tell me what i want to hear will be enough

ive been living with a shadow overhead
ive been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
ive been lonely for so long
trapped in the past, i just cant seem to move on

ive been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case i ever need em again someday
ive been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

all i want to do is find a way back into love
i cant make it through without a way back into love

ive been watching but the stars refuse to shine
ive been searching but i just dont see the signs
i know that its out there
theres gotta be something for my soul somewhere

ive been looking for someone to shed some light
not somebody just to get me through the night
i could use some direction
and im open to your suggestions

all i want to do is find a way back into love
i cant make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart again
i guess im hoping you'll be there for me in the end

there are moments when i dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
i need inspiration
not just another negotiation

all i want to do is find a way back into love
i cant make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart to you
im hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that i'll be there for you in the end

am playing this song in loop currently, find it damm nice. somehow i do find myself that i didnt move on, parts of my heart seem to be stucked in the past. yet im like a fool, waiting for dont know what. currently very bored, kept sleeping my days away, really. i really dont know what better to do, no games interest me, no nothing appeal to me but to laze and do nothing. want to go out somewhere also dont know want to find who suitable to go with, argh saddening! somebody save me please lol. anyway today i watched some mtv before i slept. found out that around afternoon got nice show, especially I Bet You Will which i didnt watch for quite some time. still very fun to watch, hopefully someday singapore has a show like that or even Fear Factor. :D

damm lazy to blog actually, anybody fancy music videos?


christina has many clones.


i think you need a new one.
by the way, notice her high cut (converse look alike) sneakers cum high heels when shes in a blue top. im so loving it, and i dreamt of it yesterday. moreover i dreamt it was nike brand, wished i really have one! :)


is this how we say goodbye?


my friend, longhui, did this cute animation.

i want to go:
MINT museum of toys for 10bucks to see toys, duh.
zoo to see penguins, chicks, butterflies and run through the forest.
st.james powerhouse on wednesday for free entry and five drinks.
swensens for their exclusive lunch set.
japanese restaurant; sakae sushi student buffet or ichiban sushi.