couldnt really sleep well, so decided not to sleep for now. yesterday night went home by bus 235 after the last mrt, boarded the bus then got a guy kept look at me while i sat at the back. he alighted same bus stop as me, but ran after alighted. then i just went online, a guy i met through wholivesnearyou came to talk to me, asked if i took 235 yesterday. i said ya, but probably my short sightedness cause me not to recognise him. but i seriously didnt see his big black eyes, how come i couldnt recognise him when i did look at him, its weird. then he said he guess i have bf already, and he told me he has a gf too, thats good. last time he liked me and was quite "obsessive", kept bothering me to call him and flooded me with "what you doing" when we just met for one time. it was a bad ending, i told him he was irritating. he treated it as i dont want him to bother me anymore, so he "left" and we didnt really talk since then and i deleted his photo in my handphone. anyway yesterday went orchard to watch Final Destination 3 with darling, tuckyong, johnson, gwyneth, weixiong, boonliang, ferline and isaac. we waited quite some time at toa payoh for everybody to reach, and we discussed about Escape theme park or Wild Wild Wet. yes i want to go Escape theme park! but then, ferline going taiwan next week, gwyneth maybe going bangkok later this week with her family, and some of the guys going bangkok too. felt kind of sad, i didnt get to go anywhere, i want to go thailand (i just like the culture there) or california (disneyland! nickelodeon!) or hongkong (shop eat shop eat sleep). so then we headed to orchard and had dinner at kfc eating 2 sets of family feast (4 person per tables before johnson came), think it was the second or third time eating chicken pieces with my bare hands outside. isaac was at same table as ferline, gwyneth and me, and we were saying what we want and dont want for the chicken and drinks, which became quite funny and isaac found us fussy. after dinner went up to the arcade and played the pin shot thingy and table soccer. the pin shot thingy was fun, first match i teamed with tuckyong (we opened number) versus gwyneth and ferline, and we scored. after that had another game which i teamed with isaac versus gwyneth and tuckyong, we won. pretty funny and it was fun, and my arm kind of aches already. then had two games of table soccer, girls versus boys, and the end of the stick i was controlling kept poking the person the other side, i was distracted okay. starting we goaling spree but we lost, and had a draw (no penalty). after gaming we headed to the movies already, sigh i felt kind of bluffed after watching that movie, its not a horror or scary movie okay! its a sick to the core yuckified grusome movie okay! i hate to watch this kind of movie, i couldnt take the pain. i know its fake, but its so painful can! while watching it, until i found out it was a grusome movie, NOT a scary movie, i really felt like giving up. my eyes were wet, but i just had to finish it, im not sore loser (hahah). should had trust my instinct on not watching, i really believed it was a scary movie. enough of the complaining, that movie was pretty interesting too, like some psycho death spree and their deaths aint very real, though disgusting. no way our head or body would be that easily squashed until almost nothing, or is it? but still, i would still prefer watching cute little cartoons being tortured like Happy Tree Friends or some grusome bloody figurines. =]




there are so many movies i want to watch, like Scary Movie 4 and Date Movie (also from producers of Scary Movie series), Nanny McPhee, Shaggy Dog, Underworld:Evolution (yeah vampires and lycans), dotdotdot. hope the vcds can come out faster at LaserFlair so i can rent and stay at home movie mania. about Scary Movie, i still remember it was my friend who introduced me to watch and she lent me her pirated vcds. the movies are not scary, they usually twisted a few popular movies together (and some scary movies) and made it funny. there are nakey people, stupid bimbos, weird characters and so on, but overall its funny! so later should be going to meet amylia with tuckyong (but he got errands to run, so not very confirm), so long didnt see her already. is she still ever naggy, is she still ever confident and pretty? still remember last time secondary one, she approached me and my friends (i think they are shuhua and aziela)and introduced us to visit the Pop-In-Cabin (silly name, then it was changed to d'Den). then we joined their activities and became cabin leaders, made many friends including tuckyong, benson, minqian, zhansheng and the rest of the seniors, so many! after that amylia and i also became good friends, and i went church services and two5one (no, it isnt secret society, just a youth hub). at there, made more friends like kokyen, helen, gary, cheryl, jeremy but aint that close, never really contact anymore. but it was loads of fun at their camps and other activities. hope that payar lebar place for two5one faster build finish, then go there have fun together again.



looking back, i look kind of weird. like some sort of "ah lian" or just "weirdo". maybe its my hair, or the way i wear. oh well, its nice having memories you could think back and just laugh, rather than to cry (unless in joy?).