Thursday, July 10, 2008

i believe in you, you know the door to my very soul

happii thiirdd m0nth-sarii && miie cc euu iin 2 wks,, babii~ aii nii wibb m0ii ♥harrtx~~ huggiix muarrkiix* ×-[5201314]-×

honestly, i dont get whats with the "x". im just imitating.


this afternoon buta is going into tekong camp already, time really flies. meeting him for breakfast in the morning (have to sleep early to refrain from being zombie). 2 weeks shouldnt be that long either darling. :) im still jobless, i do have 9 more days before i know any results of being shortlisted. else i should be going to try out at funan. somehow i find this very no life, doing nothing in particular. and i have yet to be motivated to touch any form of assessments to prepare for my olevels english.

there are a lot of naughty people around. some want to teach me bad when buta is away, some ask me be guai and some say be careful because he may go mad, due to being possessive and so on.

i AM good girl oki.

but i can still dream.

and be in love with cute cutes.

and have someone else to play with and hold.

tuesday 8/7

SINGAPORE FLYERS! PEPPER LUNCH! our first 2 NEOPRINTS!

crystal flowers are everlasting and more worth. ;D

a cute yet effective way of feeding the rose.

the view from the FLYER isnt very attractive, night should be better.

i even got nausea for walking about in the half hour.

taken by him. pimples! going to have blood and sour thighs. :x


was bored a few days back, so i copied and did this quiz:

1.if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
YOU SELFISH COWARD. GOT BALLS TO DO, NO BALLS TO SAY? oh, bye.

2.if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
sounds lame and unrealistic..dream to be perfect in every way.

3.what will your dream wedding be like?
skydive and then ski on water and then go to a crystal-ed ballroom. x)

4.are you hungry?
i have POPPYCOCK cashew by my side.

5.whats your ideal lover like?
tall, big eyes, big hands, has tummy, has muscular breasts, has broad shoulders, has wholesome butts..hehehe. good to me and brings me to everywhere and i dont get sick of him!

6.which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved should be more blessed.

7.how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
no need to wait, just be normal and natural.

8.if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
dont care. but maybe will comment negatively about the girlfriend.

9.is there anything/person that has made you unhappy these days?
my hair, trimmed and ugly. and my tummy, getting fatter. and others..

10.is being attached fun?
maybe, maybe not.

11.how do you see yourself in ten years time?
working. married?

12.who are currently the most important people to you?
family, friends and everybody else.

13.would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich. :x then keep the money for marriage.

14.whats the first thing you do every morning?
go back to sleep until noon.

15.would you give all in a relationship?
depends naturally, usually not all.

16.if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
none, or the one who likes me, or the one who is more mature.

17.what are your friends usually like?
comical and talkative. :D

18.what type of friends do you dislike?
self centered, mean to others, liars and those who fake their boasts.


"as sweet and sunny as a summer's day, this friendly-faced young man has something just for you - a big bouquet of sunflowers, fresh from the garden. its a gift of love, and a reminder the simplest gifts are truly the best." thanks sweets.


i bought this japanese candy. can play like playdough and make cute candies. overall it isnt very good, takes time to knead so will melt and get sticky.

made this ugly sunflower pot only. inside freezer now, hope its better after frozen.


a flighter jet drew a heart in the sky
i know your eyes in the morning sun
i feel you touch me in the pouring rain
and the moment that you wander far from me
i wanna feel you in my arms again

and you come to me on a summer breeze
keep me warm in your love and then softly leave
and its me you need to show

how deep is your love?
i really need to learn
cause we're living in a world of fools
breaking us down
when they all should let us be
we belong to you and me