hello world! do i really look like a kid?
yesterday i dreamt and i cried naturally upon waking up.
my
nai nai who had past away was in my dream.
i dreamt i had a small white dog. :D
and it slept with me on my bed, at the corner.
i remembered i told it to go pee because it didnt pee.
was afraid later it pee on my bed.
later my
nai nai came and i think she wanted to take shots.
she was a corpse, all grey and hardened, and dusty.
so i took a cutton bud and started cleaning her face.
excited, she kept leaning forward to ask me clean more.
i kept held back and said i am doing it.
she then said my shirt was nice and shiny.
(a shirt i saw which i like but i didnt buy)
after that she wanted to comb her hair.
but they were too hard to even comb.
her last words were, 好好读书. those words moved me i guess.
8am.
:)
recently, i have met quite a lot of new people and made new friends. the first outing i went was pretty unexpected. i thought it was just weiling, minqian and me going to catch Jumper together. in the end, minqian brought along over 90 people to marina sqaure. who could have dreamt of almost a HUNDRED of friends going to occupy almost the whole cinema! they were all her church mates, thats why the huge number of people. it was fun though, for i am still rather sociable. the only problem would be, you know, hard to go to places (you want to go) when there are too many people. after movie, we went to the arcade. weiling and i played the para para, woohoo my favourite! i could never get bored of that game, only gets shy/nervous when theres people around to see. oh i even thought of getting a machine in my house next time. :D i played para para during secondary school until i slim down ok! anyway after that everybody went different ways for dinner. weiling and i joined jassie and suling and the boys (one of them is nat's brother, zacky) to bugis. and thats where i know jassie is currently staying just beside my block, such coincidential i stay block 62, she stays block 61. so cool can!
and jassie loves kids, just like i do. really very happy to know her, a crazier and louder version of me. (can you imagine that) we did go out have desserts one night, the ice kachang she recommended was indeed holy! love it, love it to the max. i did go to their church service, i find that i dont feel the same way anymore. :/ nevertheless, i could still hang out with them right? right? right!
thats jasmine (aka jassie), me, L and weiling. recently i almost every single day go meet up with weiling, my "wife", that even my boyfriend also complain. it doesnt really matter, because when she is with alvin, she will be missing all the way until she doesnt have anyone else to hang out with. (even leslie finds that true) alvin is currently stuck in army for about 4 weeks due to the recent manhunt, so i will just accompany her all the way, making full use of all the limited time to hang out. even though she said i am also her special friend, because our character all those more compatible than her other friends, sometimes i dont feel im that special than she is to me. today she brought two donuts for us to share, warmed me in the heart because i think it was the first time she bought something for me. oh well.
i am indeed happy while it lasts. as long we got contact each other, i will not cry. if it isnt against the norm, i will show and even express my feelings. but i think it will be pretty weird, so..just let it be.
i saw these really cute japanese toys at Action City the other day. but i dont know what they are for or even what they do.
im so in love with Kuromi, Hello Kitty, Donald Duck and Daisy Duck. someone tell me what they do please! or lets buy one and try. x)