yesterday, my father:
what have you contributed for this home?
if you dont want to study.
marry off like your that guy friend.
if you like to play so much.
stay with your friends and play all you like.
you know how much the bills each month.
i never talk back.
because i know never will you listen.
it hurted. i cried until i was breathless.
as i heard you and mother talking in the room.
want to know something?
i did chores, took care of sister.
iron your clothes and brother's.
thats what i contributed.
i did upon requests and that im capable of.
and when i did, you were never at home.
thats why you dont see, you DONT KNOW.
i like to study.
do you ever KNOW i excelled well?
yes, you provided the money.
you saved money for me to go U.
i studied for myself, and also for WHO?
my family.. my father, my mother.
because you provided me to go school.
yet you accused me for not wanting to study.
i like to play.
because i have nothing better to do.
i know you have to pay the bills.
you, mother and brother everyday on aircon.
on television for sister whole day.
brother, mother and me plays computer.
and you never show us the bills.
why is it just me you complain to?
life is unfair.
why brother never get caught.
while i always do.
you shouted
"i was sleeping" for his case.
and my case, "you think i dont know".
"he follows you" when he is sec1 already.
i never before, in my life, plays until 4am.
you looked down on people eh?
on me its fine, but you dont even know my friend.
you think everybody is bad, because you were.
pa pa, you make me feel miserable.