yay today woke up and saw kaisheng's sms, he said he was going to library to revise with wayxiong. the time he reached there was the time i woke up, so i didnt want to rush there. i had quite enough already, been sleeping less and studying hard. it was truly a burden, there is nothing much i can do about it but to just do my best and hope can pass. went to school with a low battery handphone, james called (handphone then dead) then smsed me asking how did i study all those. reached school already, felt kind of like a fool looking for my seat. i walked around and around, saw familiar faces but still couldnt find my seat number 17. then finally saw james (hes always behind behind me) and junli point point my seat, which was beside him. its also such a burden being short sighted, im still considering whether to buy contact lens or not. its not that i dont want to wear spectacles, im lazy and i always forget, and my nose is always oily so kind of irritating for the spectacles to keep sliding down my nose. and then if i want to buy contact lens, i dont know how much im willing to pay, and i dont know want to buy monthly or daily. anyway i sat down, not long later the lecturer dont know murmured what! but i saw people started writing, i think he said starto already. while doing, it was like my angel said "correct" my devil said "wrong" those kind of feeling. its like freaking unsure, but thats ALL i KNOW. so in conclusion, know means know, dont know means dont know, just do whatever i can. while doing the paper, junli was like so noisy! he kept saying out words, and sometimes quite loud (*sweatdrops). james left quite early, then he "bye" so loud, kind of shocked me. i left after one and a half hour, with a heavy heart. i tried my best to study so much, tried to memorise so much, tried to practise so much, i just hope can just freaking pass, and then let it PASS AWAY, GO AWAY. the paper was rather tricky at parts, the rest were pretty alright. so yesterday isaac helped me on some of the questions i was stucked at, we went kfc to study. he and the guys were supposed to go fishing or something, but after that didnt manage to go. some of the questions solved, yet some unsolved because his didnt study totally same as mine. then one by one zhenleong, kevin, boonliang, weiliang also came to kfc, not really sure how come. after that covered most of the questions already, we went to eat free pizza hut, serious! the bill very inexpensive, zero zer0 all the way. starting we were quite unsure about the coupons, so i asked can only eat those on the coupons only, the manager said can, you know! so then we ordered 5 pan pizzas and 4 snack combos, all for free. and when we were about to order soft drinks (cannot be too cheapskate), some lady served us 6 glasses of plain water. so we ate this inexpensive meal, and the feeling of just walking out of pizza hut, hahah satki? yum i like the bread stick, i wish i can have somemore. so the guys were going to have Lord of the Rings movie mania at zhenleong's place, i wasnt interested to watch but i agreed on playing video games at his place. boonliang and zhenleong then went to get the cds while weiliang, isaac and kevin went to play billard, i also followed to see them play billard. they played billard kept scolding vulgarities all that, while i revised somemore. at final round kevin said "loser punch, pay all" when he was winning. but after that he lost, and he not enough, weiliang (winner) then said last two loser punch which pulled isaac down the water. he was quite frustrated, because first two rounds he won. pretty funny to see them "fight" and "argue" among each other, really kind of childish. then went zhenleong house played video games, mainly fighting games, then nba, winning eleven, all i not very sure especially on their control configurations. play already really very funny for a noob like me, but kept get bullied. while playing winning eleven, i got so excited that i yelled, and i dont really know what im doing, so it was pretty funny. after they watched some korean show on television, awhile later i left with kevin and isaac. and i now can remember how to go home from kevin's house already. oh isaac shares an opposite movie favourite from me, i love and can even watch alone ghost or horror movies but i cannot take the pain in gore movies. but most guys can watch gore movies i think, sick? =x anyway P!NK's new mtv, awesome to watch. woohoo, i will never be a stupid girl. no way. by the way, i miss my darling..i really do.