when our standing distance gets shorter

i simply love movies..
especially when i get to see OWEN WILSON! looking forward.
marley & me
check out some of the movies listed, coming not so soon.

some past random photos.


fiona xie and me. i was soo happy that i told her i like her very much. x)


fake sunflowers and dried roses. beautiful. for that i only love fake and dried flowers.


junli with his rented mazda 3, BLUE colour and amazing features inside. maybe i sua gu.


baby schnauzer versus baby yorksire. ^^



simply utterly irresistably adorable.


my work (no i didnt create the microcontroller, my work was that i crimped all those wires and placing them nicely). and nicholas' small gift, yumm.


superstar mirror. at some hotel beside cineleisure, in the toilet.


bear bear and i are wearing blue caps. ^^


while waiting for spain's fireworks display to start. oh leslie thought i went clubbing when he saw this photo -.=


elvis preslee weixiong. he is so comical.

on saturday really had fun going ktv with chinaik, nicholas, bifen and yingying. i plan to go with them again, because its interesting for they treat singing rather seriously. and one of the girls, bifen is really amazing that she could blend in to sound like the singer, she sounded like selina when singing SHE songs, sounded like elva when singing her songs, and so on. whats great was that each of us paid 8$ for 3 hours plus one drink, damm cheap right. high class place some more, with 2 plasma televisions and sensitive cordless microphones. saw those nightclub girls in the toilet preparing (after 10pm can call in girls, but have to open bottel for 290$), teehee. anyway really worth going again, and it also has more songs than kbox. yeahh.

the big "princess" mirror at Dynasty Classic KTV. after ktv, yingying's boyfriend came and he brought along a box of eDonuts for each of us to have TWO ho eh donuts. i was pretty surprise, he was nice but must be damm rich (lol i am sensitive towards free stuffs). and OMG that he gave his girlfriend a GUCCI handphone keychain, which is just a bloody band and it costs 100+$ !!


after that went to meet my darling poot poot. he was late for 1 hour and 15+ minutes, woots. had a nice fishy dinner and watched china's fireworks display, simply wonderful. blurred the picture due to some reasons LOL.


finally i can wear my jacket comfortably. dont know if it had expanded or i had shrunk. *shrugs. yes my eyes had make-up.

nowanights, late midnight sleep thus lacking of sleep therefore pimples and eyebags thenafter i will complain. all of the above thanks to.. Defence of the Ancient! woohoo~

why second guess what feels so right

hello there, first time blogging in school. not that i have nothing to do, just felt like writing some of my thoughts down.

its almost the end of the mp/sip (half major project, half attachment) period. not totally the end though, my project has been extended because cannot complete on time. so i had these tasks such as patching up microcontroller and to program it to move a stepping motor and also to do a simulation on a 2d software of the vehicle we are building. can say damm stress when i couldnt power the microcontroller up nor to program it after patching up all the circuits. actually its not really a form of stress, probably more like disappointment. i do have an alternative which is to buy a controller which cost 600$+ to make my life easier. just somehow felt since its not impossible to patch up a microcontroller, i could help save some money. even my lecturers said it can be done, but its just very difficult to do. sometimes felt really fed up when i look for one lecturer, he asked me to look for lecturers major in microcontroller, then when i look for them, they asked me to look for electronics lecturers. i am not sure if it is because they are lazy to find out for me who the hell can i look for or what. i dont really believe they dont know a single soul from another department. and i dont believe nobody have the knowledge and can help me. i felt like making full use of my time, but i seem to be wasting some time on researching or waiting for lecturers to be available, and the worst part would be getting no results.

i am really glad that i have my friends always telling me not to be so stress (or even ask me to sleep, but i never did), and try to help me if possible. although my supervisor kept asking me to ask my team mates to help me, i could never listen to him on that part. somehow felt that my friend had done (and is doing) quite a lot, and my task seem easier than his despite failing to succeed. the funniest part about my lecturer would be that i think i should find all the formula and calculations(like velocity, force) but he said just to estimate, no need to calculate anything. i was like what the hell, are you sure or not? but i just try to search for all the formulae and calculate better, felt that we still need the calculations at the end. BUT, VERY HARD TO FIND WHAT I NEED. x) really hopefully, next week (study week) all the lecturers be free so i can pour all the questions until i understand and have results!

on monday, after lunch had lunch again with shawn, nicholas and chinaik. we went to some indian stall and i shared a roti bomb and chocolate cheese prata with shawn. actually the roti bomb was nicholas', but the waiter heard wrongly and two of those came so we just share. i also had almond milk as recommended by nicholas, it was a good one. oh roti bomb usually isnt on the menu, but i saw it being recommended on the television yesterday, try ordering this off-menu prata. it is sinful, but it can make you somewhat happy as it contains milk, sugar and butter. it is still rather heavenly, taste like pastry. and on wednesday, shawn drove chinaik, darren and me to maxwell market to have lunch. i think that day really ate until damm full and satisfying. had the boneless chicken rice and papaya milk. also had some special egg tarts bought by darren, really indescribable! i want to eat those tarts again. i can say sometimes i cant stop thinking about those great taste. :) feel like having black sesame paste this week, anybody else like to have some too?

sometimes i wonder, if i fell in love with someone whom i always play game with. and then, i grew out of games and i felt that i dont understand him anymore. what should i do? i know the correct way is to be responsible because i accepted him that year. to be with him, until he grows up. until who knows what will happen. but is that really the right way?

i suddenly thought if i were to find someone who has the same common interests as me, there is only one guy so far whom i know of that. its somehow really weird. why is it so hard to find another friend who likes toys, drawing, some japanese/korean stuffs, movies and music (plus musical instruments) ONLY? hah. just a sudden thought. and also, felt like asking a friend out to treat him have dinner or something. just felt like doing something for him because of his kindness towards me. but somehow may feel weird? :s

there are so many places i want to go, so many food i want to eat, so many movies i want to watch..
rush hour 3
dead silence
invisible target
disturbia
alone
hairspray
fido
poltergay
enchanted
who slept with her?
resident evil 3
bla bla bla.

you can hold my hand if you want to, cause i want to hold yours too

the "in love experience" temporarily meets one's emotional need for love. it gives us the feeling that someone cares, that someone admires and appreciates us. our emotions soar with thoughts that another person sees us as number one, that he or she is willing to devote time and energies exclusively to our relationship. for a brief period, however long it lasts, our emotional need for love is met.

in time, however, we come down from that natural high back to the real world. meeting the need in one's partner is definitely a choice. if i learn the emotional love language of my partner and use it frequently, he or she will continue to feel loved. when he or she comes down from the obsession of the "in love experience", he or she will hardly even miss it because her emotional love tank will continue to be filled. however, if i have not learnt his or her love language and have chosen not to use it, when he or she descends from the emotional high, he or she will have the natural yearning of unmet emotional need. after some time of living with an empty love tank, he or she will likely "fall in love" with someone else and the cycle will begin again.

"give, and it will be given to you. a good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. for with measure you use, it will be measured to you."

"I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you..Do to others as you would have them do to you. If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even "sinners" love those who love them."