Tuesday, October 23, 2007

theres no more need to hide from all this pain inside

back from GENTING! start off with some of my photo takings. will update again soon.
*all are just flowers and scenery, my favourite kind of photo taking!


looks pretty cool, just how i like the picture to be. except the red lorry if you can spot it.




close up on the roses below. pretty cute, look like blossoms. my mama got pricked by the thorns when she plucked the rose. although its vandalism, who cares.






today was damm boring! it was so boring that i had a nap. now im starting to think that having a 3 days per week school isnt that great afterall. hope tomorrow not so boring. seriously, i dont know what to do now. maybe should start new anime, or try to watch some movies online. and hopefully they are available. sometimes its hard to find a movie i want to watch, which could actually load.

anyway first day of school, which was yesterday, was pretty okay that it was fun and time past rather quickly due to early dismissals. i noticed that all my lecturers are female, no more teachers' favourite class rep anymore i suppose. x) so on the other hand, first day of school was boring, or rather tiring. really felt like sleeping when the aunties yak yak (i really felt that way). kaisheng was late for 1hour 50minutes. partially my fault because i thought he was just joking about the call him and bluff him again thingy, LOL (last week i had to call him to wake him up with a bluff that ive reached school already). anyway almost everybody in my class are familiar people, so nothing much. dropped my Higher Engineering Mathematics subject already, no way am i staying in school until 8pm. so i emailed the lecturer in charge, and he replied me that he is collecting withdrawals, which somehow means he had already expecting people to withdraw. :s kind of weird, but whatever. my timetable will be back to 9 lessons in total only, yeahness.

after school, went home to rest awhile before going out. was going to meet leslie, and could have gone town to meet the rest too, but leslie didnt want so never go town in the end. leslie then said to meet at toa payoh's kfc there, so i walked there. upon reaching there, saw melvin chen because of his height and his new cute or weird haircut. then someone in front of him waved at me, and surprisingly was weiliang. get to talk a little bit before they walked off. after weixiong's call, some guy walked towards me.. and the horror began.

he thought i was Temasek Polytechnic year 2's meixiu. i got surprised, and felt damm awkward when he kept saying i was meixiu, that i went canoeing with him last month. then i said maybe i look like her, but i am not meixiu. he asked then who am i, so we exchanged name and shook hands, but ive forgotten his name. not interested anyway. nevertheless i thought he might go away after realising he got the wrong girl. instead, he started to talk to me. he said things like my eyebrown very cute, thick eyebrown means i am active, and that i should go wakeboarding with him next week. he was damm bo liao i can say.
he: wakeboarding can make your body ache real bad.
me: really? i didnt know.
he: no lah, just kidding.
he: but really, because the tension in pulling make until your arms can come out.
me: har, really meh?
he: no lah, just kidding haha.
he: the boat very fast ma, then wave very big. got people die after wakeboarding.
me: har, so kua zhang meh.
he: hahaha just kidding de lah.

the most horrible guy with the worst sense of humor ive ever met, so many "just kidding". i may be a sua gu and not wakeboard before, but he really talked too much nonsense. so he asked me what my course was, and i asked him what he work as because he was wearing quite formal with tie all those. he said he was doing property, so i thought he wanted to sell me something. i then asked him straight is it want sell me something (so he can just GO AWAY), but he said no and continued other topics. he asked why i didnt join Superstar, that i could be the thickest eyebrown Superstar (that was wicked). but when i said my friends everytime want me go trim my eyebrown, he said dont as they are cute and i look cute. then he said like, to curl my hair or even to straighten my hair to look better.

then FINALLY leslie called me, he missed me and walked further down away. i turned and saw the guy went to throw his drink, so i faster asked him to FASTER! COME FASTER, GOT GUY KEEP TALK TO ME. RUN! RUN COME! then later, the guy was like want to keep in contact with me even though i said i got boyfriend. i rejected then he asked why, and could do some water activities together (holy crap). i told him very weird and sudden, LOL. leslie came shortly and damm classic!
he: your friend arh?
me: yes, my boyfriend.
he: oh okay. send my regards to meixiu then.
(which is NO LINK)
then bye bye already, he walked away. somehow i felt this experience scary. all leslie's fault! walk past me, sure is see other girls. anyway normally if other guys approach me wont so scared, dont know why this guy made me feel damm scared. and the more im scared, the more i wont know what to do, i am like that. well i am also totally hopeless if someone touches me, because i wont scream or shout or even defend myself, and i whisper for help. LOL. i am seriously damm lousy for such matters.

everybody protect me please, thank you very much. x) oh after dinner, everything was so fun! we were at the peak of the carpark beside my house, sitting under the stars and doing things together.. LIKE completing a jigsaw puzzle and folding stars, simply wonderful until it started to rain of course. :) lublubx