited for them, and they were rather irresponsible. later we went to theCathay first, and asked the latecomers to queue for the movie tickets. we had a lot of time before the movie starts, so we walked around. we then redeemed the vouchers and went coffeeBean to use our 5$ voucher. initially wanted to buy candies, but the guys didnt want so i took a raisin scone and kaisheng ordered a chocolatey muffin. after that we went up and slacked at the big sofa. actually got nothing to do at theCathay, so we just watch the "television". later on, our movie started already and we went in, Little Man was our movie. it was a nc16 movie, so got some sexual humour. honestly i really enjoys some sexual humour movies, funny what. anyway that movie can laugh all the way, so its a worth movie. :D moreover there were touching scenes too, because its about the love of family. so its a very enjoyable movie, Little Man where there were a lot of blacks. after the movie, we went to plazaSingapura's kfc but it was full. so we walked all the way to cineleisure and had burgerKing. after chinaik and nigel ordered their meals, kaisheng then took out his coupons for BK, and i took a coupon. we then talked about the bintan (club med) trip. its 518$ for 3days 2nights and the travel fares, food, rooms, play all inside that package. but my father said its not worth, as sure will spend more on leisure and others, so i guess i couldnt go already. also good? save the weirdness of sharing the same room with a guy. after a while, kaisheng said "candy" and we turned, saw candy was at the escalator and she saw us. after that we went to find her, so that kaisheng could give her the present he kept in his bag for so long. he was real nervous, he stoned outside longJohn, and we supported him to go in. after that he past her the presents, and left. could see his hands were still trembling, but felt happy for him. after that we all took mrt, and the red line was rather crowded. so nigel alighted at toa payoh with me, and i accompanied him to hire a cab home. all the taxis were taken by the people before us, and when we waited there wasnt any taxi. how unlucky. later on we changed place and got taxi already, and he went home while i walked home.
today was a bad day, got some thoughts into myself. at night was supposed to meet for gwyneth's birthday celebration, so the guys told me 9.30pm at bishan buzz. i walked to braddell mrt and took mrt down bishan then. but i waited 20mins and my heart suddenly turned sour, my throat twisted and i went to find a toilet and cried. never knew beside kiddyPalace has a toilet, since its deserted it was even better. i couldnt stop crying, i felt real bad. i was sick, so didnt feel that well especially when i still had to wait. probably due to the flu, i felt damm hot and sweaty somemore, its so
pek chek and
gek xim then. when ferline called me, i could bear a bit and said where i was, then she said will wait for me. after that i continued crying, and i still couldnt stop so i smsed her to tell her about it and sorry to make her wait. then she smsed me she was at sembawang cd store, and call her when i was done. i thought she was so heartless so stopped crying, but it was just coincidential she smsed me, because after that she replied that she go look for me. after that i started crying when leslie called me, then she came and we left to find them together. was pretty low mood, sorry (gwyneth) to be like that during her birthday. she was then sabotaged to sing herself the birthday song at the bus interchange, it was rather embarrassing for her i guess. but was quite fun, even strangers also know its her birthday today. well after that cut cake and i took a bite only, never like sore throat feeling.
what i thought was, why care for others when they dont care about you? i dont really understand why people be so irresponsible and dont think for others. if they knew i will never be very late, why have to let me wait? moreover to go somewhere else first during the meeting time, and didnt even tell me about it. why should people whom i trust wholeheartedly treat me like that? to believe that the time and the place setted is for us to meet, or its just for me to be a fool and suffer. i dont know am i being sensitive or thinking too much, but thats what i think and feel. and it really upsets me, it hurts.