Thursday, March 15, 2007

im happy when you are, will you be sad when i am

i think i could like you
i already do
feelings can grow but
they can go away too
you're takin my hand
lookin into my eyes
dont be in a rush to
get me tonight

feel something happening
could this be a spark?
to satisfy me baby
gotta satisfy my heart

do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first i have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care whats on my mind?
or am i just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl

i think i could like you
but i keep holding back
cause i cant seem to tell
if you're fiction or fact
show me you can laugh
show me you can cry
show me who you really are
deep down inside

do you feel something happening?
could this be for real?
i dont know right now but tonight we'll reveal

do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first i have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care whats on my mind?
or am i just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl

bring me some flowers
conversation for hours
to see if we really connect
and baby if we do
ooh i'll be giving all my love to you

do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first i have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care whats on my mind?
or am i just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl


quite a beautiful song by jojo, first time heard and seen it on mtv channel. i rather like it already. oh guess what, i dropped another 1kg. really have no idea where all the weights are losing from, in total i have lost 5kg already since recently. couldnt see any difference, i still find my tummy, arms and thighs fat. in other words, i dont like them and i wish my tummy is firmer and my arms plus thighs are slimer lol! but those aint important either. nowadays i like to play gunbound, but i felt damm scared when i play long. because the more i play, the more i will anyhow sit on the chair, but actually will become lie between the chair and bed. then will scared become hunchback or what, i dont like! so have to play less, go out more. xD

okay today i recieved a sms from a guy called luis, he was looking for urgent part or full timers. so i called him to ask what is the job, he knows my name and he said he got my contact from a survey i did. which i dont recall doing any survey, unless it was damm long ago. but why call now? anyway he just told me it was sales promoter for some mineral water, and he said to go for interview at eunos there. i thought it was alright, until i told my papa. he asked about the salary, so i had to call back to ask about it. he just told me dont have basic or commission, the working time is flexible like 3 days a week for 4 hours and the pay is according to how much you work and his company will assign me a job. after that all he said was "i hope you can give me a chance lah. just come down and i will tell you more. i can promise you there will be an attractive payout". oh and when he smsed me the venue (as i requested it) it was just a building, i then also asked him where exactly to go, like which storey and unit. he said "after you reach, you give me a call and i will pick you up" which was total stunner. overall i still dont know what exactly the job is about, what exactly is the pay, so my papa totally rejected it and so bye bye (for good i guess). cant find a job to satisfy my parents yet.

yesterday i went out to meet kaisheng and nigel at plaza singapura. after that while waiting for jasper and winston to reach, we went Parklane to play LAN as eGames was full. we played some dota on battle.net and funny thing was the computers we used didnt have v6.42 map. wasted some time trying very hard to download that map from other games, but sure get kicked out. until i joined a taiwan host game, the host actually letted me download the map lol. so kind. then after that we had to try join other host's game for all of us to be able to join, which was another funny thing. dont know is it lag or what, couldnt join the game kaisheng and nigel joined, after many tries then can. oh there was a game when a guy asked if i was playing in the LAN shop, quite funny when he said he was sitting opposite me. kaisheng said could be fake because we couldnt create game at the LAN shop. but how that guy knew a guy was sitting beside me? probably a lucky guess. that game was pretty funny. when naix was gone due to low health, i just anyhow shot an elune's arrow (priestress of the moon) for fun at the straight part of the bottom lane, i actually killed him. im damm lucky. then awhile later, the host said he had stomachache while his friend got headache and another friend had fingerpain, they said to remake. they really had lame excuses. then one by one our results smses came, i was damm happy when i saw a GS at the end of the message (which means i could proceed to next semester). all the best to my friends who didnt make it through, i can help if you need me to.
CKTCS:D+
when i saw this, felt damm relief. i failed all its quizzes and even term test, i actually passed with a plus. i felt damm lucky, and glad that all the hard (trying to understand it for once and for all) preparation for its examination really worked. oh because my new phone has those smiley icons, and there was a :D smiley face and i find it rather annoying. if anybody knows how to disable those smiley icons for Sony Ericsson phone, please tell me. anyway back to yesterday, so then we had dinner at plaza singapura's long john after that. then walked to cineleisure to check winston's and jasper's results because they didnt register for results via sms. we also checked our gpa, mine dropped somemore until 2.84 already. every semester my gpa drops, really hope one semester it will rise, even a little. :) anyway after that we went off to heeren then to starbucks coffee to slack. they ordered drinks, except me, and we played daidee with loser out because we had 5 people. they said cannot play at the cafe by right? im not sure either. so after playing many rounds of daidee and one round of shithead, we left for home.

i want to go have a drink, but not sure when. i want to be that girl's friend, but not sure how. i want to have a cute keychain for my handphone, but not sure what. :)