the New Year is here! hope everybody will have a great 2008 and be healthy, prosperous, happy, basically all the best wishes you can get. i really need health, i am sick of being sick. i am so sick, that i am afraid to go to sleep. afraid that when i wake up, i am sick again. and i dont have that one reason why i couldnt sleep, i have plenty! x) hopefully i could go on a holiday after school is over, somewhere which has a beach and nice scenery. probably places like Bintan or Tioman or Batam, where i could sleep peacefully along with the sound of water current and the sea breeze blowing (i always hear my friends describe, i love it). i would only want to wake up when the sun really burnt my ass! :D or maybe i could stay one night at a very luxurious hotel, it would be wonderful too. maybe i could go climb a hill or mountain where i would lay on the moist grass and be amazed by the stars in the sky, it would be beyond my wildest dreams. and of course, my father to earn lots of money so the family have money to spend. wish that i could have afew of dresses and other lovely wears. i also want to go Underwater World this year, i miss some of the wonderful sea creatures. and not forgetting the 4 bolded points in my WANTLIST! well about the past year, many things had happened, surely..
one thing that im glad is over, will be my Major Project associated with attachment. i totally dislike that period very much, i dislike everything else which got to do with it as well. i was pretty much miserable, that i really felt like quitting. all i aimed for this course was to take the elective: 3D design (which only starts before graduation, this last semester) and my friend told me that this ONE thing shouldnt be stopping me to go ahead with that final aim. surely it wont be worth it (since im already in year 3), and luckily i didnt quit, i just had to believe in ONLY myself. and on the day of judging, during that time when its over, all i felt was freedom finally! no more burden of that project anymore. BOO. and as for school, it will be over within a few more months. looking forward to it actually, i am rather sick of many issues. but i am grateful to lecturers and a couple of friends who at least make me feel better. :) and of course, hopefully i could be a primary school teacher. if not, just something i will enjoy to work as!
another problematic matter would be my computer. it had broken down several times, at least in my impression. ive spent almost a thousand, or even more on this dear computer. well i spent so much, mainly because ive changed ALL the components in my cpu, gradually. now it has a 550W power box, blue lighted (quad proof) motherboard, core 2 duo processer, 8600gt graphic card, 2gb ram, and a recent samsung hard disk. i hope my computer will survive this year, and many years to come. i really need you, my computer, please dont let me down. but i may not use it as frequently i think, everything (which got to do with money, except salary) is going up, including the billing of electricity.
other than depressing matters, i have wonderful memories as well! i am grateful for all the movies i could watch and the things that ive bought and recieved. well, ive been to the floating stadium for a free NDP show, remembering that the replacements were funny with masks. then there was the international fireworks display, simply breath taking. going to the MINT musuem because i adore the toys, but it wasnt much of a fun. had a gathering with my secondary school's cabin mates at Vila'ge was unforgettable, for i planned it! went fishing with my brothers and had a terribly painful tan. first time going to the wonderful Dynasty KTV with my poly friend and his friends, and went many more times ever since i brought my friends there. discovered that Vivo City has a Pet Safari which i am addicted to those cute animals. been to Chinese Garden with darling, though not on lantern festival, it was still as lovely. celebrated lantern festival at Toa Payoh Park instead, it was a simple kind of fun. going on a Genting trip with my friends, and again with my family. meeting up with weiling after a couple of years, blissful for that few weeks. felt the bonding within my relatives when doing the funeral for my grandmother and while visiting her at the temple. having car rides with my poly friends, they have 4 cars including 2 family cars. found my special black sesame paste marshmallow, and i love it totally. going for a run at Toa Payoh Stadium after such a long time, im "proud" to walk 4 out of 5 rounds. a friend told me something in school, which nobody has ever before. enjoyed my day at the Zoo with my darling on my birthday with Hello Kitty balloon and "i love you" roses. had a mini picnic at Vivo City on Christmas Eve and a movie on Christmas, loved. past through 2nd anniversary with my darling and a cute Tigger plush, knowing we still have a long way to go. oh knowing that ive past my first and last test paper this semester, as lecturer was enthusiastic enough to announce the fails and passes on the Ole Blackboard. remembering almost all of my friends' birthdays, and wished them. talking to friends are timeless as well, and some got to come my house. seeing my younger brother and sister grow, really precious. in addition, there are surely alot more matters..treasured deeply.
:) ciaos!
5 jan: nothing has been great since before the new year. the negative happens more than the positive. its one mad rollercoaster. sooner or later, i may just fall off and die!