i have finally finished watching Blood+, all 50 episodes. :) i may gross out on real life blood, but cartoon blood is nothing. i did cry on many parts lol, not because i was scared of course, its damm touching. so overall its damm nice, i love the characters. i didnt watch the movie though, it looked weird.
during the afternoon, my supervisor said something like we could get a Donkey or C. well honestly, i dont really care what grades i get as long i pass. i only want to get this over and done with. most probably because im pretty unhappy during the whole project, so it doesnt matter really. nevertheless, judges or whoever should be fair and give grades accordingly. dont worry, my friend.
this friday morning i would be heading to Genting already, yes again. but this time is to celebrate my siblings' birthdays. my sister's birthday is on 20th while my brother's is on 21st. the trip wasnt extended because 22nd i will have to start school already, i cant possibly miss my first day of school.
yeah school! but i had an email saying i should prepare for a mathematics test which will be taken place during the FIRST lecture. somehow i had a thought, goodness felt like giving that subject up. but whats done is done, so i just have to do my best then. if you dont know whats this subject about, well the school invited me to take this Higher Engineering Mathematics, which is like University Mathematics standard and not everybody gets this opportunity. making a decision was so annoying that i just accepted the offer because of the fact that they looked up to me, like a favour back to them. maybe it isnt that bad, and anyway i could drop the subject during the first couple of weeks. because of this additional subject, im quite afraid i may not have any class same as a friend. it will be the first time i got seperated from my classmates, eeks.
well now i feel like saying about the day i went out with my friend, weiling. :) we went out on last last saturday. if you dont know, we used to be girlfriends. so anyway we met up at heeren for lunch first. i thought of having sakae sushi buffet, but they dont seem to have those on weekends. wonder is it i remembered wrongly, hmm.
i want to go Sun Plaza at Sembawang where it has the biggest sakae sushi restaurant in Singapore (with kids corner, how cute). and also the new Icon Village at Tanjong Pagar, yeahness to new shopping mall!anyhow, we went cineleisure food court to have our lunch then, plus deserts. the deserts looked so good on the picture, but the guy made them so disappointingly dull and plain. weiling said last time was a female who prepare the deserts thus looked nicer, maybe guys are not that attentive. x) besides that, their deserts have weird stuffs in them. you see nata de coco, you eat it, you wont know what nonsense is it. it tasted like Coke, then Pepsi, then like Sarsi. she only mentioned that they seemed to have diluted them in some syrup, and of course she found them weird. then something which they called
katcham puteh and are dont know what kind of nut, tasted sour, sweet and somehow funny because eat already really can laugh. so after that we were so damm FULL. i think had nothing much to walk about, so we went e2max and had a chamber for 2 hours. and we changed room for like 3 times! their computers are so lousy! want to play Audition, "wrong version". want to play Battle.Net, cd key taken. or else will be HANG problems. i dont know why we still go there, maybe because of the atmosphere? hope they do something really, 4$ or 3.50$ an hour isnt cheap you know.
so after gaming, we went to look for alvin, david and their friends. yes weiling and alvin have been together for more than 5 years, how cool is that. :) alvin looked good in his formal (i like guys to wear formal casual), and somehow they never change. david was like "high 5!" when he saw us, we highed 5 back but damm
bo liao actually.
then theres this thing.. everytime i meet someone related to vincent, they will surely say things like he still thinks of me, bla bla. i am a very realistic person, so i find them craps. if he really misses me, then he should be the one approaching me what. WHY SHOULD I SMS HIM? david said like "if he doesnt reply you, tell me. i will slap him and ask him pay you back 5cents". its hilarious! anyway hes such a coward, maybe thats why. serves him right that he cant find someone as good as me then. LOL :x
weiling was damm funny when she met alvin. she was like saying alvin with two girls, and was like hitting him with her mushroom handphone keychain. then said that later see the mushroom will do what to him. she is so damm damm cute! i dont care if you think im lesbian, but i really find her so lovely. probably the cutest and prettiest girl ive met, follow up by my other friends, then last is me. LOL. for that i dont really know whats ugly, i see everybody pretty normally. :s but ourselves always complain this body part and another. its almost as good as saying you find yourself ugly. but to others, you are lovely so its just what you think. just dont be lazy, do something like exercise! and i do admit, i am lazy.
anyway after that, we went to have dinner at Robinsons there. the lunch deal at some restaurant was pretty good, it looks delicious and the food is delicious. too bad i forgotten what name. and after dinner, we went Cuppage to have LAN DOTA as she wanted to. first we played 1v1 to train her then we 2 girls versus 3 other guys, and we sort of can say won them? because halfway through, we had to go home and we just quitted. i was happy that shes like the first person to concern about my well being and we took cab home as it was pretty late. :) and we were so frank towards each other the whole day, shared many stuffs, i like that. certainly a happy day, started with happiness, ended in happiness.
somehow i felt that i dont have any close friends anymore, except my boyfriend who has been always truthful and caring towards me, always giving in to me, always granting my wishes.. actually not always. :/ but at least he tries, and most importantly he is the only person to BE WITH me. i do have many friends, but most of us talk because of boredom, requests, outings, so on. there isnt much true quality of a friendship, because not all friends can do so. then again, i may be the one afraid to start opening up myself to others. well my close friends either had their own better way, or something (mostly bad) happened. but sometimes i think its ME who formed a wall between us. it may be due to busyness, or that sometimes i couldnt be bothered. im quite the sort that i think i have all the time in the world, thus placing behind what mattered more. i may be the one drifting away to think he has a better way thus he doesnt need me anymore. yes i think its like that..
sometimes need to be initiative because there is no loss when you initiate towards a friend. might even gain something back, like a friendship.i think in this life, i only had 2 best girl friends. shuhua and weiling for they left me with a memory/story that i can never forget. i can never forget what ive done wrong to them. i may not be as sad now, but the situation cant be forgotten and regretted no matter how long it has been. hmm this may be stupid or what as it was the past, but i felt like saying these to them..
shuhua: we used to meet and go school together every morning during secondary 2. during one period, i
pang sehed you without telling you. its not just one time, but continuously many times. im not sure if i ever told you the reason, but i felt that i did not. the reason was that i met vincent and got interested in him. and he took bus at a later time we were supposed to meet. i can say i was young and stupid and silly for doing such a foolish thing, and not telling you even you were my best friend. the day your sister told me about you cried all those, i cried on the bus while going school. i cant remember much after that, but i think we werent how we were anymore. i remember i wrote you a christmas card a few years ago. today i am still saying these.. well, i am truely regretful and sorry (maybe because we are friends far apart). hope you be happy and as lovely always!
weiling: although you still will find me to go out, i am sorry. sorry that i am bad enough to think you ask me out because you had no one else to. but you still find me, thats what matter isnt it? we used to always talk on the phone until late. until you started asking to borrow money. i rejected but you continued asking. and i avoided you. i was wrong, friends shouldnt avoid no matter what. i should stay by you and think of other solutions with you, i was a real bad friend. but you were so gullible, you thought that i was busy, that i couldnt answer your calls or smses. i felt really bad. and i could never know what happened during those years we didnt have contact. i used to cry on some nights. but at least now we are sort of together once again. no matter how busy you are or i am, i am glad we are still friends.
doesnt really matter if they read it or not. because they have their own better ways. :) you know.. even if its once in a lifetime, its enough.
thnks fr th mmrs.18 octobertimetable is finally out this morning! quite happy my Higher Engineering Mathematics didnt screw up my timetable. instead, the subject is sort of like after school lessons. my timetable is great that tuesday and wednesday no school and everyday until 4pm only. the bad part will be that HEM is 6-8pm on monday and thursday, thats holy! i stay at toa payoh, not opposite school or something. i couldnt afford to stay back until 6pm and go for a 2-hour class until 8pm! i think i would die, even if i went for just one time! ive decided to drop the subject, its not really important for me as i dont think i CONFIRM will go into a university. even if i do, i will learn at the university then. overall still glad that i have classmates who were my classmates all along. :)
tomorrow morning i will be going Genting. last genting trip my father gave me 500+S$ (which was crazy), this time he gave me 1000RM. dont think will spend on anything much, nothing in mind to be bought anyway. hope everybody take care and enjoy your weekends (even if you are alone, just do something to make yourself happy). and hope when i come back, my stepping motor can move and my report completed in a jiffy and most importantly let judging be a past with hearts in satisfaction! anything leave a message to me, i may reply if i feel like it. LOL.