recently quite busy, and cant sleep well, keep waking up in the morning, dont eat well either. anyway yesterday went ice skating with flora, ferline, gwyneth, ronald, isaac and yaongai, it was fun. we were supposed to gather people in multiples of 4 as there is a package for a group of 4. in the end some unable to turn up, but its alright. met at ang mo kio, then went there by mrt, waited for everybody to arrive and also pestered leslie to go along. just after boarded the train, my results came! sigh, i F my edeckt, and RESULTS:SP. damm i have a supplimentary paper to go for, why is this happening to me? i am seriously disappointed and heart ached, my gpa from 3.75 dropped to 3.04. and if i manage to pass my edeckt sp, its worth 1 point, how high can it pull up, sigh i have to study hard. then james, winson, kai called to ask, all of them failed at least one, heard taufiq is good all passed. seeing jessica failed one and had different classes for every subject, i dont want that. hope we still can be in a class, and NO WAY am i going to repeat edeckt module, it sucks to study something i dont know and still dont know. anyway we reached jurong around 3+pm and the lady in the counter said 4pm wash ice. because we had 7 people in total, so we bought a package of 4 and 3 student tickets, whereas the package allows unlimited time while the student ticket is only for 2hours. so it wouldnt be worth it, we thought of going later until the lady said give us unlimited time for all. how nice! so the 7 of us not so pro in skating but still not bad, except isaac, he still thinks its very tough. we skated, rested and played. like there was this girl who will only cling onto the railings, heard they said she said "excuse me" very loud or something, then they wanted to disturb the girl back by saying "excuse me" and clinging onto the railings and blocking her way. kind of funny, starting i didnt know how the girl looked like and i couldnt see her anywhere. so i said something about her, and she was right behind me, and then i turned back she skated past me. then we also played some kallang wave thingy, with our hands on the railings. and we also played ice and water, isaac couldnt play, he still couldnt get the hang of ice skating. the ice and water quite fun, just a bit afraid might skate too fast then fall. i kind of fell once, i choo choo train gwyneth then she skated quite fast until i want to let go or something i fell onto my knees and slided a bit (quite awesome). quite funny and wasnt very pain, but found there is a blue black at the side of my right knee when i reached home. so anyway everybody was hungry by then, i was very hungry! i didnt eat or drink anything since i woke up, until 7pm then finally can go eat. flora left to visit her relative, while we went 2nd level to eat at some food court. after that we walked through the night market, then we went to see the amusement park. there was only one thrilling ride, and gwyneth and i took it. it is like some big metal ring disk thingy, and we had to go in then stand and lean against the cushion on the wall. starting we were thinking is it safe or not, as there are no safety belts or anything, just some bar beside for us to hold onto and a hanging rope thingy in front of us.
there were quite a few people with us, even small kids. and so the ride started, and then we know it was completely safe. because as the ring keep turning, there will be a lot a lot a lot of air pressure against our bodies onto the wall. there was something pointy at my elbow, but i couldnt really help it, the force was really strong. it was amazing we still can chat and laugh throughout the ride though the air pressure caused us to be kind of tired on the stomach. our necks also a bit tired, i cracked mine after the ride stopped. we tried waving during the ride, ferline said they saw and they waved many times too, but the ride too fast all we saw was blur. so overall it was fun, and thanks gwyneth for treating me 1$. and after that we took mrt and i alighted with ronald, isaac and gwyneth at amg mo kio to take bus. went home and watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and The Vietnamese Bride vcds. the Vietnamese Bride show was very funny, a lot of hokkien but got subtitle. damm i like Harry Potter movies, remember i was young, i used to wish i were a witch upon my birthday cakes, no joke i want to have magic. and while watching it, i suddenly felt myself liking one of the characters in the movie, seriously, i find shes very pretty (oops im not lesbian).
then on the day before yesterday, isaac called me think mainly to have dinner. he was with weixiong playing pool and had a haircut, then i reached already, later darling reached then ronald. after pool, went to have dinner then tuckyong came along. had a discussion, in the end we really went crc to play dota. darling, weixiong, isaac and me still are member of crc, ours havent expire yet. played quite long, randomed matches, computer hang for two times, and i lost that night. nothing much, after that went home. then on wednesday night went to have dinner with darling, can say initially its he suggested. so i told my papa i going out eat while he went out to buy food back. was kind of afraid he might scold me so late still at home never eat, so i went down first. then darling said his mother got cook for him, so i had to wait. dont know why suddenly felt really very sad, i cried at the void deck. i then suddenly thought of good friends. its like, last time what sad matters i will approach my good friend, its nice feeling that your good friend understands you. then will talk to you, but what matters is the good friend's presence. its been some time i ever called a good friend, so i tried calling thomas but i was embarrassed that he was having dinner with his wife. couldnt really say much, just how i felt at that moment and what happened. then after that called james, i dont know why i just did and asked him if he had some time to spare. he said i was silly, as always. but quite true, i admit i was silly. then he said about the sakura stuff, he said shouldnt have called the rest, should have just the four of us (him, manhin, darling and me) maybe will get to talk as in a small group. well quite true, then he said he thought my darling will be as tall as winson or as built as shawn, kind of funny. i said no lah no lah, thats my darling. i love my darling just as the way he is (no i didnt tell him that). after that darling found out, approaching others for things which are bothering me, but not him. hope wont happen again, but its really kind of embarrassing to say something like you made me sad until i teared. well i wont blame anyone, do felt myself silly, kind of useless why so weak. but true enough: 人不说心，谁知. hope we can understand each other better.