just so you know.
im the kind of person who, after i vent out i will change back to VERY normal just immediately. when i read back or think about it, i never thought whatever mean things i said will be necessary anymore. but since someone said before that what i said in the first place always are the true feelings, so i just let it be.
want see, see noh see noh. like my friend said, angry can have the advantage to vent out on people what right? i so get that point you know. oops.
anyway its not like, i go school i see my friends who picked on me as enemies. i still play with them, chat with them, laugh with them, go have car rides with them, apparently what we usually do. im not a sadist. i wont suicide or whatever nonsense, 我很看得开的. i live for tomorrows. i value everybody in my life. even if i cant spread my wings wide enough to cover each and every person in my life, YOU SHOULD KNOW I VALUE YOU. and i care for you.
today is the 23rd, so i will give you 23 smiles. (imitate from 9pm channel 8 show)
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okay maybe some people will think im just talking nonsense? whatever.
anyway im so looking forward to saturday. going fishing with alan and company. will be the first time fishing and using a fishing rod (alan owns about 14 rods if i remember correctly). how exciting. last saturday actually going already, but more people will be going this coming saturday, so we postponed. yeah. and another event would be next wednesday. will be going pulau tekong for BMT 'excursion' with my friends, and some other school mates. so fun, can go off early and at least do something else instead of slacking in school. initially the lecturer asked one unit, so i thought i was the only girl who signed up. my friends even said i would motivate those army men and so on, quite funny. but in the end a lot other people are going too, so im not the only girl anymore. quite cool, my friends sure happy also.
looking for Tao Kae Noi seaweed in a packet,
tempura flavour. if you spot it, please buy for me and i will pay you back or you tell me where the heck you found it. thank you. recently kaisheng kept buying those packetted seaweed, and it was the first time i tried those. the seaweeds are HOLY, so crispy so crunchy so tasty. no idea how they made those, but i do know how to eat them. i always shy to take more, so i rather buy myself. currently only want to try different flavours and choose my favourites. kaisheng only eats wasabi flavour, z.
pirates of the carribean - at world's end is coming so very soon!