together forever, and never to part

sawadika, im back from thailand already. at 4pm+ on the 27th i reached home and unpacked all my stuffs, i shopped quite a lot you know. anyway i am very lazy to blog about everything.
20th: go bangkok
21st, 22nd - 23rd (at pattaya), 24th: with tour group
night 24th - night 26th: free and easy, own extension
27th: come back singapore
saw linanxing at the airport, filming a new show i guess. damm he is so handsome, dark and built. moreover he like wont turn old, forever so charming! happy to see him upclose for once in my life. he is pretty friendly, he actually waved though preparing to film. and on the plane they had very nice noodles with salmon, but the hagaanDaz chocolate icecream was bitter for me to eat. watched 大哥大 show, pretty funny. so the flight journey was about 3 hours plus, quite fast. after alighting we couldnt find the tourguide, but he was really quite irritating, he actually stood quite far away from the departure place. and we waited quite long for him to gather everybody, guess not everybody could find him since he stood so far away. my tour group was pretty rojak, everybody came from different agencies and we all lived at different hotels. so there were vans to bring everybody to their hotels, except my family. there wasnt anymore space, and luckily the tourguide got us a VIP van which was only for my family, and the tourguide longbang in. the tourguide alighted first somewhere before heading to our hotel, at 4-star Grand Diamond Suites Hotel. actually thailand had rather bad traffic rules. 2 laned one-way roads could turn into 3-4 lanes of traffic, and cars could cut through another lane of the different direction. so i shared room with my brother, and the television had great channels like HBO and starMovies. i was a bit afraid of the toilet, it was damm big with a bathtub and big mirror and a shower. im like that at foreign places, tend to think too much i guess. actually didnt have the mood to play much at Pattaya and Bangkok, the weather was kind of cold. everything was fun but i didnt play, honestly i just thought of going there again, probably with my boyfriend then its more fun. what i did great was to shop shop shop with 20000baht. :D anyway at thailand, i was an hour younger. oh i threw away my ex's wallet there, because it was made of rubber and it was tearing already. made everything dirty with black black "dirt", so i decided to throw it away on the last day. im very lazy, here are the pictures. you can click them for a larger view.

siblings at singapore airport.

a lovely swing in the singapore airport.

very tall and shiny tree at bangkok airport.

tips signs.

dining at the restaurant in the hotel.

wear their costume + use own camera = S$2

zoom at the rabbits far away.

cute baby deers.

pig's cubs.

tiger's piglets.

lovely sunset.

the hottest ahgua singing cute japanese song.

ice ahgua princess.

all the lady boys unite.

relax by the beach BUT sit on sunchair = S$2

heart shaped red bush.

old sewing machine + television = fish tank

you wont believe how big can that wave be.

rabbits and their hut.

rabbit bushes and huge cabbages.

arsenal shop with arsenal stuffs.

look at the top of the tree!

most creative christmas tree.

how i spent my christmas night.

shop til i drop.

28th december 2006
happy 1 year anniversary to my darling leslie, the lousy ben si ler bai gut pig. :) anyway the night before went to NTUC bought all the ingredients to cook spagetti for him. after cooking it started to rain, so i decided to take taxi to his place then.

i made this spagetti full of love.

he made this jelly full of sweetness.
after that i wanted to watch NightAtTheMuseum but when we reach there, all were sold out. leslie's fault, kept dragging because he didnt want to watch on that day. so we went to the arcade and we tried catching a cute male and female rabbit tied together soft toy. it was so cute, but too bad couldnt get it after spending quite much. after that we went to clarke quay, and waited for the rest to go inside MinistryOfSound. pretty awesome place, i like the retro room. we drank and decided to dance a little before going off, quite fun i guess doing funny dance moves.

me and leslie under the ball of lightbulbs.

29th december 2006
watched NightAtTheMuseum with leslie, it was a very nice movie. i love it, owen wilson is such a cutie himself plus even more cute being so tiny. want to keep him if he is really that tiny. :) after the movie, we went to have lunch before finding konghong, ferline and zhenquan for some shopping. ronald then joined us later, and we had more shopping. after shopping, we had dinner where leslie and i secretly went to take neoprints before having dinner. first time taking neoprints was our 100 days together (which was coincidentally), and this was the second time for our 1st anniversary (plus 1 day). after that tuckyong joined us, and ronald left. we walked around and then went to find benson at the mrt station. we headed home to marina bay first then home.

even when your heart is broken, your heart is still there. others still love you because you are nice, which comes from your heart. if someone dont love you, dont give up on yourself. there are others who care because of who you are, from the heart.

i wished everybody be happy, really

hello hello hello hello hello hello how are you. oh, i forgot to mention that last thursday when i was at orchard, some lady came up to me and gave me her namecard. it was some company at dhoby ghaut and they were looking for "new faces", for their project i think. so cool right, asked to be a model or something. and i gave her my number but they called damm early in the morning so it became a missed call, i didnt bother anyway. then when i logged in to friendster, there was a message from another company saying im photogenic and all. hope that i could make an appointment with them to know more about their modelling thingy. so cool right, asked to be a model again. but heard from my friends if be model still have to pay, so i didnt bother either. just quite happy that i was asked to be model twice, thats fine enough.
anyway yesterday was lim bu eh birthday, it was a pretty enjoyable day except sometimes in the heart, it was aching. during midnight, my family celebrated my birthday because my parents thought i would go until late. initially i wore my home clothes, but i just wore a nice shirt since my mother told me to wear nicer. and i had the best cake, hazelnut yum!

act cool family. :p

my mama, didi and me.

cute, my sister and i blowing the candle.
after i woke up, i went to meet leslie at orchard. i wanted to prank him, so i said i had fever. but he didnt have much reaction, just that asked me to eat panadol before going out. i sort of thinking him to cancel the outing or maybe rush to fetch me, but my prank wasnt fun after all. because he said cannot eat lunch, so was damm hungry already and we went heeren to eat sakae sushi. at first thought could eat the student buffet, but he said we were going to watch movie in an hour's time. so we had a-la-cart, anyway i had 20$ voucher for that. so we ate until quite full, two bento sets, one side dish (a kind of fry) and drinks.

my bento set, yum sashimi!

his bento set, with my watermelon.
after our lunch, we went to buy ticket for theHoliday (恋爱没有假期). its a romance movie, i think its damm nice. i enjoyed every part of the movie, it is funny, romantic and quite touching. but dumb leslie kept dont understand and ask me question, because two of the actors look alike. which i dont find it so, just that he is lousy. :D after the movie, we headed to toa payoh to meet my friends. leslie's "flawless plan" was to have swensens dinner, but i sort of disagreed as swensens is kind of expensive. need not to be so fancy, so we decided to have dinner at the food court. ordered a beef udon, which totally wasnt nice due to its soup. funny thing was, as i complained leslie had a sip of the soup to try and he said it was nice. then i suddenly thought it was beef noodles, and he couldnt take beef. he quickly said it wasnt nice already, and sort of prayed. oops. then later, we went to entertainment centre and headed to the arcade first while waiting for everybody to arrive. the guys played daytona, and benson, ferline and me played the drummania. it was funny, we divided ourselves to be in charge of which drums. yet we couldnt manage to complete all the stages, even when we recruited ronald in, and then konghong. but to complete about 3-4 stages, we were happy already because sometimes we couldnt even get through 1st or 2nd stage. xD but it was still pretty funny, and fun to play with. after everybody had reached, we went into swensens and the waitress joined all the tables together for 14 of us. poor tuckyong was totally drenched, yesterday was really a very rainy day. anyway we had ice cream cake, the layers were chocolate, strawberry (ice creams) and vanilla (cake). so they sang me a birthday song, and leslie sang me a solo version. thanks all!

i wished..

and i had a hard time dividing the hard cake.
after that we were stucked at the entertainment centre due to the pouring rain. so we decided to have some games, until the security guard came and said something like singaporeans aint open minded. we made so much noise, they may thought the security guard didnt do his job and they may not like it. so we went out to join the rest sitting at a corner, until the rain became lighter we walked to the LAN shop and played counter-strike. and after that, it was home sweet home. i want to thank my family and my friends for celebrating my birthday.
thankies to flora, jasper (horny quek), boonliang (prey number 1), isaac (prey number 2), konghong (prey number 3), weixiong (prey number 4), ronald (pal who wants our wishes to come true), faith weiling, gwyneth, johnson, ferline, samantha, yanfang, tuckyong, james, yau ngai (brother), kevin (friends always), benson, zhenleong (freak said me guy with long hair), zhenquan, melvin, roxanne, kaisheng (prankster), vincent, siewsiong, david (naughty kor say me act cute) and camille.

gifts from my darling leslie.

presents from my dear friends.
i was actually quite sad, disappointed. when my good friend told me he couldnt celebrate my birthday together, i cried though i was at public. the thought of what he said and him made me couldnt stop crying, right now there are tears still. i know why he couldnt celebrate with me, it was because he did something which made everybody mad at him. he couldnt be there, it will be hard on him to face any one of them. but to me, he didnt do anything totally wrong to make me think negative about him. i know hows his family background like, we talked and shared feelings and matters before. he loves his mother whose presence is hardly there with him. when he told me once that he misses his mother, it surprised me when i didnt know much about him. but it felt as if he was really hurting inside that his mother isnt by his side. would you help someone whom you love very much with all that you have? for those who are mad at him, is that money in urgency to use? what do you want from him? do you want to kill him, and never get your money back? or just wait, he will definately return what belongs to you because thats what he can only do. its just only a matter of time. between friends, one should learn to forgive, even if your trust for him has been broken. thats what i want to say. i get really upset when friends say bad stuffs behind my friend's back. it will make me wonder if i will also be backstabbed when im not around. what are friends for?
anyway, i tried to learn photoshop and succeed from attempts.

i love owen wilson.
lastly, i will be going thailand for a week tomorrow. should be 20th to 27th then, so couldnt celebrate christmas with any of you. so i typed this long entry, and ended with a wishing for every one of you.

:) take care, love to the world.

my parents recognise my boyfriend already

yeah ive change my blogskin a little, im actually quite a "3 minutes" person. anyway today woke up rather early to meet kaisheng and nigel at tampines mall. had kfc lunch then, after that went expo to see cosfest event. there was a nike fair too, but kaisheng's brother said got nothing much there so didnt go. the cosfest was held at the very last hall, on the second floor. so we walked damm far to reach there, and we were deciding whether should go in. but in the end we just paid the 12$ and went in to have a look. well i felt that the 12$ wasnt worth it, the pasir ris cosfest event i went last year was free and had nicer cosplayers. but its alright, ive seen good cosplayers too, but only a handfull. most people like to dress as gothic or wear lolita dress, too common already so didnt take any photos of them. when i see dont really have any final fantasy cosplayers, so sad. i feel like dressing as rikku (in final fantasy x2) and join a cosfest someday, i think like quite outstanding. nobody wears so less with a bikini top somemore what! :D here are some pictures taken there..


alice in wonderland, snow white, belle from beauty and the beast, little red riding hood. love them! but they super busy, no chance take photo with them.


very cute rabbit robot, love it lots. and surprisingly, a guy is in that costume. fancy him still need to act cute.


dressed up dolls, lovely!


cute gundam.


one word, cute!


our legs damm tired, walked around for 2-3 hours without sitting. so had a mini "illegal gathering" while waiting for mrt.
after that, we travelled down to somerset and then headed to cineleisure. so we had nothing better to do actually, and we watched Charlotte's Web! was rather happy (not high okay), because i really want to watch that movie and didnt really expect they guys will watch such movie. so we bought the tickets and we went to eat burger king, after that we walked up and down and all around while waiting for the movie to start. after that i played one round of para para (quite cheap 1$ 5 stages), and we went in just right the movie was going to start. and just as i thought, the movie was damm nice! i love Charlotte's Web, its touching (i wept and wept) and meaningful. it says about friendship and how a true friend could go through everything just to fulfil a promise made, and how you can see more beautiful things in life if you just listen and observe. i feel also teaches that we should say nice things to people, to make people feel good about you and themselves. :) so after the movie, we went home already. initially nigel and i wanted to bluff kaisheng go far east there, because we got bus back home. but he quite smart, so late the shops should be close already. xD nevertheless, he still took bus along to toa payoh then went home. on the way to the bus stop, orchard road is now filled with many many christmasy stuffs and there is a navity christmas story route. its about the history of christmas, there are sheeps, romans, shephards all those, with real and fake humans in costumes (english cosfest lol). and of course everywhere is filled with very pretty and shiny stuffs. thats all, so damm tired. -,-zZzz

i gave my heart to somebody special

hello everybody! my tests are over, but im not confident. :(
let me tell you those unlucky incidents with my tests..
test 1: late for first paper, no time to read or do! i only managed to do 3 out of 7 points for the report!
test 2: quite happy, my hard work paid off a little. but last part stuck so left it last then do. when go back to that question, i suddenly thought of the answer and started writing but.. "put your pens down"!
test 3: on the bus read through and tried to memorise a topic once, then didnt care already. but that question really came out! recalled 2 out of 4 parts.
test 4: forget bring handphone, test timetable inside handphone. only remembered the block and my seat number, ran into 2 wrong rooms asking if i belong there. late for 20mins plus!
argh, but seriously for tests right. know means know, dont know means dont know. whats done is done, cannot really do much about what had happen. so, just hope i could pass!
its finally holiday, oh yay i think the movie theHoliday seems like a nice romance movie. maybe i should catch it, with my boyfriend perhaps? LOL i think romance movies make me "oww" and melt inside sometimes. like the movie is some kind of a fairy tale, how i wish it will happen to me. for girls, ya?
anyway christmas is coming, and im going to thailand soon until before chirstmas. i just love thailand, its probably the "cultural" feeling there. now, i shall blog some pictures.. :)


the princess clock which me +leslie +tuckyong caught for me. with a little help from kokmeng


its plaster, its chocolate, its chocolate plaster!


gingerbread star. yummy gingerbread yumm


my hello kitty "white chirstmas" manual music box.


look at the stars on the tree, so many many and pretty pretty!


its a cold christmas. but i got mickey +minnie ear muffs and hello kitty ringing bells (lame)

watch! i love DA PUMP - CHRISTMAS NIGHT mtv.
listen! i love THE BEATLES - LAST CHRISTMAS song.