i wish couldve tied you up in my shoes

男：
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
如果是种解脱
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝
那么爱你为什么

女：
从女性观点让我明白地说
无论你是挖心掏肺
呼天抢地或是热情如火
不只白白惹人讨厌让人嫌你罗唆
恨不得没跟你认识过
你讲也讲不听听又听不懂
懂也不会做你做又做不好
哼!你现在唱个这样的歌你到底是想对我说什么?

男：
面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活
过去的日子彷佛偷偷在笑我
笑我的落魄也笑我的执著
也许吧他爱你比我多

离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
如果是种解脱
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝
那么爱你为什么

女：
有太多男女就象你就象我年纪轻轻开始拍拖
沉沉地爱或者天雷地火
眼看卿卿我我眼看情海深波
最终日子还得往下过
你可以说我冷漠或是怪我过火
我倒要看你没我能不能活
你现在唱个这样的歌你以为我们之间还会有什么?

男：
面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活
过去的日子彷佛偷偷在笑我
笑我的落魄也笑我的执著
也许吧他爱你比我多

离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
如果是种解脱
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝
那么爱你为什么

离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
如果是种解脱
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝
那么爱你为什么


one day, i bought one small packet of prawn crackers to eat.

the packet has "大虾饼" on it. so a guy (friend's friend) beside me said "大虾饼不是应该大的吗？你的是小虾饼" and started hehehe. dot


saturday caught 16 of these toys (and minnie mouse not in picture) with 6$. didnt have any intention, i only wanted the yellow rabbit. in the end caught 5 rabbits, 3 tinklebells, 4 aliens, 3 pooh bear and 1 minnie mouse. i just got lucky and "hitted jackpot" after someone spent a lot and gave up before me.


click to see whats inside the box. its called Feel My Love, jelly watch with voodoo doll plus heart pins (to poke the voodoo doll) in a lovely packaging which is the box.


i want to go this cafe, kawaii and good food i suppose.


cute princesses. sold at an accessories online shop, my favourites were sold out.


donald toast keychain, how cute.


i want this gloomy bear shirt. 5000+++++yen, please?
the bone of this cuter picture.


recently i find cosplayers interesting. so i tried using photoshop instead.

gothic. x)



punk. x)


FAKE! COSPLAYING IN MY WONDERLAND.
ok i have nothing better to do.

i will be there when your heart stops beating

whats up? just came home not long ago. so while waiting for my hair to dry, i decided to blog.

friday 12th
had two hours of laboratory and it was crap. we just talked throughout the lesson though we had to print out something and do some questions. at the end of the lesson when most people had left, we then started to print and copied the answers. oh yinlong really looking for trouble, he changed the voltage switch on the CPU and it BOOM with a smell. he said the power box fused already or something, but he really damm itchy handed. as we started talking about it, the lecturer suddenly went to see the CPU as we were leaving. he even came out to see us leave, quite scary. wonder what will happen this friday, will anybody confess? nigel said the lecturer sure aim him, because of his look. anyway after class we went to the canteen while waiting for nigel to finish class. damm scary, darren and kaisheng nearly fought. guess darren dont really know his strength, and from play play became serious. after that they were alright already, and then nigel, darren, kaisheng and me took mrt to douby ghaut. we bought tickets to bloodDiamond and then headed to eGames to have a few games of dota. after that we went to watch the movie already, it was screened at the grand cathay. shiok! starting i never really notice bloodDiamond, thought it was some crap movie. but i was so wrong, it was a very good movie. i supposed that the movie was based on true facts: a gang of africans kill with no mercy and one tiny piece of diamond could risk many many lifes in africa. currently (maybe because im still young) i dont fancy jewelleries, just metal or silver. so i guess i would never want to own a diamond. x)

after the movie, we had dinner at burgerKing. ate a big meal because was damm hungry, and after that went arcade to play a while. later we decided to walk to far east where we took bus home, except darren taking the mrt. oh bought mua chee at toa payoh interchange, didnt eat that for a very long time.

monday 15th
school was normal, we had to finish the robot by next monday. so have to try finish cutting out the base of the robot and assemble everything by this week. oh during cktcs, kaisheng kept talking then got caught by the lecturer. the lecturer asked him to answer the question because he said talk means know everything already. then kaisheng said dont know how, the lecturer just said sit down and listen. quite a nice guy, and funny too. the lecturer also really has a cocky face, with 嘟嘟 mouth and lots of wrinkles all around. :x oops. so after school went home and rested, played some msn games as usual. after that tuckyong said to eat dinner at angmokio, which made me happy. because i like the food at the s11 near jubilee. but then he said meet at around 7 i sian diao lol. then thomas was also online and we chatted a bit until leslie asked me to have dinner. after that went to meet thomas to walk to central, as he was going out too. so met leslie and what the hell, he started talking dumb facts to me all the way even through dinner time. really lousy my mood, after that talked a bit then alright already. then i wanted eat tibits so we went to buy tibits and sweets and drinks, and had a picnic.

daisy duck face.

cute pooh+piglet sweets! dont even bear to eat
went home had leftover rice with 腊肠 and chicken, as i didnt want to waste such delicious food. but nowadays really feel like eating a lot, just had that feeling to eat.

tuesday 16th
went school in the morning at 9am to meet up with chinaik and darren to continue with the robot until 3pm plus. quite funny, the instructors there even had a break around 11am+ which was compulsory for all of us to leave the workshop too. and told us to come back around 1pm, we were very punctual (too ji ji to do work). after that i decided to take taxi home because didnt sleep enough. and i had probably met the best taxi driver, he always make big actions and say funny things. best part was he kept introducing songs to me and let me listen with his built-in ho eh sound system behind. though all were chinese songs, and i probably never heard of, they were all good stuff. i now probably wont forget who is huang pin yuan already, i kept forgetting who belongs to this name. :) had a traffic jam at the highway and he told me to sit to the side where the accident was, i rejected. he then asked if i was singaporean, i said yes but im just not that nosey, and im afraid to see blood. but thinking back, and true enough, i always see singaporeans looking out and even standing up to look out of the window when there is an accident or something. the taxi fare was about 10.20$ then, and he exclaimed from tampines to toa payoh so expensive. so he charged me 10$, and i thanked him though he only discounted 20cent lol. quite a cool dude. :) when i reached home, i couldnt sleep in the end. i continued my model, and finally its done.

thats me, welcome to my cribe.

orange glass with "A" :)

thank you for visiting.
and i rushed my report all those until quite late. in the end couldnt find anybody to print my report, damm sad. so i decided to ask alton to helped me print, he agreed. just then kaisheng came online and i told alton that he brought me good luck. he probably think im mad, and kaisheng also became a saviour and helped me print. :D thanks!

wednesday 17th
today when i woke up, it was bright already. which meant that i overslept, so i decided not to go school except for the last lesson. brought my model and report along with the parts which my team mates needed to continue doing the robot. i forgot about it and didnt wear long pants, so couldnt go in at all. so went to find yaungai at the laboratory and we compared our models. theirs really damm cute and nice, because they had textures and furnitures. my lecturer told us not to include any form of furniture and other purchasable stuffs, but i still did like crap. in a first come first serve basis, we one by one went to the lecturer to present with our models. as i was waiting, and i didnt have any friends there, the guys talking behind me suddenly said "hey that girl like quite isolated and we kept talking among ourselves". they started trying to call me with "ashley" and "melissa" but it made me laughed, so i turned around and they asked for my name. i told them mine, but i dont know theirs. they are quite friendly, and they said we should group together for the coming group assignment. that was pretty cool. after presentation (should be can pass), i left and went home to put down my stuffs before heading down to meet thomas. we went ang mo kio to have dinner at the s11 beside jubilee, yeah my favourite. oh while eating, i needed tissue so i asked thomas the table at the toilet with a sign in front of a box of tissues stated how much. he said 10cents and he thought one packet of tissue costs 10cents. so he took 10cents and walked towards the uncle, but i thought 10cents was to enter the toilet, how can a packet of tissue be so cheap. in the end it was 30cents and he walked back to take more coins, quite funny. the cover of the packet was pretty, so i didnt want to tear the front side.

but i had a hard time tearing the other sides. the uncle even gestured to us to tear the front side, so i gestured back no. in the end we managed to tear the behind side, and its still pretty.

after dinner we walked around for a while, and then played para para at the arcade. one round of para para mode and one round of freestyle hard mode on the 2nd version. we played invisible mode throughout the para para and sudden mode for the freestyle, quite fun actually. after that we went back to toa payoh and it was still early, so we walked around and hanged out with his friends (who were crc crew people, didnt notice crc closed down already). they kept saying my shoes are shiny and my combination of top and pants is weird, so guys only attracted to my shoes but not me. and they also complained about the ringing bell sound, whats wrong with bells? i just like bells, im not cat (lame joke from them). oh saw some guy was handcuffed with three guys, thomas said he was wanted, quite scary. after that we went up to the arcade and i saw junhao, kerman (aka mr kiasu) and fabian. junhao and kerman grew so tall already, look quite mature also. see them play some games, and a while later we left. the malay crc guy then said why got cow following us, quite funny but i didnt dare to say it was from me. the three crc guys then sat outside 7eleven there, while thomas sent me home first before joining them again. oh after reaching my block, the malay crc guy smsed thomas that he didnt introduce me. my brother always protects me, so probably fat hope. though they looked quite like a bunch of ah bengs who smoke, speak vulgarities, litter and what not, at least i wont learn whats wrong for me. :) had fun still, good night.

down on the inside, pretty on the outside

still a mystery to who 81141370 is, wait then.
possibilities: 1 never update his/her number, but surely blames me for forgetting him/her. 2 used the airport messaging service without thinking should leave his/her name. 3 someone who messaged the wrong number.

today i had an "office" meeting with my "boss" and "colleagues" and an "invisible" lecturer. before the meeting, we thought we may feel weird or didnt know what to say. but it turned out pretty fun, and we did our parts rather smoothly. maybe its all because we are so comfortable with each other already, we just spoke like ourselves. only that we had to speak in english. :) we were the first group to go for a meeting (of 6 groups), so we left damm early. first time on a thursday. so i decided to buy all my materials for the model of my room. felt like its quite hard to do, but surely it will be fun because i like art and crafts! i want to make textures for the walls, but still thinking how exactly to get that effect well done. anyway im not going to start doing my project that soon, so can think of more ideas.

this was me on monday (8th january).

it was the most fun monday, because it was damm slack. usually for the 4 hours we had to do work, but this time we only had 3 hours and we were all free and easy. except those who were soldering the components, which i have no experience of. lame a lot, and even played with a remote controlled car brought by haitao. they even took out the antennas and we played with them. kaisheng and taufiq used them as lightsabers and fought, damm funny. kaisheng then poked the antenna into taufiq to control him become MONSTER. x) then kaisheng also had an antenna to become a robot, so i used the controller to bang him towards the wall. did other lame stuffs. like playing with winston's phone, which could pause while recording a video.

kaisheng 变身 become alicia.
i didnt know they were filming that, they only asked me to jump. then after mr ng left, because he had to leave early. we started to draw on the whiteboard. i drew the people, and they edited. click for a larger view.

m501: jasper, me, darren, nigel, junli, kaisheng, chinaik, shawn, winston.

yesterday had one on one talk with lecturer as usual, and i was queued last. actually i just let everybody else go first as i could tell they wanted to, i wasnt in any rush. so the lecturer said that he will give us a grade based on today's result, then will increase when we have improvements. he gave me a D as i didnt bind my work together, and i didnt have my model. i skipped class last week, so i didnt know had to start on that. and when i asked for my worksheets back, he said he didnt bring. those worksheets had to be binded together with my work, yet he didnt bring for me and still gave me a D.
he: i dont like this table.
me: i think its nice.
he: this table i just dont like, probably like this.
me: no no, i drew it this way because.. *explains
he: okay okay, probably change its end only.
he: and you could make this like walls.
he: you can design what you learnt on this wall.
me: yes, very good.
he: and this wall probably have wooden strips.
me: no i have idea for this part. *told him my idea
he: ah so you should tell me.
he: ok good, you may go now.
me: do remember to bring my worksheets next week.
he: i will.
me: must remember bring all, you know.
he: yes okay.
me: my life is on you, you know.
he: okaayyy.
me: xD
he treats me good, but sometimes he is really funny. after school went to find leslie, and had a heart to heart talk (which also meant listen to his nagginess). went to eat dinner later and had dumpling noodles, which was 4$ kind of expensive. i think the auntie a bit bad, want eat our money. we ordered dumpling noodles and she just said with abalone 4$, which was as if she made that decision that our dumpling noodles have abalone. when the noodles came, there wasnt abalone but actually they were inside the dumpling. so the abalone were small, but overall the dish was quite good. after that went to the pet shop and saw CUTE hamsters, damm cute i tell you! they were small like baby hamsters and very active, eyes so big and fat fat somemore. damm CUTE! x) but i dont want to keep pets, i am just too lazy to bother about cleaning them. after that we went to entertainment where i saw my L and leslie saw his Misa.

leslie wants to kiss Misa and steal her deathNote (libras are flirt and greedy :p). Misa looks turned-off.

sucking of thumb is in style now.
and then we went to play arcade, dont know why guy lose to girl the 3-button game. they should have more strength and faster on hands, maybe they are mentally slow. :D just kidding! practice makes perfect, just like my para para freestyle expert mode. so long never play, rusty already and failed. anyhow swung my arms when failing until damm tired also, but funny. after that walked around, then went home already and played solitaire showdown! very fun game, dont know why so fun either.

oh yay, failed two out of four papers. hope wont fail during examination time, i dont want supplimentary papers. chinese new year coming, but that means examination coming too. study hard!

this feeling is getting control of me

someone suddenly messaged me "i on plane going to u.s liao don't miss me take care" on the 5th. sad to not know anything.

31st december
went to meet leslie, konghong, isaac, ferline and ronald at marina square. and we went to have dinner at suntec's justNoodles. ate rather full, until i kept having indigestion feeling. after that we met up with gwyneth and johnson, to head back to marina square. oh when we went candyEmpire isaac bought me honey candy, because my throat damm itchy. thanks man! at marina square, saw siewsiong so had a chat with him. he is the leader so seemed damm free, like can do whatever he likes and even slack. edward, weihao and boonliang then came along, and we went to find a good place to see fireworks. we decided to move higher as the buildings were blocking the fireworks, and isaac, boonliang, weihao and edward got seperated from us. played games and talked for those couple of hours while waiting, and just like that its 2007 already after several fireworks shot up to the sky. after that we went into marina square and saw flora, shuhua, caiping and lilian. as we waited for isaac they all, we tried calling them but the network was rather busy. soon isaac and boonliang appeared, and somewhere else weihao and edward appeared too. after some discussion, didnt go kbox, didnt have other plans, we went to esplanade. and there, they decided to take NR home. but leslie, johnson, gwyneth and me took taxi, which was until 4am+ then managed to get. the network was busy, and the taxis on the road whether on call or not, definately rather be on call. x)

2nd january
initially wanted to watch deathNote2 with tuckyong, but couldnt find company (he scared of me). later that day, he called me that konghong could watch for the second time so we met up. so sorry that i pangseh you, ronald! they said go bishan, in the end was to plazaSingapura because ignatius, his girlfriend rachel and his friend alvin also going to watch deathNote2, which was coincidentally. went to meet up with tuckyong and konghong, they were late. wanted to take bus, but i thought they wont late so i took mrt, so wasted my concession. :D anyway then we went to theCathay see, and bought the tickets first. was a little hungry so went down to eat at yaKun, YUM eggs plus cheese french toast with kaya plus milk tea. only konghong and i ate yaKun, tuckyong brought in outside food to eat. after that we went to meet ignatius and friends already, ignatius then ate macdonalds and alvin bought pastaMania to eat at the macdonalds. after that we went to the arcade, and i played paraPara but felt damm shy with the "newviewers", i always forgot dance steps also. worst, i couldnt hear the music as everything else was so loud. melvin then came too, and went to buy ticket for the movie too. after playing a few games, we went to plazaSingapura to have a quick bite. the wowTako at the basement are nua nua and chao da, not nice at all but dont know why still got people buy. then we had a drink, which was lychee and longan ice (2.50$ each, ice specially imported straight from the north pole, canned fruits specially opened with golden can-opener). anyway after that went to the movies already, and tuckyong was so stubborn. we got the grandCathay (which show hall 1 on the ticket) but he said hall 1 was somewhere else. as melvin had a different seating, tuckyong then accompanied him. the movie wasnt bad, kept wanting to know more. but damm the L was smart, even assumptions also can be accurate but too bad he treated them as assumptions only. i like him, hes funny and all, rather than Light but hes smart too with all his plans. after that we took mrt home already, except ignatius, tuckyong and melvin. oh at douby ghaut, minghui and kaihong also boarded at the same cabin as me. so we chatted, until leaving somerset i turned and meiqi was actually beside me only. so i chatted with her, my friends then left to find their friend in the crowd. damm coincidental, didnt notice her right beside me until i turn around. after that reach toa payoh station already, konghong and i then walked home. quite cool, usually its always i on the way so sort of sent him home, then first time he sent me home. thanks!

3rd january
didnt do homework, so i decided to skip my human environment planning class. actually had class in the morning for 2 hours only, but i just followed my friends until they going for their cds classes. oh bought a donald duck sweet lollipop, damm cute. and we started playing with it, everybody had donald duck faces.

the full candy.

sweet donald duck candy.

donald duck face.

5th january
after school went tampinesMall pizza hut with junli, nigel and kaisheng to wait for jasper. then we took a super long journey bus to go douby ghaut, nice recommendation by junli. on the bus, there were indians tourists and one of the girls smiled at me (so cute). later they kept taking pictures of nigel and his mohawk, i sat beside him and the girl told me the shape of my nails were beautiful. so we went LAN gaming at paradizCenter, 2$ per hour seemed quite expensive. too bad eGames was full house, thats why we went opposite there instead. darren came half way while we were playing, think he took taxi as he reached damm fast. played until 4$++ then walked to bugis, oh they kept talking about ah guas (transies). didnt know singapore have so many on the streets, and dont know if they really were. x) anyway went to bugis and walked around and around and around, damm hungry already still walked around and around and around. because they didnt have money, wanted to torture darren to treat i guess. in the end we just ate at kfc which was pretty late already, how torturing. after that all went home. :D

found these super cute, wish i could buy them here in singapore. x)






im blogging about kaisheng's ass, because its his pleasure to be blogged about his ass. kaisheng's ass got kicked by me before. and kaisheng is such a flirt! like so many girls, still so jian. blame his horoscope? as if!