Tuesday, December 19, 2006

i wished everybody be happy, really

hello hello hello hello hello hello how are you. oh, i forgot to mention that last thursday when i was at orchard, some lady came up to me and gave me her namecard. it was some company at dhoby ghaut and they were looking for "new faces", for their project i think. so cool right, asked to be a model or something. and i gave her my number but they called damm early in the morning so it became a missed call, i didnt bother anyway. then when i logged in to friendster, there was a message from another company saying im photogenic and all. hope that i could make an appointment with them to know more about their modelling thingy. so cool right, asked to be a model again. but heard from my friends if be model still have to pay, so i didnt bother either. just quite happy that i was asked to be model twice, thats fine enough.
anyway yesterday was lim bu eh birthday, it was a pretty enjoyable day except sometimes in the heart, it was aching. during midnight, my family celebrated my birthday because my parents thought i would go until late. initially i wore my home clothes, but i just wore a nice shirt since my mother told me to wear nicer. and i had the best cake, hazelnut yum!

act cool family. :p

my mama, didi and me.

cute, my sister and i blowing the candle.
after i woke up, i went to meet leslie at orchard. i wanted to prank him, so i said i had fever. but he didnt have much reaction, just that asked me to eat panadol before going out. i sort of thinking him to cancel the outing or maybe rush to fetch me, but my prank wasnt fun after all. because he said cannot eat lunch, so was damm hungry already and we went heeren to eat sakae sushi. at first thought could eat the student buffet, but he said we were going to watch movie in an hour's time. so we had a-la-cart, anyway i had 20$ voucher for that. so we ate until quite full, two bento sets, one side dish (a kind of fry) and drinks.

my bento set, yum sashimi!

his bento set, with my watermelon.
after our lunch, we went to buy ticket for theHoliday (恋爱没有假期). its a romance movie, i think its damm nice. i enjoyed every part of the movie, it is funny, romantic and quite touching. but dumb leslie kept dont understand and ask me question, because two of the actors look alike. which i dont find it so, just that he is lousy. :D after the movie, we headed to toa payoh to meet my friends. leslie's "flawless plan" was to have swensens dinner, but i sort of disagreed as swensens is kind of expensive. need not to be so fancy, so we decided to have dinner at the food court. ordered a beef udon, which totally wasnt nice due to its soup. funny thing was, as i complained leslie had a sip of the soup to try and he said it was nice. then i suddenly thought it was beef noodles, and he couldnt take beef. he quickly said it wasnt nice already, and sort of prayed. oops. then later, we went to entertainment centre and headed to the arcade first while waiting for everybody to arrive. the guys played daytona, and benson, ferline and me played the drummania. it was funny, we divided ourselves to be in charge of which drums. yet we couldnt manage to complete all the stages, even when we recruited ronald in, and then konghong. but to complete about 3-4 stages, we were happy already because sometimes we couldnt even get through 1st or 2nd stage. xD but it was still pretty funny, and fun to play with. after everybody had reached, we went into swensens and the waitress joined all the tables together for 14 of us. poor tuckyong was totally drenched, yesterday was really a very rainy day. anyway we had ice cream cake, the layers were chocolate, strawberry (ice creams) and vanilla (cake). so they sang me a birthday song, and leslie sang me a solo version. thanks all!

i wished..

and i had a hard time dividing the hard cake.
after that we were stucked at the entertainment centre due to the pouring rain. so we decided to have some games, until the security guard came and said something like singaporeans aint open minded. we made so much noise, they may thought the security guard didnt do his job and they may not like it. so we went out to join the rest sitting at a corner, until the rain became lighter we walked to the LAN shop and played counter-strike. and after that, it was home sweet home. i want to thank my family and my friends for celebrating my birthday.
thankies to flora, jasper (horny quek), boonliang (prey number 1), isaac (prey number 2), konghong (prey number 3), weixiong (prey number 4), ronald (pal who wants our wishes to come true), faith weiling, gwyneth, johnson, ferline, samantha, yanfang, tuckyong, james, yau ngai (brother), kevin (friends always), benson, zhenleong (freak said me guy with long hair), zhenquan, melvin, roxanne, kaisheng (prankster), vincent, siewsiong, david (naughty kor say me act cute) and camille.

gifts from my darling leslie.

presents from my dear friends.
i was actually quite sad, disappointed. when my good friend told me he couldnt celebrate my birthday together, i cried though i was at public. the thought of what he said and him made me couldnt stop crying, right now there are tears still. i know why he couldnt celebrate with me, it was because he did something which made everybody mad at him. he couldnt be there, it will be hard on him to face any one of them. but to me, he didnt do anything totally wrong to make me think negative about him. i know hows his family background like, we talked and shared feelings and matters before. he loves his mother whose presence is hardly there with him. when he told me once that he misses his mother, it surprised me when i didnt know much about him. but it felt as if he was really hurting inside that his mother isnt by his side. would you help someone whom you love very much with all that you have? for those who are mad at him, is that money in urgency to use? what do you want from him? do you want to kill him, and never get your money back? or just wait, he will definately return what belongs to you because thats what he can only do. its just only a matter of time. between friends, one should learn to forgive, even if your trust for him has been broken. thats what i want to say. i get really upset when friends say bad stuffs behind my friend's back. it will make me wonder if i will also be backstabbed when im not around. what are friends for?
anyway, i tried to learn photoshop and succeed from attempts.

i love owen wilson.
lastly, i will be going thailand for a week tomorrow. should be 20th to 27th then, so couldnt celebrate christmas with any of you. so i typed this long entry, and ended with a wishing for every one of you.

:) take care, love to the world.